<\/p>\n
Xoldor Vulqon
\nO\u02bbzbekiston Yozuvchilar uyushmasining a\u02bczosi<\/p>\n
Ma\u02bcyus chiroqlarning olmos chamani<\/p>\n
(She\u02bcrlar va tarjimalar)<\/p>\n
Ushbu she\u02bcriy kitobimni mehribon onam Muhtaramxon Mirzajalol qizi va mening ikkinchi onam Ezozxon Kenjaevalarning porloq hotiralariga bag\u02bbishlayman. Mazkur kitobni yaxshi niyyat bilan o\u02bbqiganlarni Xudo murodu maqsadlariga etkazsin.<\/p>\n
(Xoldor Vulqon)<\/p>\n
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Yillar uchib o\u02bbtdi bamisoli o\u02bbq,
\nG\u02bburbatda oqardi soch -soqol, murtim.
\nMen seni bir zum ham unutganim yo\u02bbq,
\nMeni ham unutib yuborma, Yurtim!
\nX.V.<\/p>\n
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Xoldor Vulqon 1959 yili O\u02bbzbekistonning Andijon viloyatida tug\u02bbilgan. Toshkent Milliy Universitetini tamomlagan.U 1975 yildan buyon badiiy ijod bilan shug\u02bbillanadi. Shu kungacha u rus va o\u02bbzbek tillarida to\u02bbrtta she\u02bcriy to\u02bbplam, qator hikoyalar, beshta povest va ikkita roman yozgan. Shuningdek Xoldor Vulqon ko\u02bbplab yapon shoirlarining she\u02bcrlarini o\u02bbzbek tiligan tarjima qilgan. 1999 yildan buyon O\u02bbzbekiston Yozuvchilar uyushmasining a\u02bczosi. Taqdir taqozosi bilan Kanadada yashaydi. Mukofot va unvonlari yo\u02bbq.<\/p>\n
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\nPichan o\u02bbrayotgan odam
\n—————<\/p>\n
To\u02bbrg\u02bbaylar chiyillab chaladi xushtak,
\nQirda o\u02bbt o\u02bbraman, qo\u02bblimda chalg\u02bbi.
\nKayfiyatim a\u02bclo, engilman qushdek,
\nShamol daydib yurar bir o\u02bbzi yolg\u02bbiz.<\/p>\n
Uzoqda qorayar kulba, kapalar,
\nGullabdi o\u02bbt -o\u02bblan ichida tikan.
\nG\u02bbamgin uchib yurgan oppoq kapalak,
\nMarhuma onamning arvoximikan?<\/p>\n
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\n12\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 2:47.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
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\nTongi sukunat
\n————————<\/p>\n
Toptalgan bahaybat samo gulhani,
\nMiltillaydi yulduz cho\u02bbg\u02bblari hamon.
\nO\u02bbz nuriga o\u02bbzi xorg\u02bbin chulg\u02bbanib,
\nOy suzar ohista mag\u02bbribga tomon.<\/p>\n
G\u02bbira shira zulmat, tong sahar payti,
\nOsuda jimlikka tutaman quloq.
\nBug\u02bbdoyzor tomonda qayta va qayta,
\nBedana xotinin qo\u02bbyar qumtaloq.<\/p>\n
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\n15\/02\/2020. Kanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nKo\u02bbklam chaqinlari
\n(Iste\u02bcdodli shoir Jontemirga)
\n———————<\/p>\n
Bog\u02bblarga ochilgan darchalar romi,
\nSukunatga cho\u02bbmgan o\u02bbtlog\u02bbu dala.
\nShivirlar bahorning yomg\u02bbirli shomi,
\nOhista, hech kimga bermasdan halal.<\/p>\n
Yomg\u02bbirli zulmatda uzoq yaqinlar,
\nXayolga botganday charog\u02bbon kunsiz,
\nChaqnaydi olisda g\u02bbamgin chaqinlar,
\nOsmon bilan erni payvandlab unsiz.<\/p>\n
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\n16\/03\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 8:43.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nNiyyat
\n——————<\/p>\n
Zulmatda chirildoq chirillagan on,
\nOdam bo\u02bblib, elning koriga yarab,
\nYag\u02bbir do\u02bbpping kiyib, elkangda ketmon,
\nDalalarda yursang yolg\u02bbiz, suv tarab.<\/p>\n
Yulduz inson ko\u02bbzi ilg\u02bbamas joyga,
\nNayzaday sarosar uchsa ovozsiz.
\nSoatlab termulsang porlagan oyga,
\nOddiy suvchi bo\u02bblsang, bo\u02bblsang savodsiz.<\/p>\n
Shiypon tamondagi so\u02bbrida yotsang,
\nG\u02bbir — g\u02bbir esaversa tungi shabada.
\nUyg\u02bbonsang to\u02bbrg\u02bbaylar chuldirayotgan,
\nO\u02bbz ona yurtingda, tongi dalada.<\/p>\n
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\n7-avgust, 2010 yil.
\nTungi soat 1:56.
\nToronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nG\u02bbozlar galasining bo\u02bbm -bo\u02bbsh chelagi
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Yomg\u02bbirdan keyingi musaffo havo,
\nDov — daraxt o\u02bby surar, ko\u02bblmakka boqib.
\nDarchalardan yo\u02bblga termular avom,
\nXayol degan cheksiz daryoda oqib.<\/p>\n
Qushlar chug\u02bburlaydi, bulut tarqalar,
\nYashnadi qaqragan xovuzning labi.
\nMajnuntol shamolda mahzun chayqalar,
\nUnsiz yig\u02bblayotgan parizod kabi.<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bblmaklar ko\u02bbzgusi yotar bir yonda,
\nMarmarday yaltirar bog\u02bblar yo\u02bblagi.
\nG\u02bbiyt — g\u02bbiyt etar kuzgi g\u02bbamgin osmonda,
\nG\u02bbozlar galasining bo\u02bbm — bo\u02bbsh chelagi.<\/p>\n
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\n9 iyul, 2011 yil.
\nTungi soat 2:36.
\nToronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nZulmat
\n——————<\/p>\n
G\u02bbamgin miltillaydi uzoqlarda cho\u02bbg\u02bb,
\nnazarimda, tutunni tutunga ulab,
\ntamaki chekmoqda kashanda zulmat.
\nIchi mo\u02bbrining singari qorayib,
\no\u02bbpkasi ham chirib, tamom bo\u02bblgandir…
\nNega chekyapti ekan? Balki, xotini:
\n-Sen ham odamlarday, chet elga borib,
\nishlab, pul topib kelsang, o\u02bblasanmi? -deya,
\njanjal ko\u02bbtardimikin yarim kechasi?
\nO\u02bbzi xotinining jag\u02bbi yomonda.
\nIshqilib, oxiri bahayr bo\u02bblsin.
\nXudo ko\u02bbrsatmasin, xotini shunday
\njanjal qilaversa, chidolmay zulmat,
\nuzun arqon bilan, achchiq ustida
\nog\u02bbilxonaning yo\u02bbg\u02bbon peshxorisiga,
\nosib netib qo\u02bbysa o\u02bbzini shartta
\nko\u02bbring tomoshani.
\n«Dyll! Dyll!Dyll!Dyll!» » deb yurguvchi
\n«Ural» rusumli kajavali mototsiklini
\nkapa kapa qilib xaydab, shogirdi bilan
\nuchastkavoy leytenant Shgabuddinov
\netib kelsa kerak, uzoq kutdirmay?..
\nYaxshisi, bu erdan surishim kerak…<\/p>\n
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\n02\/07\/2022.
\nTungi soat 10:36.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
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\nYoz kechasi
\n——————<\/p>\n
Shamol daydib yurar, havo musaffo,
\nOy hamon yoritar Xudoning mulkin.
\nKecha shu qadar jim, sokinki, hatto,
\nBaqalar ovozin eshitish mumkin.<\/p>\n
Moped tirillatib, oy mudragan payt,
\nKimdir xorib, charchab, uyiga qaytar.
\nBu haqda kimsasiz, sokin sukunat,
\nQulog\u02bbimga sekin, shivirlab aytar.<\/p>\n
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\n01\/07\/2022.
\nKech soat 8:52.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
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\nDuo
\n——————<\/p>\n
Mahzun uvillaydi qorli dalada,
\nBo\u02bbg\u02bbzigacha qorga botgan o\u02bbt -o\u02bblan.
\nArang jon saqlaydi qushlar panada,
\nHech kim qor shopirmas shamoldan bo\u02bblak.<\/p>\n
Qorbo\u02bbron faryodin tinglayman, yotib,
\nHar holda, sandal bor, sovqatsa qo\u02bblim.
\nIloho, zulmatda qorlarga botib,
\nIzlab topolmasin kulbamni o\u02bblim.<\/p>\n
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\n01\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 11:02.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
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\nTungi poezd
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Porlab turgan mahal tom ustida oy,
\nPoezd ko\u02bbz ilg\u02bbamas zulmat qa\u02bcrida,
\nChinqirdi, topolmay berkingani joy,
\nOlis adirlardan ham narida.<\/p>\n
U shu qadar qattiq qichqirdiki, ko\u02bbkdan,
\nYulduzlar marjonday to\u02bbkildi suvga.
\nShundanmi tun jimlik qa\u02bcriga cho\u02bbkkan,
\nShundan o\u02bbt o\u02bblanni shudringmi yuvgan?<\/p>\n
Qarayman oy nurin to\u02bbshagan yo\u02bblga,
\nDalalar oydinda xayolga toldi.
\nPoezd chinqirarkan, zardobga to\u02bblgan,
\nYuragini bo\u02bbshatib oldi.<\/p>\n
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\n30\/06\/2022.
\nKech soat 8:46.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nKuzgi oynalarning unsiz ko\u02bbz yoshi
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Yomg\u02bbirlarda yaltiraydi tosh,
\nQarar o\u02bbychan tabiat romdan.
\nYog\u02bbayotgan yomg\u02bbirmas, ko\u02bbz yosh,
\nKo\u02bbzlaringdan duvillab tomgan.<\/p>\n
Sen ketasan soyabon qo\u02bblda,
\nOlislaysan misoli ro\u02bbyo.
\nDaraxt aksi, ko\u02bblmakli yo\u02bblda,
\nCho\u02bbkib yotar ko\u02bbzguga go\u02bbyo.<\/p>\n
Firoq jismu jonim qiymalar,
\nErib borar izlaringda qum.
\nSen ketasan, g\u02bbamgin oynalar,
\nOdam kabi yig\u02bblaydi yum — yum.<\/p>\n
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\n31 iyul, 2011 yil.
\nKunduz soat 1:29.
\nToronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nXazonlarga ko\u02bbmildi yo\u02bbllar
\n———————<\/p>\n
Lovullab yonarkan kuzgi gulxanda,
\nGuv urar xayoli parishon bog\u02bblar.
\nO\u02bbychan kuz labida qaxrabo xanda,
\nQag\u02bbillar sukunat qo\u02bbynida zog\u02bblar.<\/p>\n
Bodi izg\u02bbirinda yalong\u02bboch, yupun,
\nYalang novdalari qolsa ham qaqshab,
\nOppoq choyshab ichra uxlamoq uchun,
\nBog\u02bblar echinganda ayolga o\u02bbxshab,<\/p>\n
Olis o\u02bblkalardan kelganday qaytib,
\nDarchangdan to\u02bblin oy mo\u02bbralagan payt,
\nAdashgan yo\u02bblovchi singari daydib,
\nGoho tushlaringa kiramanmi, ayt?<\/p>\n
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\n13 avgust, 2011 yil. Kunduz soat 3:23. Toronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nYolg\u02bbizlik
\n——————-<\/p>\n
U stol ustida yotgan qog\u02bboz markaziga
\nqalam bilan nuqta qo\u02bbyarkan, dedi:
\n— Bechora, qanchalar yolg\u02bbiz u
\nqog\u02bbozning qor bosgan dalalarida!..
\nSo\u02bbngra shosha pisha o\u02bbchirgich bilan
\no\u02bbchirarkan nuqtani, o\u02bbziga o\u02bbzi:
\n-Endi qorbo\u02bbronda ko\u02bbrinmay ketdi —
\ndedi, qayg\u02bbu bilan chuqur xo\u02bbrsinib.
\nSo\u02bbng deraza ortida bo\u02bbralab yog\u02bbayotgan
\ntungi laylakqorga termuldi uzoq.<\/p>\n
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\n05\/02\/2020.
\nKech soat 5:55.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nZulmatlarda uchqunlaydi qor
\n————————-<\/p>\n
Bu xazon, ko\u02bbzlari ojiz oshiqning
\nQo\u02bblidagi o\u02bbqilmagan xat.<\/p>\n
Kimsasizlik, sukunat balki,
\nSo\u02bbzsiz qo\u02bbshig\u02bbidir soqov hofizning.<\/p>\n
Men bo\u02bblsam,
\nKuzgi dalalarda, tungi zulmatda
\nYolg\u02bbiz uvlayotgan qora shamolman.<\/p>\n
Sen pastak deraza yonida,
\nQirovli gulzorda bulbulni kutib,
\nMuzlab qolgan atirgulmisan?<\/p>\n
Chirpirab uchayotgan qor uchqunlarichi?
\nYorug\u02bb oynalarga talpinayotgan
\nSon — sanoqsiz oppoq parvonalarmi?..<\/p>\n
Aytgil, nima uchun, kimni sog\u02bbinib,
\nSochlari quvv oqardi qishning?<\/p>\n
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\n20 avgust, 2012 yil.
\nKunduz soat 3:20.
\nToronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nQadimiy soat
\n—————-<\/p>\n
Turnalar jo\u02bbnaydi janubga tomon,
\nDalalarga cho\u02bbkar sokin sukunat.
\nOzod kezib yurar bog\u02bblarda shamol,
\nHanuz qamamabdi uni hukumat.<\/p>\n
Kuzgi o\u02bbt -o\u02bblanni bosadi titroq,
\nQaqraydi chanqagan daryoning labi.
\nOsilib turibdi novdada yaproq,
\nQadimiy soatning kafgiri kabi.<\/p>\n
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\n05\/08\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 9:14.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nKech kuz
\n—————<\/p>\n
Nechun qovog\u02bbingni uyasan, havo?
\nNega achchiq achchiq yig\u02bblab, yomg\u02bbirlar
\nko\u02bbchada ayovsiz savalar meni?
\nKo\u02bblmak ham ataylab akc etdirar
\noyog\u02bbimni osmondan qilib.
\nMen sizlarga nima yomonlik qildim?
\nBog\u02bbdagi inlarini xuvillatib,
\nuchib ketgan bo\u02bblsa janubga qushlar,
\nayb mendami?..<\/p>\n
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\n02\/08\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 10:12.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nXudojo\u02bby odam
\n———————<\/p>\n
U Xudoga ishonadi, lekin Xudo ishonmas unga.<\/p>\n
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\n2021 yil, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nShom hasrati
\n———————<\/p>\n
Olis okeanlar ortida qolgan,
\nUy eshigi balki turar ochilib.
\nVa g\u02bbamgin shu\u02bclalar to\u02bbshalgan polda,
\nKitoblarim yotar sochilib.<\/p>\n
Pastak kulbalarda chiroq yoqarlar,
\nDalalar osuda sukutga cho\u02bbmar.
\nSo\u02bbngra yum — yum yig\u02bblab iskabtoparlar,
\nShom hasratin sohilga ko\u02bbmar.<\/p>\n
Yulg\u02bbun o\u02bbsgan baland jarlar uzra jim,
\nSas — sadosiz asta ko\u02bbtarilsa oy,
\nYorishib ketadi mening lablarim,
\nLa\u02bclin lablaringa muxr bosgan joy.<\/p>\n
Yodga tushsa nogoh daryoning labi,
\nYolg\u02bbiz u damlarni eslasang gohi,
\nTunni zirillatib chirildoq kabi,
\nUzoq chirillaydi sevgi arvoxi.<\/p>\n
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\n9 aprel, 2011 yil.
\nKunduz soat 3:35.
\nToronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nHijron
\n—————<\/p>\n
Izg\u02bbirin darchalar oynasin yalar,
\nQor bosgan yo\u02bbllarning yo\u02bbqday poyoni.
\nQorchivinlar ko\u02bbcha chirog\u02bbin talar,
\nTegmasa ham uning elga ziyoni.<\/p>\n
Darichang ortida yog\u02bbar laylakqor,
\nXushtak chalar ayoz qo\u02bblida chalg\u02bbi.
\nYostig\u02bbing yakkamas, bola chaqang bor,
\nLek hamon dunyoda yashaysan yolg\u02bbiz.<\/p>\n
Tortganicha oyu yillar tanobin,
\nO\u02bbtarkan shuncha yoz, bahoru qishlar.
\nSen hamon ichasan ko\u02bbz yosh sharobin,
\nTunlar gazakiga yostig\u02bbing tishlab.<\/p>\n
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\n13\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nSubhi sodiq
\n————————-<\/p>\n
Xaloyiq dong qotib uxlaydi hamon,
\nQoraygan darchalar chirog\u02bbi o\u02bbchgan.
\nDaydib yurar dalli, devona shamol,
\nXovlidan xovliga ko\u02bbchgani ko\u02bbchgan.<\/p>\n
Yulduzlar to\u02bbkilib xovuchlaridan,
\nOsmon ham uyquga ketar hoyna hoy.
\nJunjikib havoning sovishlaridan,
\nBulut ko\u02bbrpasiga burkanadi oy.<\/p>\n
Sabo maysalarning sochini tarab,
\nTong otar, shudringa yuzlarin yuvgan.
\nKo\u02bbzguga boqqanday, anhorga qarab,
\nDov-daraxt tushini aytadi suvga.<\/p>\n
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\n07\/03\/2022.
\nTungi soat 9:28.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nYomg\u02bbirli kuz
\n———————<\/p>\n
Yig\u02bblab, savalaydi bog\u02bblarni yomg\u02bbir.
\nChinor yaproqlari yopishib yotar.
\nyomg\u02bbirli yo\u02bblakda, misoli yorliq.
\nDeraza ortida yalong\u02bbochlangan
\nnamchil novdalari kuzgi daraxtning.
\nBu yalong\u02bboch, achchiq novdalar bilan
\narzir savalasang o\u02bbzingni o\u02bbzing.<\/p>\n
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\n20\/01\/2023.
\nKunduz soat 10:30.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
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\nHotira
\n—————<\/p>\n
Esingda bo\u02bblsa, bundan roppa rosa
\nbir necha yuz ming mangulik muqaddam
\nuchrashib, tanishgan edik sen bilan.
\nG\u02bbam qayg\u02bbu, tashvish, dabdaba, boylik
\nbutunlay begona edi biz uchun.
\nQalin o\u02bbt o\u02bblanli o\u02bbtloqda ikov,
\no\u02bbynab yurar edik, ishga ham bormay.
\nAnvoyi gullardan gulchambar yasab,
\nboshinga kiydirib qo\u02bbyardim tojday.
\nU paytlar mening ismim — Odam,
\nsening isming, Havvo edi, sevgilim…<\/p>\n
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\n06\/08\/2022.
\nKech soat 6:50.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nTungi yomg\u02bbir
\n——————<\/p>\n
Tashqarida yomg\u02bbir, yarim tun.
\nIchkarida esa, tanho bir o\u02bbzing.
\nPastak darichadan, xorg\u02bbin va ma\u02bcyus
\nfonus yorug\u02bbida jimirlayotgan
\nko\u02bblmaklarga boqasan uzoq.
\nShovullar qulog\u02bbing chig\u02bbanog\u02bbida
\nqadimiy dengizday yomg\u02bbir shovqini.
\nSo\u02bbng, negadir, sening ham birdan
\nyig\u02bblaging keladi unsiz, o\u02bbksinib,
\nlek yig\u02bblay olmaysan,
\nkimsasiz orolda yolg\u02bbiz yashayverib,
\nyig\u02bblashni unutgan odam singari.
\nAdoqsiz va bo\u02bbm — bo\u02bbsh ko\u02bbchada esa,
\ndaydib yurar, yomg\u02bbirda ivib,
\nyupun, yarim yalong\u02bboch ruhing.
\nItbaliqday titrar tomchilar
\nsovuq oynasida derazalarning.
\nYo\u02bbq, yo\u02bbq, yomg\u02bbirning chakida xaltasidan
\ntomayotgan chakkilar emas,
\nchiqillaydi devorda soat,
\njimlikka ko\u02bbmilgan bombaday go\u02bbyo.<\/p>\n
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\n06\/03\/2022.
\nTungi soat 10:03.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nQaxqaxa
\n———————<\/p>\n
Bog\u02bblarda sang\u02bbiydi daydi shabboda,
\nYulduzlar osilib turibdi arang.
\nOy, meni kechirgil, bilmay, mobodo,
\nTirnoqlagan bo\u02bblsam dildagi yarang.<\/p>\n
Soching ustarada taglab qiribsan,
\nMo\u02bbychinakda yulib, kiprigu qoshing.
\nOsmon sahrosida yolg\u02bbiz yuribsan,
\nArchilgan tuxumga o\u02bbxshaydi boshing.<\/p>\n
Kezasan, kimnidir topolmay, istab,
\nBaqalar sohilda safsata sotar.
\nTaqir boshing ko\u02bbrib, kulgisi qistab,
\nBulbullar oydinda qaxqaxa otar.<\/p>\n
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\n24\/06\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 11:35.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nTappi
\n——————<\/p>\n
O\u02bbtin, ko\u02bbmir qimmat, quvirda gaz yo\u02bbq,
\nDov daraxtni kesib, tugatdim yoqib.
\nQorin ochu, ammo doim ko\u02bbngil to\u02bbq,
\nShukr, yashayapman, uvadam oqib.<\/p>\n
Mo\u02bbrilardan aslo o\u02bbrlamas tutun,
\nQor qoplagan yo\u02bblda ko\u02bbrinmas birov.
\nG\u02bbuvillar elvizak, kiyimim yupun,
\nKulbam darchasini qoplabdi qirov.<\/p>\n
Ishonmassiz balki, svet yo\u02bbq desam,
\nChiroq yonmasmikin to ro\u02bbzi maxshar?
\nYulduzlar eslatar cho\u02bbg\u02bbni, oy esa,
\nDevorga yopilgan tappiga o\u02bbxshar.<\/p>\n
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\n23\/06\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 1:34.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nIpi qo\u02bbldan chiqqan pufak kabi oy
\n———————<\/p>\n
Poyonsiz samolar saxrosida quyosh,
\nDumalar yonayotgan shuvoq singari.
\nDalalarga qo\u02bbnar shom xasrati yuvosh,
\nCho\u02bbkar daryolarga oyning langari.<\/p>\n
Chirildoq goh jo\u02bbshib, gohida to\u02bbxtab,
\nChirillar, topolmay berkingani joy.
\nIpi qo\u02bbldan chiqqan pufakka o\u02bbxshab,
\nOsmonga ohista ko\u02bbtarilar oy.<\/p>\n
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\n25\/01\/2020.
\nErta bilan 9:51. Kanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————-
\nTungi qo\u02bbng\u02bbiroq
\n——————<\/p>\n
Yo\u02bblovchi turtinib borar ko\u02bbchada,
\nQorzarralar aro, ko\u02bbzlab uyini.
\nQaysidir darchada chiroq o\u02bbchadi,
\nChirpiraydi telba qorlar quyuni.<\/p>\n
Qor hamon qiyalab yog\u02bbadi tinmay,
\nXaloyiq dong qotib uxlagan payti.
\nZulmatlardan menga so\u02bbngi tramvay,
\nQo\u02bbng\u02bbiroq qiladi qayta va qayta.<\/p>\n
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\n24\/02\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 9:56.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————-
\nQat\u02bciy qaror
\n——————<\/p>\n
Etar daydiganim, qaytaman uyga,
\nKechirgandir meni hokim hukumat.
\nSog\u02bbintirdi shamol kapalak quvgan,
\nQadrdon dalalar, sokin sukunat.<\/p>\n
Boshda yag\u02bbir do\u02bbppim, qo\u02bbltig\u02bbimda qop,
\nJo\u02bbnayman o\u02bbrilgan bug\u02bbdoyzor tomon.
\nTig\u02bbday yaraqlagan panshaxani ob,
\nEl bilan dalada to\u02bbplayman somon.<\/p>\n
Qaylardadir eshak xangraydi uzoq,
\nMaynalar qo\u02bbnadi sigir shoxiga.
\nTo\u02bbxtab keng dalada, tutaman quloq,
\nUzoqdan hasratli kakku ohiga.<\/p>\n
Qadrdon so\u02bbqmoqni izlab topaman,
\nMenga bosh irg\u02bbaydi o\u02bbtloqda biya.
\nHayratdan ochilgan og\u02bbzim yopaman,
\nAri-pari kirib ketmasin deya.<\/p>\n
Yolg\u02bbiz, «Cho\u02bbchqaxona»* tomonda yursam,
\nDil qushim qutilgan kabi tuzoqdan.
\n«Zilolmos»* tarafda xayqirib, xursand,
\nPoezd gudok berar menga uzoqdan.<\/p>\n
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\n19\/02\/2020. Kanada.
\n«Cho\u02bbchqaxona»* — biz yoshlikda futbol o\u02bbynab katta bo\u02bblgan qadimiy cho\u02bbchqaxona xarobalari.
\n«Zilolmos»* — yuk tashuvchi poezdalar o\u02bbtadigan Kuyganyordagi yashil rangli metall ko\u02bbprik.Zelen\u0131y most.<\/p>\n
——————-
\nLandavur daraxtlar
\n———————<\/p>\n
Zulmatda laylakqor yog\u02bbar bo\u02bbralab,
\nPichirlaydi darcha, go\u02bbyo alaxlar.
\nOppoq qorlar kafaniga o\u02bbranib,
\nMenga bunday boqmang, daraxtlar.<\/p>\n
Qaraysiz qor bosgan yo\u02bblga intizor,
\nKafanday oqarar qor bosgan dala.
\nKezaman, poyimda xurrak otar qor,
\nQorbo\u02bbron uylarning oynasin yalar…<\/p>\n
Yalang shoxingizda qirov yaraqlar,
\nChiqmaydi kulbangiz tomidan tutun.
\nKo\u02bbmir bo\u02bblmasa ham, hech yo\u02bbq, daraxtlar,
\nNahot topolmaysiz bir bog\u02bblam o\u02bbtin?..<\/p>\n
————————-
\n29\/02\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 12:20.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
—————
\nDuo
\n—————<\/p>\n
Talpinganday aziz avliyolarga,
\ntongda yo\u02bbl olaman yolg\u02bbiz bir o\u02bbzim,
\nolmoq uchun, hech kim yo\u02bbqlamay qo\u02bbygan
\nkimsasiz, tumanli bog\u02bblar duosin.
\nDuo qilar meni mahzun pichirlab,
\ng\u02bbarib, kuzgi yarim yalong\u02bboch bog\u02bblar,
\no\u02bbranib tumanlar uvadasiga.<\/p>\n
———————
\n21\/06\/2022.
\nErta bilan soat 7:23.
\nKanada, Oterio.<\/p>\n
——————
\nYoz oqshomi
\n——————<\/p>\n
O\u02bbt -o\u02bblan kokilin avaylab tarar,
\nDaydi shabbodaning kemshik tarog\u02bbi.
\nBug\u02bbdoyzor ustida beg\u02bbam, bezarar,
\nYaraqlaydi oyning o\u02bbtkir o\u02bbrog\u02bbi.<\/p>\n
Oy borliqni oppoq nurga beladi,
\nChirildoq chirillab qattiq charchagan.
\nIlohiy shivirday kirib keladi,
\nBaqalar ovozi ochiq darchadan.<\/p>\n
So\u02bblim salqin bog\u02bblar, yozning havosi,
\nXomush porlar daryo ortida chiroq.
\nPo\u02bbkillar zulmatda ko\u02bbppak ovozi,
\nQo\u02bbl etmas yulduzlar sen kabi yiroq.<\/p>\n
—————
\n24\/06\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 11:57.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
——————-
\nQish kechasi
\n——————<\/p>\n
Derazam ortida qashqirga o\u02bbxshab,
\nIzg\u02bbirin shamolda uvillaydi sim.
\nYo\u02bblda goh intilib, gohida to\u02bbxtab,
\nQorlarga belanib, borar allakim.<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bbchaga qarayman pastak darchadan,
\nZulmat — qor qoplagan ibtidoiy g\u02bbor.
\nShahar uxlab yotar, itdek charchagan,
\nFonus esa, loqayd maydalaydi qor.<\/p>\n
———————
\n18\/06\/2022.
\nKech soat 5:56.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————-
\nAvgust
\n————-<\/p>\n
Yolg\u02bbiz o\u02bbzim bilan o\u02bbzim kengashib,
\nDala dashtni kezdim, fe\u02bclimga ko\u02bbra.
\nYo\u02bbl mening ortimdan keldi ergashib,
\nQayt! -desam, ortiga qaytmadi sira.<\/p>\n
To\u02bbrg\u02bbay vijirladi, ovozi tiniq,
\nTutib olgim keldi, qo\u02bblim uzatib.
\nDaydi kapalaklar galasi meni,
\nUyga etgunimcha qo\u02bbydi kuzatib.<\/p>\n
—————
\n18\/06\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 3:47.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————————-
\nQordan yorishadi ruhim dalasi
\n(Odil Ikromga)
\n—————————<\/p>\n
Ohista o\u02bbchirib, qora rangni qish,
\nAstoydil bo\u02bbyaydi zulmatni oqqa.
\nXaloyiq uxlaydi beg\u02bbam, betashvish,
\nQarayman qorlardan oqargan yoqqa.<\/p>\n
Qorli tun, misoli ibtidoiy g\u02bbor,
\nKo\u02bbchada darbadar shamol xushtagi.
\nHamon o\u02bbsha o\u02bbsha, o\u02bbzgarmapti qor,
\nOy yoritgan dala kabi tushdagi.<\/p>\n
Olisda oqarar qor bosgan dala,
\nOdamzod qadami etmagan joydek.
\nQor loqayd va beg\u02bbam yog\u02bbar maydalab,
\nQorong\u02bbu kulbamni yoritib, oydek.<\/p>\n
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\n05\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 12:02.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
———————-
\nYulduzlar daryoga to\u02bbkildi tutdek
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Bug\u02bbdoyzor tomonda so\u02bbqmog\u02bbu yo\u02bbllar,
\nChiziqlarga juda o\u02bbxshar kaftdagi.
\nShafaqdan qizardi daryoyu ko\u02bbllar,
\nBotar ufqlarga quyosh lappagi.<\/p>\n
Shom langar tashlagan o\u02bbtloqda ayg\u02bbir,
\nJimgina o\u02bbtlaydi, ko\u02bbtarmay boshin.
\nOy asta yuksalar beg\u02bbam, beqayg\u02bbu,
\nYoritib, suvdagi sohillar toshin.<\/p>\n
Xas -xashak ilashgan etagin sudrab,
\nShabboda ortimdan ergashdi itdek.
\nQadam tovushimdan yulduzlar titrab,
\nDaryo suvlariga to\u02bbkildi tutdek.<\/p>\n
———————-
\n17\/06\/2022.
\nKech soat, 8:17.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————-
\nMaqsad
\n——————<\/p>\n
Tom ustida g\u02bbamgin porlayotgan oy,
\nGapirsangchi axir, nimasan, kimsan?
\nNechun telefonga javob berolmay,
\nUnsiz yig\u02bblayotgan ayolday jimsan?<\/p>\n
Daryoga sakrama, bu yo\u02bbldan qaytgin,
\nDalalarni yorit, hunaring ishlat.
\nBoqib darchadan, u ayolga aytgil,
\nTunlar yig\u02bblamasin, yostiqni tishlab.<\/p>\n
Bir kun ko\u02bbzlariga boqarman to\u02bbyib,
\nSakrab o\u02bbtib, paxsa devordan boqqa.
\nSo\u02bbngra, tizzasiga boshimni qo\u02bbyib,
\nTopshiraman jonni janobi Haqqa.<\/p>\n
———————
\n23\/06\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 10:45.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
——————
\nKuzataman mag\u02bbribga oyni
\n——————<\/p>\n
Shudringlarda cho\u02bbmildi o\u02bbtloq,
\nEllar bilmam chopadi qayga.
\nXurar xorib, charchagan itlar,
\nTom ustida porlagan oyga.<\/p>\n
Sayoq shamol, devona, daydi,
\nKezib yurar men bilan birga.
\nOy uzoqroq xayol sursaydi,
\nShuurimni to\u02bbldirib nurga.<\/p>\n
Qizaradi darchalar ko\u02bbzi,
\nYoritgancha bir metr joyni.
\nYarim kecha, yolg\u02bbiz bir o\u02bbzim,
\nKuzataman mag\u02bbribga oyni.<\/p>\n
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\n18\/06\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 11:25.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
———————-
\nSukunat
\n———————<\/p>\n
Yolg\u02bbiz odimlaysan o\u02bbtloq tomonda,
\nKo\u02bbrinmaydi kuzgi yo\u02bbllarda birov.
\nSigiring izlaysan kuzgi tumanda,
\nQoshu kipriginga qo\u02bbnadi qirov.<\/p>\n
Bog\u02bblar sukunatga, xayolga botgan,
\nYostiq qilib yotar jimlik kovushin.
\nTinglash uchun asta uchib tushayotgan,
\nYaproqlarning mungli tovushin.<\/p>\n
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\n11\/02\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 8:16.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————
\nQaldirg\u02bboch
\n——————<\/p>\n
Kuzda ketganingni sezmay qolamiz,
\nUmmonlar ustida uchasan oylab.
\nXazonrez bog\u02bblarda o\u02bbyga tolamiz,
\nOlis o\u02bblkalardan qaytishing poylab.<\/p>\n
Bo\u02bbronlar ham seni to\u02bbsolmas yo\u02bbldan,
\nSarosar uchishni yig\u02bbishtir, etar.
\nUy olib Maslaxat yo Oltinko\u02bbldan,
\nOdamday bir joyda yashasang netar?<\/p>\n
Har bahor xalloslab qaytib kelasan,
\nQishlasangda Misr va yoki Chinda,
\nChug\u02bbur chug\u02bbur sayrab, zavqqa to\u02bblasan,
\nLoylar marjonidan qurilgan inda.<\/p>\n
Loyni iylarmishsan tumshug\u02bbing bilan,
\nBu qanday guvalak, ayt, qanday usul?
\nKo\u02bblmaklarda goho aytgancha o\u02bblan,
\nCho\u02bbmilasan, vojib bo\u02bblganday g\u02bbusl.<\/p>\n
Bu yil yana izlab yashamoqqa joy,
\nEshitdim, qaldirg\u02bboch, kelibsan qaytib.
\nYana in quribsan, tumshug\u02bbingda loy,
\nBizni xasharga ham qo\u02bbymabsan aytib.<\/p>\n
——————————
\n24 may, 2014 yil.
\nTungi soat 1:17 daqiqa o\u02bbtdi.
\nKanada. Brempton shahri.<\/p>\n
—————————
\nSeldan guvillaydi o\u02bbtlog\u02bbu dala
\n(Taniqli o\u02bbzbek syurealist rassomi Xurshid Ziyoxonovga)
\n———————<\/p>\n
Sharros quyar ekan shovqinli jala,
\nGuldirak faryodi olamni tutar.
\nSeldan guvillagan o\u02bbtlog\u02bbu dala,
\nSharshara ortida ko\u02bbrinmay ketar.<\/p>\n
Lek shadid talo to\u02bbp ko\u02bbp o\u02bbtmay yana,
\nTaqa taq to\u02bbxtarkan, tinib qolar sel.
\nOsuda sukunat qo\u02bbngan ko\u02bbchaga,
\nXayolchan termular darchalardan el.<\/p>\n
Shalobbo bog\u02bblarda shodumon qushlar,
\nChug\u02bbur chug\u02bbur sayrab, quyosh charaqlar.
\nKo\u02bbchada osmonu falakdan tushgan,
\nBus — butun bir ko\u02bbzgu yotar yaraqlab.<\/p>\n
————————-
\n23\/02\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 10:27.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————
\nYolg\u02bbizlik
\n——————<\/p>\n
Goho uzoqlashar, goh kelar yaqin,
\nShamol o\u02bbpkasini ilgancha cho\u02bbpga,
\nQilich yalong\u02bbochlar zulmatda chaqin,
\nQaldiroq osmonni tutadi to\u02bbpga.<\/p>\n
Kuz kelsa, keng dala qolar xuvillab,
\nQushlar ham yo\u02bbl olar janubga tomon.
\nDarbadar, egasiz itdek uvillar,
\nYaydoq dalalarda savdoi shamol.<\/p>\n
Xochparchin qilingan Isoday yupun,
\nQo\u02bbriqchi yo\u02bbllarga boqadi ilxaq.
\nKoyiydi o\u02bbzini, olmagani uchun,
\nQaytishga muhojir qushlardan tilxat.<\/p>\n
Uzun englarini siltab galaga,
\nQo\u02bbriqchi raqs tushar, ko\u02bbylagi bo\u02bbzdan.
\nBechora, bir o\u02bbzi biydek dalada,
\nYolg\u02bbiz yashayverib aqldan ozgan.<\/p>\n
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\n15\/06\/2022.
\nKech soat 8:14.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nTumanli dalalar
\n——————<\/p>\n
Borliqqa hukmron kuzgi sukunat,
\nTumanda daraxtlar ko\u02bbrinar arang.
\nPaxta talab qilmay qo\u02bbydi hukumat,
\nJimgina uyquni urmoqda dala.<\/p>\n
Paxsa devorlarga yopilgan tappi,
\nQish beg\u02bbam qaydadir qayraydi qilich.
\nQuyuq tuman bosgan dalada kampir,
\nSigirin izlaydi, qo\u02bblida xivich.<\/p>\n
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\n17\/03\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
——————
\nKuzgi sukunat
\n(Jurnalist Shodiyor Sayfga)
\n———————<\/p>\n
Chorbog\u02bblarda engak tashladi anor,
\nKechki tolzorlarda qushlar janjali.
\nAlvon ufqlarning jaroxati qonar,
\nKo\u02bbkda turnalarning kumush xanjari.<\/p>\n
Xazon to\u02bbzg\u02bbitadi daydi shabboda,
\nGulxandan osmonga o\u02bbrlaydi tutun.
\nMen esa, shunchaki, ochiq havoda,
\nBog\u02bblarni qo\u02bbrqitib, yoraman o\u02bbtin.<\/p>\n
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\n14\/02\/2020.
\nKech soat 7:34.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————-
\nYo\u02bbllar
\n——————-<\/p>\n
O\u02bbsha o\u02bbsha yomg\u02bbir va o\u02bbshanday yo\u02bbl,
\nQachonlardir birga ikkimiz yurgan.
\nJilmayding, ko\u02bbz yoshdan kipriklaring xo\u02bbl,
\nRuhim zulmatlarin to\u02bbldirib nurga.<\/p>\n
— Ikkimiz yurganda negadir ko\u02bbcha,
\nTez tugab qoladi — deganding to\u02bbxtab.
\nTun bo\u02bbyi daydiyman, chiroqlar o\u02bbchar,
\nSensiz ko\u02bbchalarning poyoni yo\u02bbqday.<\/p>\n
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\n18\/03\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 10:28.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
————————
\nO\u02bbrik gullagan kecha
\n————————-<\/p>\n
Yulduzlar bosirqab, qaygadir uchar,
\nTo\u02bblin oy to\u02bbshaydi yo\u02bblaklarga bo\u02bbz.
\nOdamzod ko\u02bbrinmas bo\u02bbm bo\u02bbsh ko\u02bbchada,
\nShu\u02bclalardan qamashadi ko\u02bbz.<\/p>\n
Shabboda xovlidan xovliga shoshar,
\nTunni zirillatar chirildoq ohi.
\nKo\u02bbchaga talpinar devorlar osha,
\nOydinda gullagan o\u02bbriklar shoxi.<\/p>\n
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\n13\/03\/2020.Kanada.<\/p>\n
—————————
\nQorlar shitirlashin tinglamoq uchun
\n—————————<\/p>\n
Ruhing yorishadi, shuuringda mung,
\nUylar mo\u02bbrisidan o\u02bbrlaydi tutun.
\nBorliq sukut saqlar, qorzarralarning,
\nMahzun shitirlashin tinglamoq uchun.<\/p>\n
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\n12\/03\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
——————
\nVan Gog
\n—————-<\/p>\n
Qosh — kipriging, sochu soqoling malla,
\nKo\u02bbzlaring kirtaygan, yuzlaring chuvak.
\nBint bilan o\u02bbralgan uchburchak kalla,
\nYupqa lablaringda qimtilgan sumak.<\/p>\n
Shtrixmi yo to\u02bbzg\u02bbir kartinangda yung?
\nO\u02bbqrayib qaraysan, qovog\u02bbing uyib.
\nRanglar to\u02bbzonida jilvalanar mung,
\nUfqlarning etagi bormoqda kuyib.<\/p>\n
U yoqda o\u02bbt o\u02bblan dengizi bormish,
\nHali tushmaganmish bug\u02bbdoyga o\u02bbroq.
\nO telba musavvir, devona, darvesh,
\nMakoni yolg\u02bbizlik, jandasi firoq.<\/p>\n
Yulduzlar talaydi ko\u02bbkni beomon,
\nOlis kulbalarda chiroq yoqarlar.
\nUmidvor termular botargox tamon,
\nShomgi dalalardan kungaboqarlar.<\/p>\n
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\n07\/03\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nChigirtkalar yoprilishini kutib
\n————————<\/p>\n
Quyosh g\u02bbamgin botar, sokin tong otar,
\nXuvillaydi bog\u02bblar kun o\u02bbtgan sayin.
\nSambittol hasratli o\u02bbylarga botar,
\nKokili shovullab shamolda mayin.<\/p>\n
Qushlar faryodidan yorilgudek samo,
\nEl qishni pinxona, orziqib kutar.
\nOppoq chigirtkalar bo\u02bbroni aro,
\nHademay dala dasht ko\u02bbrinmay ketar.<\/p>\n
—————————
\n02\/03\/2020. Erta bilan soat 9:25. Kanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————
\nOydindagi ko\u02bblmak
\n——————<\/p>\n
Xiqillaydi sutdek oydinda aprel,
\nShar shur eriyverar qaxrli qorlar.
\nDong qotib, go\u02bbdakdek uxlab yotar el,
\nDarchalarning xorg\u02bbin chirog\u02bbi chorlar.<\/p>\n
Yo\u02bbllarda ko\u02bbrinmas bironta odam,
\nDov daraxt mung\u02bbayib, o\u02bbyga botadi.
\nVaqt soat bilan hamdam, hamqadam,
\nOqsoqlanib, o\u02bbychan odim otadi.<\/p>\n
Bahor ko\u02bbz yoshlari chakillab tomdi,
\nQolmadi qorlari erimagan joy.
\nSumalaklar tushar qarsillab tomdan,
\nTermular ko\u02bblmaklar ko\u02bbzgusiga oy.<\/p>\n
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\n08\/03\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 9:28.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nUchrashuv
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Oydin yoz kechasi, musaffo havo,
\nKo\u02bbkda yulduzlarga etishmaydi joy.
\nSokin sukunatda besas, besado,
\nShu\u02bclalar to\u02bbshaydi dalalarga oy.<\/p>\n
Tutdek to\u02bbkiladi yulduzlar suvga,
\nBaqalardan shovla qaynatar sohil,
\nO\u02bbt -o\u02bblanni kechki shudringlar yuvgan,
\nZulmatlarni teshar chirildoq ohi.<\/p>\n
Bo\u02bbg\u02bbiq akillaydi olisda itlar,
\nYig\u02bblaysan, ko\u02bbksimga qo\u02bbyganingcha bosh.
\nLablaring chetida omonat titrab,
\nOlmosday porlaydi bir tomchi ko\u02bbzyosh.<\/p>\n
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\n06\/03\/2020. Kunduz soat 1:02. Kanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nMa\u02bcyus chiroqlarning olmos chamani
\n———————<\/p>\n
Yoritib kimsasiz jim jit dalani,
\nOy asta ilohiy nurlarin elar.
\nTo\u02bbzg\u02bbir giloslarning gulpallalari,
\nSabo o\u02bbt -o\u02bblanning boshini silar..<\/p>\n
Bug\u02bbdoyzor ustida oyning o\u02bbrog\u02bbi,
\nYulduzlar samoni talaydi bitday.
\nOsmon ishtonida bulut yamog\u02bbi,
\nShamol daydib yurar bog\u02bblarda itday.<\/p>\n
Olis olislarda chinqirib, chorlar,
\nTemir yo\u02bblning uchqur po\u02bblat samani.
\nZulmatli dala -dasht ortida porlar,
\nMa\u02bcyus chiroqlarning olmos chamani.<\/p>\n
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\n05\/03\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 9:00.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nHorg\u02bbinlik
\n—————<\/p>\n
Uzoqlarda faryod ko\u02bbtarar poyiz,
\nUxlar chiroqlarga talangan shahar.
\nOy kezar dalalar ustida ma\u02bcyus,
\nEl ulusni uyqu elitgan mahal.<\/p>\n
Yulduzlar koinot kipriklarida,
\nOmonat ko\u02bbz yoshi singari titrar.
\nKimsasiz osuda zulmat qa\u02bcrida,
\nHorg\u02bbin akillaydi qadrdon itlar.<\/p>\n
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\n04\/03\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 4:51.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nTo\u02bbzg\u02bboq
\n—————-<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bbcha fonusini ayovsiz talar,
\nOppoq qorchivinlar mo\u02bbri malaxdek.
\nBo\u02bbronda mast alast garmonmi chalar,
\nQalin qor qoplagan bog\u02bbda daraxtlar?<\/p>\n
Dalalar suprasi oqarib yotar,
\nXaloyiq charchagan, yotibdi uxlab.
\nShamol ko\u02bbcha ko\u02bbyda beg\u02bbam, bexatar,
\nTomdagi qorlarni to\u02bbzg\u02bbitar puflab.<\/p>\n
Daraxtlar bir birin yurar axtarib,
\nQo\u02bbzg\u02bbolganday go\u02bbyo borliqda maxshar.
\nXayoli parishon ko\u02bbcha fonuslari,
\nMahzun to\u02bbzg\u02bbiyotgan to\u02bbzg\u02bboqqa o\u02bbxshar.<\/p>\n
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\n04\/03\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 9:43.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nShamol xushtak chalar etikdo\u02bbz kabi
\n———————<\/p>\n
Qushlar janub tamon uchmay netadi?
\nO\u02bbgay kuz xaydasa, o\u02bbzing o\u02bbylagin.
\nTikonga ilinib, yirtilsa ham etagi,
\nTuman sudrayverar ko\u02bbylagin.<\/p>\n
Farrosh xazonlarni yoqadi, to\u02bbplab,
\nSovrilib ellarga orzu armoni.
\nUchar suv o\u02bbrniga havoni xo\u02bbplab,
\nOsmon sahrosida qushlar karvoni.<\/p>\n
Faqat Haqqa ayon maqsad, matlabi,
\nUlar uchar issiq o\u02bblkalar tamon.
\nO\u02bbychan hushtak chalar etikdo\u02bbz kabi,
\nDalalarda daydib zerikkan shamol.<\/p>\n
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\n03\/03\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 8:17.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nKakkuqushning ini
\n———————<\/p>\n
Bir odam qo\u02bblida uzun tayoq bilan,
\nKakkuqush iniga termulganicha uzoq
\nkutib turdi uning indan chiqishin.
\nVa nihoyat kulrang kakkuqush indan
\nboshin chiqargancha: — kakku! kakku! -deya
\no\u02bbzini unitib sayray boshladi.
\nKutib turgan odam qulochkashlab turib,
\nqo\u02bblidagi tayoq bilan bir turtgan edi,
\nkakkuqush gilamga top etib tushdi.<\/p>\n
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\n22\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nExtiyoj ustiga qurilgan dunyo
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Sevgi nima?
\nSevgi — bu chidab bo\u02bblmas ruhiy extiyoj.
\nChidayotgan bo\u02bblsang, demak sevmabsan.
\nBu extiyoj ustiga qurilgan dunyoda esa,
\nmuxtoj bo\u02bblmagan, tilanchi bo\u02bblmagan
\nbiror kimsa yo\u02bbq.
\nHamma nimagadir, kimgadir muxtoj.
\nDunyo deb atalgan o\u02bbtkinchi, muvaqqat
\nxijrat xujrasida hamma muxojir.
\nBesh to\u02bbrt so\u02bbm pul topgan kishi bo\u02bblib,
\ng\u02bbaribroq odamga ko\u02bbz qiri bilan qarab,
\ntishlarini kovlab, kekirgan kimsa
\nqilgan chala pucha ibodati evaziga,
\nbukchayib, tebranib, astoydil pichirlab
\nko\u02bbzlarida shashqator ko\u02bbzyoshi bilan,
\nyig\u02bblab, tilanadi Xudodan sog\u02bblik,
\nmolu mulk, uzoq umr, mansab, martaba
\nmag\u02bbfiratu sersoya Jannatlardan joy.
\nHa, extiyoj ustiga qurilgan bu dunyoda
\nbarcha extiyojmand, barcha tilanchi.
\nDerazadan yo\u02bbllarga intizor boqqan
\netim kabi hamma mehrga muxtoj.<\/p>\n
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\n01\/03\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nMaqomat
\n——————<\/p>\n
Kuzning lablaridan arimas xanda,
\nBoshini yorsa ham sangi malomat.
\nEgnida xazondan tikilgan janda,
\nMisli piri murshid, sohibkaromat.<\/p>\n
Qilt etmas xazonrez bog\u02bblarda tuman,
\nQiziqtirmas uni hokim, hukumat.
\nKamtarin donishmand avliyosimon,
\nVazmin xayol surar, saqlar sukunat.<\/p>\n
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\n29\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nOydinda o\u02bbriklar gullagan oqshom
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Oy somon yo\u02bbliga shu\u02bclasin to\u02bbshar,
\nYulduzlar uchquni chatnaydi gohi.
\nNavbahor loypaxsa devorlar osha,
\nUzatar gullagan o\u02bbriklar shoxin.<\/p>\n
Yulduzlarga cheksiz koinot torday,
\nJimirlar qoraygan osmon qozoni.
\nOqartirar tungi yo\u02bblakni qorday,
\nO\u02bbrik gullarining oppoq to\u02bbzoni.<\/p>\n
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\n24\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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Jirafa bilan suhbat
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Jirafa, lallayib yurguncha, buytib,
\nUzun bo\u02bbyning cho\u02bbzib, qarachi,
\nKo\u02bbrinarmi mening serquyosh yurtim,
\nSohillarga tutash paxta dalasi?<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bbkqarg\u02bba, qaldirg\u02bboch o\u02bbyib, in qurgan,
\nIlma teshik jarlar, misoli pishloq.
\nDaydi kapalaklar tentirab yurgan,
\nSoya salqin tolzor, qadrdon qishloq.<\/p>\n
Shamol shovullagan qamishli sohil,
\nUzoqda gulxanlar yotgandir tutab?
\nTinglab kakkularning hasratli ohin,
\nDexqonlar yurgandir sholisin o\u02bbtab?<\/p>\n
Qalin yog\u02bbochgardish ko\u02bbzoynak taqqan,
\nYo\u02bbl qarab, mung\u02bbaygan pastakkina uy.
\nKo\u02bbzyosh kabi toshib, limillab oqqan,
\nDaryo, bamisoli ohanrabo kuy.<\/p>\n
Suvlar ko\u02bbzgusini sindirib, butlab,
\nChorloqlar chiyillab uchardi har tong.
\nQirg\u02bboqda sigirlar yurardi o\u02bbtlab,
\nKo\u02bbrinmayaptimi?
\nAttang…<\/p>\n
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\n23\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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Yoriltosh
\n(Akter Farxod Abdullaevga)
\n————————<\/p>\n
Kulma, savol bilan murojaat etsam,
\nYo\u02bbl chetida yolg\u02bbiz so\u02bbppaygan ey tosh!
\nSenda ham bormi qalb, bormi hasrat, g\u02bbam,
\nChiqarmi sening ham ko\u02bbzingdan ko\u02bbzyosh?<\/p>\n
Sen ham sevganmisan birontasin, ayt?
\nKo\u02bbrganda tosh qotib, paypaslab ko\u02bbksing.
\nSokin sukunatda, oy porlagan payt,
\nKo\u02bbz yosh to\u02bbkkanmisan ovozsiz, o\u02bbksib?<\/p>\n
Sening boshingni ham yorganmi yog\u02bbiy?
\nKo\u02bbrinmas tosh bilan, ayt menga rostin.
\nBoshinga og\u02bbirroq ish tushgan chog\u02bbi,
\nKo\u02bbrib, ko\u02bbrmaganga olganmi do\u02bbsting?<\/p>\n
Qanday mavjudotsan, nimasan, kimsan?
\nKel, bugun lojuvard nurlarga qoril.
\nGapirsangchi axir, ne uchun jimsan?
\nTosh, sen ham tosh bo\u02bblib bir bora yoril!<\/p>\n
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\n29\/07\/2019. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nIsiriq tutatar bog\u02bblarda tuman
\n———————<\/p>\n
Menga o\u02bbxshab yalqov, bekorchimas shamol,
\nU yupun bog\u02bblarni soliqqa tortar.
\nQushlar uchib ketar janubga tomon,
\nKundan kunga elning hayrati ortar.<\/p>\n
Isiriq tutatar bog\u02bblarda tuman,
\nTiyramox qushlarni janubga quvgan.
\nTol xovuz bo\u02bbyida serrayar hamon,
\nXayoli parishon, termular suvga.<\/p>\n
Xazonlarni quvlab daydi shabboda,
\nEsib o\u02bbtar ekan yonimdan shoshib,
\nBitta bargni tutib oldim havoda,
\nBosib ketmasin deb sho\u02bbrlikni moshin.<\/p>\n
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\n21\/02\/2020.
\nKechki soat 7:12.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nShamol chalib o\u02bbtdi yonimdan nayin
\n—————<\/p>\n
Vaqt o\u02bbtgan sari bunda barchaning,
\nQisqaradi umri soat ba soat.
\nQorachig\u02bbi oqib tushdi darchaning,
\nOyning shu\u02bclasiga qilolmay toqat.<\/p>\n
Oydinda bemalol uxlolmas avom,
\nMening ham tun bo\u02bbyi daydishim tayin.
\nYolg\u02bbiz odimlashda etarkanman davom,
\nShamol chalib o\u02bbtdi yonimdan nayin.<\/p>\n
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\n21\/02\/2020.
\nKech soat 5:42.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nMo\u02bbjiza
\n—————<\/p>\n
Qor tilsiz soqov deb senga kim aytdi?
\nU so\u02bbzlay oladi, qo\u02bbshiq ham kuylar,
\nQorzarra to\u02bbzoni to\u02bbzg\u02bbigan payti,
\nKo\u02bbrinmay ketganda dalayu uylar.<\/p>\n
Soyabon ostida ko\u02bbchada yursang,
\nBir o\u02bbzing, salmoqli qadamlar tashlab.
\nSoyaboning chertib, o\u02bbzicha xursand,
\nQor asta shivirlab, gapira boshlar.<\/p>\n
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\n21\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nSan\u02bcat asari
\n————————<\/p>\n
Xona devoriga qo\u02bbyilgan ilib,
\nQo\u02bbli gul rassomning san\u02bcat asari.
\nUnda xoru xazon yotar titilib,
\nShamol bilmas bosar tusarin.<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bbmilib yotarkan xazonlarga yo\u02bbl,
\nO\u02bbylarim xazoni to\u02bbzg\u02bbib, sochildi.
\nKartinaga asta tegizgandim qo\u02bbl,
\nU kuzgi bog\u02bb tomon qiya ochildi.<\/p>\n
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\n20\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nQo\u02bbnar dala — dashtning sochiga qirov
\n————————<\/p>\n
Xorigan yaproqlar daqiqa sanab,
\nTop — toza yo\u02bblaklar uzra to\u02bbkilar.
\nShamol ivirsitgan yo\u02bblaklarga qarab,
\nFarrosh aynib — achib so\u02bbkinar.<\/p>\n
Qo\u02bbzg\u02bboladi ko\u02bbkda qushlar bo\u02bbroni,
\nOsmonga alanglab qaraydi barcha.
\nChirpirab raqs tushar bog\u02bblar xazoni,
\nSo\u02bbng erga qo\u02bbnadi ohista, charchab.<\/p>\n
Bog\u02bblar sarg\u02bbayadi, misoli musxaf,
\nQo\u02bbnar to\u02bbzg\u02bboqlarning sochiga qirov.
\nJanub tamon jo\u02bbnab ketadi kuz ham,
\nGuvillagan qushlar bo\u02bbroni aro.<\/p>\n
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\n21\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nQaraysan, chelaging tushib qo\u02bblingdan
\n———————<\/p>\n
Qushlar uchar issiq o\u02bblkalar tomon,
\nHademay dalalar halovat topar.
\nMoylanmagan temir dorvozani shamol,
\nGoh qiyalab ochar, gohida yopar.<\/p>\n
G\u02bbamgin xo\u02bbrsinishdan endi ne foyda,
\nKuzdan ko\u02bbra senga bahor yoqardi.
\nSevgining ikkimiz uchrashgan joyda,
\nKuzgi qoqio\u02bbtday sochi oqardi.<\/p>\n
Osuda tumanli tiyramox tongi,
\nKuzgi cho\u02bbkirtaklar sog\u02bbu so\u02bblingda.
\nTurnalar faryodi to\u02bbla osmonga,
\nQaraysan, chelaging tushib qo\u02bblingdan.<\/p>\n
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\n19\/02\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 5:22.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nSayr
\n——————<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bbkdan oy xayoli parishon boqar,
\nBaqalar zulmatda kuylaydi hamon.
\nOydinda sayr etish yaxshiyu, faqat,
\nYolg\u02bbizlik va yana sensizlik yomon.<\/p>\n
Yulduzli bu kecha, o\u02bbngmi yo ro\u02bbyo?
\nDaydib yurar latif, ilohiy nasim.
\nDaraxt shoxlarining soyasi go\u02bbyo,
\nOqlangan devorga ishlangan rasm.<\/p>\n
Oydin sukunatda dov daraxt mudrar,
\nKo\u02bbkda yulduzlarga etishmaydi joy.
\nYana biroz porla dalalar uzra,
\nMeni yolg\u02bbiz tashlab ketib qolma, oy!<\/p>\n
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\n19\/02\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 2:44.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
——————
\nHayrat
\n—————<\/p>\n
U yolg\u02bbiz suzadi yog\u02bboch qayiqda,
\nBir maromda g\u02bbamgin eshkaklar eshib.
\nOchilar nilufar zarra xayiqmay,
\nSuvning shaffof ko\u02bbzgusin teshib.<\/p>\n
U suzar ko\u02bbzagul ochilgan joyga,
\nMast alast chayqalar sohillarda suv.
\nBoqib daryo uzra porlayotgan oyga,
\nYovvoyi hayratdan angrayadi u.<\/p>\n
Itlar sukunatni buzar akillab,
\nShamol uxlar, yostiq qilib kovushin.
\nEshitilar, eshkakdan asta chakillab,
\nTomayotgan suvning tovushi.<\/p>\n
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\n18\/02\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 8:14.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nChinqiriq
\n———————<\/p>\n
Dala dashtni xorg\u02bbin yoritganda oy,
\nO poezd telbadek ko\u02bbtarma faryod!
\nBuzma sukunatning oromini, hoy,
\nChekkan kabi afyun va taryok.<\/p>\n
Yulduzlar qandilin titratdi, qara,
\nSokin sukunatni buzdi tovushing.
\nQudumingdan titrar o\u02bbtlog\u02bbu dala,
\nPo\u02bblatdan yasalgan ekan kovushing…<\/p>\n
Hayriyat, ovozing tindi tong sahar,
\nO\u02bbchirib osmonning rangi qutini.
\nHademay uyg\u02bbonar, burqsitib shahar,
\nZavod — fabrikalar tutunin.<\/p>\n
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\n17\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nOg\u02bbzi qulog\u02bbida, jilmayar hilol
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Darchalarning ko\u02bbzi tushmasin oqib,
\nZulmat qamramasin o\u02bbngu so\u02bblimni.
\nDov — daraxtlar mash\u02bcalasin yoqib,
\nKuz yoritar endi mening yo\u02bblimni.<\/p>\n
Paypaslaydi chiroq shu\u02bclasi bilan,
\nTraktor zulmatli kuzgi dalani.
\nMudrab yotar qishloq, misoli chaman,
\nOlmos chiroqlarga talanib.<\/p>\n
Jilmayib qaraysan, eshiging ochib,
\nParishon sochlaring o\u02bbynaydi shamol.
\nJilmayar og\u02bbzining tanobi qochib,
\nShudgorlangan dala ustida hilol.<\/p>\n
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\n17\/02\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 8:18. Kanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nKuz hasrati
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Tikonga ilindi tumanlar etagi,
\nO\u02bbtloqda yilqilar yurganday o\u02bbtlab.
\nDala — tuzning qurib qolgan chechagi —
\nQoqio\u02bbt to\u02bbzg\u02bbog\u02bbin bo\u02bblarmi butlab?<\/p>\n
Xilvatlarda bazm quradi jinlar,
\nBorliq sharob to\u02bbla qadimiy xumday.
\nO bo\u02bbm bo\u02bbsh, taxtadan yasalgan inlar,
\nJanubga xasratla boqmangiz bunday!<\/p>\n
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\n16\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nXiyobon
\n——————<\/p>\n
Yo piray, sen buni qaerdan bilding?
\nHa, bargi xazonlar chirpirab uchar.
\nTabiat hademay, erta yo indin,
\nBo\u02bblmasaydi qishning qahriga duchor.<\/p>\n
Bog\u02bbda bargi xazon uchadi pastlab,
\nNovdadan uzilib tushgani ozday.
\nDaftar ham xurpayib, qanotin rostlab,
\nUchib ketmasa bas janubga g\u02bbozday.<\/p>\n
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\n16\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nIyul
\n——————<\/p>\n
Bog\u02bblarda tentigan daydi kapalak,
\nSevgan jufti bilan oxir topishar.
\nQushlarga hayqirar bog\u02bbbon kapada,
\nOlis uvotlarda bo\u02bbzlar popishak.<\/p>\n
Sarob sipqorganday sukunat mayin,
\nTin olar to\u02bbrg\u02bbaylar sayragan o\u02bbtloq.
\nTelbadek charx urib, chirpirar quyun,
\nKimsasiz dalada to\u02bbzg\u02bbitib tuproq.<\/p>\n
Omonat ko\u02bbprikdan, qo\u02bblingda chelak,
\nSuvlar ko\u02bbzgusiga boqasan behol.
\nYo\u02bblga termuladi lallaygan terak,
\nSukunat qilt etmas, oyoqlari shol.<\/p>\n
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\n16\/02\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 8:57.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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Gilam
\n——————<\/p>\n
It quvgan soqovdek chopadi poyiz,
\nOg\u02bbir vagonlarni ortidan sudrab.
\nOy oppoq nilufar, osmon esa xovuz,
\nXurrak otaverar baqalar, mudrab.<\/p>\n
Telarsib axtarar tunamoqqa joy,
\nDarbadar shabboda, ko\u02bbzlari so\u02bbqir.
\nDaraxt shoxlarining soyasidan oy,
\nYo\u02bblga to\u02bbshash uchun poyondoz to\u02bbqir.<\/p>\n
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\n15\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nOzodlik
\n——————<\/p>\n
Ochib yubordilar qafas darchasin,
\nOsmonu falakka havolandi qush.
\nUchdi u, unitib barcha — barchasin,
\nAnglolmay ko\u02bbrgani o\u02bbngmi yoki tush.<\/p>\n
Uchar qanotlari ketguday titilib,
\nParlarini shamol tortqilab yular.
\nQafas, ozod bo\u02bblib, qushdan qutilib,
\nOg\u02bbzini lang ochgancha kular.<\/p>\n
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\n15\/02\/2020.Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nKechuv
\n————-<\/p>\n
O\u02bbzanidan toshar bahoriy daryo,
\nBosar o\u02bbtloqlaru dala dashtni suv.
\nShamol tol kokilin o\u02bbynar beparvo,
\nGoho kapalakni quvlab ketar u.<\/p>\n
Og\u02bbir, oppoq qorpo\u02bbstinlarin echib,
\nYo\u02bbllar o\u02bbrmalaydi qayoqqa?
\nKo\u02bbm — ko\u02bbk osmonlarni o\u02bbtadi kechib,
\nDaraxtlar, shoshilmay yog\u02bboch oyoqda.<\/p>\n
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\n14\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nBog\u02bbda pichirlaydi duogo\u02bby xazon
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Chalinmadi hali cherkovlarda jom,
\nHali yangramadi masjidda azon.
\nQo\u02bbnmadi o\u02bbrmonlar etagiga shom,
\nBog\u02bbda pichirlaydi duogo\u02bby xazon.<\/p>\n
Dov daraxt jandasi oqar daryoda,
\nTobora yuksalar bulut xirmoni.
\nOsmon sahrosida ko\u02bbtarar faryod,
\nKo\u02bbchmanchi qushlarning g\u02bbarib karvoni.<\/p>\n
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\n14\/02\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 12:15.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nQordan yorishadi ruhing dalasi
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Oydindek oqarar yiroq yiroqlar,
\nQarayman, muzlagan oynani artib.
\nQorbo\u02bbronda porlar mayus chiroqlar,
\nQor uchquni to\u02bbzg\u02bbir betartib.<\/p>\n
Qor to\u02bbxtamay yog\u02bbar paxtadek xo\u02bbppak,
\nSarjinda o\u02bbtinlar yotar qalashib.
\nErinib xuradi zulmatda ko\u02bbppak,
\nQordan yorishadi ruhing dalasi.<\/p>\n
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\n14\/02\/2020.
\nErta bilan 9:43.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————
\nSog\u02bbinch
\n——————<\/p>\n
To\u02bblqinlar, uzoqdan meni ko\u02bbrib,
\nBir birini quvlab, qirg\u02bboqqa chopar.
\nMeni sog\u02bbinganday ulardan biri,
\nSakrab, quchog\u02bbimga o\u02bbzini otar…<\/p>\n
Olis hotiralar, biz uchrashgan joy,
\nChag\u02bbalaylar ohi girdibodimda.
\nMayin sochlaringni visolgoxda oy,
\nYoritgan laxzalar hamon yodimda.<\/p>\n
Borsam, tanirmikan daryoning labi,
\nQari tol boqarmi yo\u02bblga intizor?
\nUchrashganda dengiz to\u02bblqinlari kabi,
\nOtasanmi o\u02bbzingni quchog\u02bbimga, yor?<\/p>\n
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\n13\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
——————
\nSovg\u02bba
\n—————-<\/p>\n
Istasangiz, esdalik uchun shu pashshao\u02bbldirgichni sizga sovg\u02bba qilaman. Siz u bilan bekorchilik jonga tekkan mahallar, sokin sukunatli dala xovlingiz oynalariga qo\u02bbngan mudroq pashshalarni o\u02bbldirishingiz mumkin — deya men sohibjamol ayolga o\u02bbzimning yaqinda nashrdan chiqqan, yupqa daftarni eslatguvchi piyozpo\u02bbsti kitobimni sovg\u02bba qildim.<\/p>\n
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\n13\/02\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 10:10.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————
\nPoezd
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Gohida o\u02bbrmalar, goh uchar qushday,
\nChinqirar zulmatda telbaga o\u02bbxshab.
\nUzoq uzoqlarda chaladi xushtak,
\nPishqiradi xorg\u02bbin, qaydadir to\u02bbxtab.<\/p>\n
Mana ellik yilki, misoli haykal,
\nQaqqayib turibman perronda hamon.
\nHamon ketib borar bir pari paykar,
\nKo\u02bbzida jiqqa yosh, mangulik tomon.<\/p>\n
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\n12\/02\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 1:38.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
————————
\nOy porlagan oqshomlar
\n(Latibjon Kenjaevga)
\n————————<\/p>\n
Bog\u02bblarda chirildoq chirillagan tun,
\nG\u02bbamnok bo\u02bbzaradi ayvon chirog\u02bbi.
\nParvonalar esa charx urar beun,
\nTom ustida porlar oyning o\u02bbrog\u02bbi.<\/p>\n
Jovdiraydi olis yulduzlar ko\u02bbzi,
\nOy, «gax!» desang go\u02bbyo qo\u02bbngudek qo\u02bblga.
\nPaxsa devor osha, bo\u02bbynini cho\u02bbzib,
\nTeraklar do\u02bbstimday qaraydi yo\u02bblga.<\/p>\n
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\n12\/02\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 11:16.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————<\/p>\n
Suv tiniq, baliqlar biltanglab suzar
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Daryo to\u02bblqinlari qumloqni yalar,
\nSohillarda boshoq chiqargan sholi.
\nShitirlab, shivirlab, yomg\u02bbir savalar,
\nShamolda shovullar qamishlar yoli.<\/p>\n
Delta suvi oppoq ko\u02bbzagullarga to\u02bbla,
\nSuv tiniq, baliqlar biltanglab suzar.
\nXo\u02bbrakni talashib, suv ostida ular,
\nSiltanib, qarmoqning qil ipin uzar.<\/p>\n
Yomg\u02bbirli sohildan kelmaydi ketgim,
\nIlinsada baliq qarmoqqa minglab.
\nBoqaman suvdagi xalqalarga jim,
\nShivirlagan yomg\u02bbir ohini tinglab.<\/p>\n
Yomg\u02bbir savalagan sohillar so\u02bblim,
\nKo\u02bbzlarim — bahoriy daryo o\u02bbzani.
\nSuv olgani kelsang sohilga, gulim,
\nKo\u02bbzlarimga botir ko\u02bbzani.<\/p>\n
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\n12\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
————————-
\nQishki chivinlarning oppoq galasi
\n————————<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bbcha fonuslarin talaydi, to\u02bbzg\u02bbib,
\nOppoq chivinlarning telba galasi.
\nQalin qorko\u02bbrpalar ostida mizg\u02bbir,
\nZulmatda oqargan fermer dalasi.<\/p>\n
Muz ostida mudrab yotibdi anhor,
\nKumush zanjir, kishan kabi shaldirab.
\nMayli hayallasin, kechiksin bahor,
\nO\u02bbkirmasin telba momaqaldiroq.<\/p>\n
Mayli uxlayversin, uyquni ursin,
\nQirovli chorbog\u02bblar, qor bosgan dala.
\nKo\u02bbcha fonuslarin uxlatmasin bir zum,
\nOppoq qorzarralar chivini talab.<\/p>\n
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\n11\/02\/2020.Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nOy
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Oy anhorda qalqir yarim tun,
\nSuvga tushgan koptokday behol.
\nUni cho\u02bbpak bilan surib, tutib olmoq uchun,
\nAnhorga enkayib uzanadi tol.<\/p>\n
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\n10\/02\/2020.Kanada.<\/p>\n
———————
\nDengiz oqshomi
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Bandargox tamonda porlaydi chiroq,
\nYulduzlar yaraqlar shudringday tongi.
\nOlislardan meni chorlaydi uzoq,
\nKemalarning bo\u02bbg\u02bbiq, hasratli bongi.<\/p>\n
Suvlar sahrosida dengiz tuyalari,
\nO\u02bbrkachida chag\u02bbalay galasi uxlar.
\nOsmonni kemirar yulduz kuyasi,
\nTugab borar tunga berilgan muxlat.<\/p>\n
Shovullab, tebranar bahaybat beshik,
\nShovqindan iborat dengiz lisoni.
\nO\u02bbtadi bulutlar siynasin teshib,
\nOy nuri qopdagi bigiz misoli.<\/p>\n
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\n10\/02\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 3:49.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————<\/p>\n
Sahro
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Sholoplaydi qirg\u02bboq, dengiz chayqalar,
\nOftob shu\u02bclasida tovlanadi to\u02bbr.
\nGala gala uchgan oppoq chaykalar,
\nChiyillaydi dengiz shovqiniga jo\u02bbr.<\/p>\n
Qirg\u02bboqqa bosh urib, qiqirlab kulgan,
\nTo\u02bblqinlar bir birin quvlab, quvonar.
\nKimsasiz sahroda shamollar yulgan,
\nShuvoq, tuyaqorin kabi dumalab.<\/p>\n
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\n10\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
—————
\nYoz
\n————-<\/p>\n
Kapalaklar uchar o\u02bbngu so\u02bblimda,
\nTo\u02bbrg\u02bbaylar sayraydi to\u02bbliqib, toshib,
\nBug\u02bbdoyzorda peshvoz chiqar yo\u02bblimga,
\nDala qo\u02bbriqchisi, quchog\u02bbin ochib.<\/p>\n
Yozgi paykallarda jimirlar sarob,
\nBir maromda o\u02bbntab, oh chekar g\u02bburrak.
\nGo\u02bbyo uzoqlarda, jiydazorlar aro,
\nJavzo uxlab yotar, otgancha xurrak.<\/p>\n
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\n24\/01\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nYomg\u02bbirli shahar
\n——————<\/p>\n
Yomg\u02bbirdan yuz yoshga yoshardi shahar,
\nAvtobus qayiqday yuradi suzib.
\nYo\u02bblovchilarga suv sachratib o\u02bbtar,
\nHammani kuldirib, ichagin uzib.<\/p>\n
Chiqar, old eshikka o\u02bbzini urar,
\nVa orqa tamondan tushadi avom.
\nAvtobus odamday tirjayib kular,
\nSo\u02bbng yana yo\u02bblida etadi davom.<\/p>\n
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\n09\/02\/2020.Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nShovullar shamolda dengiz dalasi
\n———————<\/p>\n
Qax — qax otib kular momaqaldiroq,
\nDolg\u02bbalar qo\u02bbypoda singari chopar.
\nChekinar to\u02bblqinlar, chekinar firoq,
\nYomg\u02bbirlarda ruhing halovat topar.<\/p>\n
Shovullar shamolda dengiz dalasi,
\nNaxanglar hanjari suvni chavaqlar.
\nQanotlari ila chag\u02bbalaylar galasi,
\nMoviy to\u02bblqinlarni o\u02bbqir, varaqlab.<\/p>\n
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\n09\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
——————
\nQuvg\u02bbin
\n—————-<\/p>\n
Chopar, boshqa yumushi yo\u02bbqday,
\nCho\u02bbg\u02bblangan shar ustida inson.
\nShar oyog\u02bbin kuydirar cho\u02bbg\u02bbday,
\nYugirishdan to\u02bbxtasa, tinsa.<\/p>\n
Oyoqyalang chopar u chidab,
\nLovullaydi to\u02bbpiq — tovoni.
\nKuygan go\u02bbshtning qo\u02bblansa xidi,
\nTutib ketdi tongi havoni.<\/p>\n
Bug\u02bblanadi ichilgan suvlar,
\nSahro, cho\u02bblu biyobon jimdir.
\nChopayotgan odamni quvlar,
\nQo\u02bblda chalg\u02bbi tutgancha kimdir.<\/p>\n
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\n09\/02\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 1:39.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nG\u02bbarib chiroqlar
\n———————<\/p>\n
Osmonda yulduzlar yotar charaqlab,
\nShahar jim, xaloyiq ketganday ko\u02bbchib.
\nOydinda o\u02bbz soyasiga o\u02bbzi daraxtlar,
\nHavotirli qaraydi, cho\u02bbchib.<\/p>\n
Yulduzlar jimirlar ko\u02bbzyosh singari,
\nZulmatning tim qora kipriklarida.
\nSuvga termuladi mayus va g\u02bbarib,
\nFonuslar daryoning ko\u02bbpriklaridan.<\/p>\n
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\n09\/02\/2020.
\nKech soat 5:30.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nToptalgan gulxan
\n———————<\/p>\n
Bulut lavasiga cho\u02bbkarkan quyosh,
\nKun ham yonib bitar, qorayar samo.
\nCharchagan ko\u02bbppakday tin olar, yuvosh,
\nTilin sakillatib yugirgan shamol.<\/p>\n
Darchalarning olmos chirog\u02bbi porlar,
\nZirillar chirildoq chirillagan joy.
\nYo\u02bblimga soyasin to\u02bbshaydi tollar,
\nJim, sassiz, sadosiz suzib yurar oy.<\/p>\n
Beminnat, musaffo, shifobaxsh havo,
\nBaqalar qurillar uzoqda sho\u02bbx -shan.
\nMiltillagan cheksiz yulduzli samo,
\nToptab o\u02bbchirilgan gulxanga o\u02bbxshar.<\/p>\n
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\n09\/02\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 9:20.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nKitobsevar
\n———————<\/p>\n
Shovullaydi shamol shashtida o\u02bbrmon,
\nYolg\u02bbiz uchib yurar daydi kapalak.
\nOsmon bulutlardan ko\u02bbtarar xirmon,
\nUzoqda qorayar kulba, kapalar.<\/p>\n
Dov daraxt ichganday sukunat mayin,
\nO\u02bbrgimchak kimgadir belanchak to\u02bbqir.
\nNovdasiga qo\u02bbngan kapalakni qayin,
\nOppoq kitob kabi avaylab o\u02bbqir.<\/p>\n
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\n08\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nXushtak
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Darchadan qorlarga qarayman hamon,
\nQutb qashqirimas, izg\u02bbirin uvlar.
\nQordan qanot yasab ucharkan shamol,
\nOppoq uchqunlarning ortidan quvlar.<\/p>\n
Qoruchqunlar uchar zulmatda o\u02bbqday,
\nOynalarni cho\u02bbqir ustiga ustak.
\nZulmatda chinqirgan poezdga o\u02bbxshab,
\nOshxonada choynak chaladi xushtak.<\/p>\n
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\n08\/02\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nZulmat
\n——————<\/p>\n
Qor tongacha yog\u02bbib chiqar chamasi,
\nBog\u02bb kafanga o\u02bbrangan ruxday.
\nQorko\u02bbrpa ostida dexqon dalasi,
\nOdam kabi dong qotib uxlar.<\/p>\n
Guvillaydi qorli kimsasiz ko\u02bbcha,
\nQuyun zulmatlarda shopiradi qor.
\nXorg\u02bbin darchalarda chiroqlar o\u02bbchar,
\nTun — qordan yorishgan afsonaviy g\u02bbor.<\/p>\n
Yoqar qishning muzdek toza havosi,
\nBog\u02bblar sochi oppoq, qarigan.
\nEshitilar daydi ko\u02bbppak ovozi,
\nTubsiz zulmatlarning qa\u02bcridan.<\/p>\n
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\n08\/02\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 7:52.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nBog\u02bblar yarim yalong\u02bboch, yupun
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Kuzning o\u02bbychan shamoli izg\u02bbir,
\nHazin xoru xazonlar ohi.
\nShamollarda chalar sibizg\u02bba,
\nDaraxtlarning yalong\u02bboch shoxi.<\/p>\n
Dala qo\u02bbriqchisi kiyingan yupun,
\nYoriladi kuzgi bog\u02bblar anori.
\nG\u02bbamgin havolarda suzadi tutun,
\nQishga tutashadi kuzning davomi.<\/p>\n
Shamol esa yurar timirskalanib,
\nGoho o\u02bbt o\u02bblanni qayriydi, to\u02bbxtab.
\nXuddi galadoshin burga, bitlarin,
\nIzlayotgan maymunga o\u02bbxshab.<\/p>\n
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\n07\/02\/3020.
\nKunduz soat 12:31.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
—————————
\nQorli dalalar
\n(Nay sozining qiroli Abdulahad Abdurashidovga)
\n————————<\/p>\n
Xazonrez shamollar esdi guvillab,
\nQushlar uchib ketdi gala va gala.
\nKimsasiz xovliday qoldi xuvillab,
\nQor qoplagan yaydoq kimsasiz dala.<\/p>\n
Beligacha qorga botib, beomon,
\nQurigan qamishlar bormoqda qayga?
\nBalki ular borar sohilga tamon,
\nAylangani shamol shashtida nayga?<\/p>\n
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\n2017 yil, 16 noyabr. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nXayqiriq
\n(To\u02bbbo xola hotirasiga)
\n———————<\/p>\n
Yozgi dalalarda kezar daydi el,
\nSalqin chorbog\u02bblarga sho\u02bbng\u02bbiydi qushlar.
\nSarob jimirlagan paykal aro el,
\nOftob qilichining tig\u02bbida ishlar.<\/p>\n
Soya salqinlarda yotgan sigirlar,
\nKovshanib, ko\u02bbzlarin yumadi, mudrab.
\nHavoda muallaq to\u02bbrg\u02bbay vijirlar,
\nJiydazor tomonda o\u02bbntaydi g\u02bburrak.<\/p>\n
Oshpaz To\u02bbbo hola tuproq tepada,
\nQiyqirgancha elni chaqirar choyga.
\nDaydi kapalakni quvlar shabada,
\nDov — daraxt soyasi to\u02bbshalgan joyga.<\/p>\n
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\n07\/02\/2020.
\nErta bilan soat 8:57.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
——————
\nMaxshar
\n——————<\/p>\n
Boylikdan batamom qutildi daraxt,
\nTashlab og\u02bbir tilla xazonlar yukin.
\nVa g\u02bbamgin kimsasiz yo\u02bbllarga qarab,
\nXayollarga botdi, saqladi sukun.<\/p>\n
Chorbog\u02bblarda daydib yurarkan shamol,
\nQurigan o\u02bbt — o\u02bblan boshini silar.
\nHazonga yonboshlab, beg\u02bbam, bemalol,
\nMayxo\u02bbrday dong qotib uxlaging kelar.<\/p>\n
Achchiq tutun xidi suzar havoda,
\nBog\u02bblarda o\u02bbt -o\u02bblan qovjirab qaqshar.
\nSahroday kimsasiz so\u02bbyi samoda,
\nQushlar qo\u02bbzg\u02bbaloni, faryodi maxshar.<\/p>\n
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\n04\/02\/2020. Kunduz soat 11:04. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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Kuz hasrati
\n———————<\/p>\n
Kuzak o\u02bbt — o\u02bblanni avaylab, asrab,
\nXazonlarga o\u02bbrab qo\u02bbymoqchi, chog\u02bbi.
\nKuzgi tolzorlarga cho\u02bbkadi hasrat,
\nQag\u02bbillaydi bog\u02bblar qarg\u02bbayu zog\u02bbi.<\/p>\n
Qaxrabo barglarin to\u02bbkadi chinor,
\nBo\u02bbm bo\u02bbsh xiyobonlar xuvillab yotar.
\nBog\u02bb qippa yalang\u02bboch, o\u02bbynaganday qimor,
\nDov — daraxt uyalib, avratin yopar.<\/p>\n
Puflab o\u02bbchirilgan shag\u02bbam kabi ular,
\nSirli bo\u02bblsin deya ayyomi visol.
\nXazonlar shamolda chirpirab uchar,
\nQanotlari kuygan parvonamisol.<\/p>\n
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\n03\/02\/2020.
\nKech soat 6:04.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
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\nHayrat
\n(Rahmon Qo\u02bbchqorga)
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Yo\u02bbllarga poyondoz to\u02bbshayotir oy,
\nBir o\u02bbzim daydiyman oydinda yayov.
\nYulduzlar burgadek ko\u02bbkni hoynahoy,
\nUxlagani qo\u02bbymay, chaqar beayov.<\/p>\n
Kimsasiz dala -dasht berar aks — sado,
\nDaryolar ortida ko\u02bbppaklar xursa.
\nFaqat jim kuzatar dunyoni Xudo,
\nU ovozsiz urar, mobodo ursa.<\/p>\n
Dala dasht ortida chiroqlarin yoqib,
\nXorg\u02bbin mudrab yotar ovoz etmas joy.
\nO\u02bbtloqda ochilgan gullarga boqib,
\nYana angraygancha tildan qoldi oy.<\/p>\n
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\n03\/02\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 4:04.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nYulduzli osmon
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Gulxan lovullaydi, zulmatli dala,
\nUchqunlar chirsillab, uchar havoga.
\nYonarqurt cingari tovlangancha alar,
\nOsmonu falakka bo\u02bblar ravona.<\/p>\n
Yonar g\u02bbo\u02bbzapoya, shabba, xoru xas,
\nYolg\u02bbizlik, sukunat, oydin halovat.
\nNazarimda go\u02bbyo yulduzlarga emas,
\nGulxan uchquniga to\u02bbldi samolar.<\/p>\n
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\n01\/02\/2020.Kanada.<\/p>\n
———————
\nMuzlagan daryo
\n———————<\/p>\n
Qishning sochi oppoq oqargan,
\nBirinchi qor, kimgadir so\u02bbngi.
\nOdam qorga o\u02bbychan boqarkan,
\nBilolmas, bu tushmi yo o\u02bbngi.<\/p>\n
Muzlab qolgan daryodagi suv,
\nOppoq jimlik, misoli ro\u02bbyo.
\nOqchorloqlar ko\u02bbtarar qiy — chuv,
\nEri urgan xotinday go\u02bbyo.<\/p>\n
————————
\n31\/01\/2020.Kanada.<\/p>\n
——————
\nOydin sukunat
\n——————<\/p>\n
Xovuzga termular lallaygan daraxt,
\nOsmon yaraqlagan yulduzlarga boy.
\nOqarishar oydin kimsasiz dala,
\nKo\u02bbzni qamashtirib porlayotir oy.<\/p>\n
Alvon giloslardan bog\u02bblar bag\u02bbri qon,
\nOlisda baqalar qaynatar shovla.
\nDong qotib uxlaydi xaloyiq shu on,
\nUyg\u02bbonmas, bostirib kelsa ham yovlar.<\/p>\n
Kimsasiz sukunat, havolar tekin.
\nArshga etib borar chirildoq ohi.
\nMo\u02bbralab qo\u02bbyadi darchalarga sekin,
\nOsmonu falakning malika, moxi.<\/p>\n
———————
\n25\/01\/2020.
\nTungi soat 1:54.
\nKanada, Ontario.<\/p>\n
————————-
\nTungi laylakqor
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Yo\u02bbqdir qorzarralar sanog\u02bbi, soni,
\nQish zulmat qa\u02bcrida shopiradi qor.
\nDo\u02bbstidan ayrilgan odamday fonus,
\nO\u02bbychan termuladi yo\u02bblga intizor.<\/p>\n
Ayvonda ag\u02bbrayib yotar kovushlar,
\nYorug\u02bb derazalar bo\u02bbzarar hamon.
\nKimsasiz bog\u02bblarda izg\u02bbib, xovuchlab,
\nDarchalarga guruch sochadi shamol.<\/p>\n
Qorli yo\u02bblga boqib, xayoling og\u02bbar,
\nOqarar osuda dala, qir — qiya.
\nQor asta shivirlab, jimgina yog\u02bbar,
\nEl -ulus uyg\u02bbonib ketmasin deya.<\/p>\n
———————
\n23\/01\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 4:32.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
——————-
\nTasodifiy uchrashuv
\n(Sinfdosh do\u02bbstim Ergashboy Ahmedovga)
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Shamol, seni tanidim, ishon,
\nBu sen, o\u02bbsha dalada esgan.
\nG\u02bbir -g\u02bbir esib, ul otashfishon,
\nJazirama taftini kesgan.<\/p>\n
Hamqishloqlar omonmi, shamol,
\nSog\u02bbindimi el meni rostdan?
\nYomon ko\u02bbrma, olmagin malol,
\nSenga dardim aylasam doston.<\/p>\n
Shaldirarmi daryo kechuvi,
\nBiz qo\u02bby, sigir haydab o\u02bbtgan joy?
\nYaltirarmi daryoning suvi,
\nQo\u02bbrg\u02bbonlasa sukunatda oy?<\/p>\n
Cho\u02bbchqaxona haliyam bormi?
\nShovullarmi teraklar hamon?
\nYolg\u02bbizoyoq so\u02bbqmoq eltarmi,
\nOdamlarni sohilga tamon?<\/p>\n
Balki bulutlarning tubida,
\nOy siynasi qolar ochilib.
\nShaffof sholipoya suvida,
\nMing -ming yulduz yotar sochilib…<\/p>\n
Kechir, yo\u02bbldan qo\u02bbydim nahorda,
\nGigant edim, uyga sig\u02bbmadim.
\nUmmon orti, olis shaharda,
\nShamol, seni tanib, yig\u02bbladim.<\/p>\n
—————————
\n25\/02\/2014. Kanada.<\/p>\n
———————
\nFarrosh
\n———————<\/p>\n
Osmonni to\u02bbldirib, gala va gala,
\nShosha pisha uchib ketmoqda qushlar.
\nUyquga ketadi hademay dala,
\nKo\u02bbrmoq uchun oppoq, hayrli tushlar.<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bbchmanchi qushlarga tilar bargrezon,
\nBexatar safaru sabr va bardosh.
\nTop -toza yo\u02bblakka to\u02bbkilar xazon,
\nPichirlab so\u02bbkadi shamolni farrosh.<\/p>\n
—————
\n23\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 9:10.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————
\nBo\u02bbsa
\n————<\/p>\n
Qayin shovullaydi, shabboda esar,
\nKakku qaylardadir sayraydi yolg\u02bbiz.
\nYo\u02bbl yo\u02bbl mayka kiygan o\u02bbroqchi esa,
\nAstoydil o\u02bbt o\u02bbrar, qo\u02bblida chalg\u02bbi.<\/p>\n
Daryoda o\u02bbrmalar erinchoq tuman,
\nShamol o\u02bbroqchining yonidan o\u02bbtar.
\nYoz daydi va dovdir kapalak bilan,
\nO\u02bbtloqda gullarni avaylab o\u02bbpar.<\/p>\n
—————
\n22\/07\/2022.
\nKech soat 7:36.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————-
\nYomg\u02bbir qo\u02bbshig\u02bbi
\n————-<\/p>\n
Yomg\u02bbir jimib qoldi.
\nSo\u02bbng, shitirlay boshladi yana,
\nshitirlagan kabi qamishzor,
\nolis va unsiz chaqinlar
\nchaqnayotgan ko\u02bbklam zulmatlarida,
\no\u02bbzlarini tamom unutib,
\nkuylayotgan baqalarning
\nhazin ovozlarin eslatib menga.
\nYomg\u02bbir derazaning oynasin chertar,
\nasta, qitirlatib,
\nshe\u02bcr yozayotganday xuddi.<\/p>\n
———————
\n20\/07\/2022.
\nErta bilan soat 8:32.
\nKanada, onterio.<\/p>\n
—————-
\nYolg\u02bbiz daydib yurar oydinda kirpi
\n——————<\/p>\n
Chirildoq o\u02bbzini unutib kuylar,
\nGoh baland pardada, gohida bosiq.
\nMudrab yotar daryo ortida uylar,
\nChiroqlar marjonin bo\u02bbyniga osib.<\/p>\n
Xovuzga termulib, o\u02bby -xayol surgan,
\nTollar kokilini o\u02bbynaydi sabo.
\nSukunat dalalar ortida xurgan,
\nItlar ovoziga berar aks — sado.<\/p>\n
Porlar somon g\u02bbaram ustida xilol,
\nKo\u02bbkda bulutlarning pardasin yirtib,
\nU yoqdan bu yoqqa chopib,bemalol,
\nYolg\u02bbiz daydib yurar oydinda kirpi.<\/p>\n
—————-
\n19\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 10:34.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
—————-
\nKaram
\n—————-<\/p>\n
Qorli oydin kecha, yolg\u02bbiz bir o\u02bbzim,
\ng\u02bbart — g\u02bburt bosganimcha qorlarni
\ndaydiyman, sen haqda muttasil o\u02bbylab.
\nSensiz qor qoplagan jim jit ko\u02bbchalar
\no\u02bbxshar oy yoritgan sahroga, cho\u02bblga.
\nYorug\u02bb darchalardan qor uyumlariga
\nyog\u02bbilarkan xorg\u02bbin shu\u02bclalar,
\ndaraxtlar soyasin to\u02bbshaydi yo\u02bblga.
\nBalki sening olislarda qolgan
\nuying tomini ham, xovli, bog\u02bbingni
\nqoplagandir qalin oppoq qor.
\nShular haqda o\u02bbylab brar ekanman,
\nqorlar g\u02bbijirlashi eslatdi menga,
\noshxonada g\u02bbart — g\u02bburt etkizib,
\nkaram to\u02bbg\u02bbrayotgan chog\u02bbingni.<\/p>\n
—————
\n18\/07\/2022.
\nErta bilan soat 9:09.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
—————
\nIlohiy nafas
\n—————<\/p>\n
U Isomas, kuf -suf deya dam solib,
\ntiriltiray desa murdani.
\nFeldsher ham emas, aksiga olib,
\n«Tez yordam»da tunlar kezib yurgani.
\nOddiy, siz bilan biz kabi odam.
\nU shunchaki, qahraton qish chillasida,
\nohista, avaylab, kaftiga olib,
\ngugurt cho\u02bbplariday ingichka, nozik
\noyoqlarin kuxlab, isitib,
\ntumshug\u02bbiga puflab yurib, oxiri,
\ntiriltirdi chalajon qushni.<\/p>\n
—————-
\n16\/07\/2022.
\nKech soat 7:57.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
—————
\nYildirim
\n—————<\/p>\n
Chaqinlar olisda chaqmoqtosh yoqar,
\nDov daraxt lashkari tushgan asirga.
\nQo\u02bbshog\u02bbiz miltiqdan go\u02bbyo o\u02bbq otar,
\nOsmonni larzaga solib, qasirg\u02bba.<\/p>\n
Sel sharros quyadi, shiddati jiddiy,
\nO\u02bbt o\u02bblan qo\u02bbrquvdan qaltirab, qaqshar.
\nZulmatda yalt etgan yildirim, xuddi,
\nInsonning lahzali umriga o\u02bbxshar.<\/p>\n
—————
\n16\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 9:24.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
—————
\nYoz oqshomi
\n—————<\/p>\n
Aylanar oq qora tasvirga ranglar,
\nUfqlar jaroxatin davolaydi shom.
\nUzoqda kemalar faryodi yangrar,
\nMasjidlarda azon, cherkovlarda jom.<\/p>\n
To\u02bblqinlar bir birin quvgani quvgan,
\nCho\u02bblpillaydi azim daryoning labi.
\nSohil toshlariga bosh urgan suvda,
\nLikillar oy qarmoq po\u02bbkagi kabi.<\/p>\n
—————
\n12\/07\/2022.
\nKech soat 6:22.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————————-
\nAyriliq
\n—————————<\/p>\n
Yoqmasam, ka — a -a — atta ko\u02bbcha — deding,
\nko\u02bbchaga chiqdim.
\nKo\u02bbcha jim — jit edi, kimsasiz, oydin.
\nMen avvallari bilmas ekanman,
\nko\u02bbchaning bunchalar
\nkatta bo\u02bblishin.<\/p>\n
—————————
\n2002 yil , 2 oktyabr . Yarim tun .
\nAndijon shahri 4 — kichik daxa.<\/p>\n
————————
\nKo\u02bbkyo\u02bbtal bedana
\n————————<\/p>\n
Boshini toshlarga urib, charchagan,
\nDaryo xayol kabi yoyilib oqar.
\nNinachi omonat qo\u02bbnib maysaga,
\nSuvdagi o\u02bbz aksiga boqar.<\/p>\n
Qizarar osmonning ichak chavog\u02bbi,
\nShamolda tebranib qo\u02bbyar butalar.
\nShamollatganmikin deyman, tomog\u02bbin,
\nUzoqda bedana tinmay yo\u02bbtalar.<\/p>\n
——————
\n14\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 9:29.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————
\nG\u02bbo\u02bbdaygan daraxtlar yutganmi xoda?
\n————<\/p>\n
Uzoqda hasratli maraydi buzoq,
\nLo\u02bbkillab qaytadi qishloqqa poda,
\nTolzorda chumchuqlar javraydi uzoq,
\nG\u02bbo\u02bbdaygan daraxtlar yutganmi xoda?<\/p>\n
Qaydadir chirillar chirildoq tinmay,
\nEtimdek bir o\u02bbzi kezar daydi el.
\nSutdek oydin tunda uyqusi kelmay,
\nDarchalardan oyga termuladi el.<\/p>\n
——————
\n13\/07\/2022.
\nKech soat 7:14.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
————
\nOydin kecha
\n————<\/p>\n
Xalqa xalqa bo\u02bblib, qumloqni yuvgan,
\nSohil suvlarini keladi kechging.
\nTo\u02bblqinlarni daydi shabboda quvgan,
\nKo\u02bbrinmas tevarak atrofda hech kim.<\/p>\n
Oppoq sukunatga o\u02bbranib uxlar,
\nO\u02bblguday charchagan dala, qir -qiya.
\nO\u02bbpishgani qo\u02bbrqar sevishgan juftlar,
\nBirontasi ko\u02bbrib qolmasin deya.<\/p>\n
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\n12\/07\/2022.
\nErta bilan soat 7:12.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
——————
\nKapalak
\n——————<\/p>\n
Kimsasiz osuda jim — jit yo\u02bblakka,
\nhazin shovullagan kuzgi qayinning
\nqahrabo barglari to\u02bbkilar asta.
\nEsi og\u02bbib qolgan, xovlima xovli,
\ndaydigan xazonrez sayoq shamolning.
\nSuv quyganday jim -jit tevarak atrof.
\nBog\u02bbda guldan gulga ohista qo\u02bbnib,
\ngoh kimsasiz yo\u02bblakni paypaslab, o\u02bbpib,
\nbir oppoq kapalak, etimday yolg\u02bbiz
\nuchib yurar, kimnidir izlayotganday.
\nUchib yurardi u, xuddi tunlari
\nmen yozgan she\u02bcrlarni notbukingdan
\nbirovga ko\u02bbrsatmay o\u02bbqiyotgan payting,
\nso\u02bbzlardan so\u02bbzlarga uchib, qo\u02bbnguvchi
\nma\u02bcyus nigoxingday, sevgilim.<\/p>\n
————-
\n10\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 3:08.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
——————
\nDalalar ustida porlayotgan oy
\n——————<\/p>\n
Chiqillaydi vaqt bombasi,
\nEshik qo\u02bbshiq aytadi xursand.
\nKulbam go\u02bbyo muxtasham qasr,
\nPol g\u02bbijirlab qo\u02bbyadi yursam.<\/p>\n
Sabolarda tebranib shohi,
\nSukunatda gullar nastarin.
\nChirillagan chirildoq ohi,
\nAg\u02bbdarar tun avra astarin.<\/p>\n
——————
\n08\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 4:08.
\nKanada, onterio.<\/p>\n
————
\nKo\u02bblmak
\n————<\/p>\n
Bositirib kelarkan bulutlar yaqin,
\nMiltiqdan o\u02bbq uzar qaldiroq mergan.
\nChaqmoqtosh yoqadi zulmatda chaqin,
\nIkkimizni izlab, gunoxkor erdan.<\/p>\n
Chaqindan yaltirab yaprog\u02bbi, shoxi,
\nMahzun shovullaydi shamolda qayin.
\nShivirlab, bo\u02bbg\u02bbzida ilohiy ohi,
\nYomg\u02bbir birdan yog\u02bbib yuborar mayin.<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bblmak ko\u02bbzgusiga mo\u02bbltayib boqar,
\nFonus o\u02bbychan odam singari.
\nYomg\u02bbir oynalardan ko\u02bbz yoshday oqar,
\nSovuq yaltillaydi chaqin hanjari.<\/p>\n
Dov daraxt shoxini shamol egadir,
\nQorong\u02bbi zulmatning ko\u02bbzlari so\u02bbqir.
\nDon -dun bo\u02bblmasa ham erda, negadir,
\nYomg\u02bbir to\u02bbxtamasdan yo\u02bblakni cho\u02bbqir.<\/p>\n
————————
\n07\/07\/2022.
\nKech soat 8:55.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————
\nG\u02bboya
\n————<\/p>\n
Onajon, bu kechikkan gullarni endi ,
\nqaerga qo\u02bbyaman, o\u02bbzing ayt, axir,
\nqabring okeanlar ortida bo\u02bblsa…
\nShunday deya o\u02bbylab, kutilmaganda
\najoyib bir g\u02bboya miyamga keldi.
\nSo\u02bbng, senga atalgan o\u02bbsha gullarni
\noxista, avaylab oqizoq qildim
\nosmonlar aks etgan azim daryoga.
\nSenga etib borar deya o\u02bbyladim
\nkechikkan va senga atalgan gullar.
\nAxir, sen, mana necha yillarki
\no\u02bbsha daryo suvida aks etgan mangu,
\nbepoyon osmonda yashaysan yolg\u02bbiz.<\/p>\n
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\n05\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 12:38.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————-
\nQuvg\u02bbin
\n————-<\/p>\n
Ergashadi ortimdan soyam,
\nQaro zulmat qovog\u02bbin uygan.
\nCharchaganman yashashdan g\u02bboyat,
\nXotin xaydab yubordi uydan.<\/p>\n
Yulduzlardan qamashar ko\u02bbzim,
\nDarchalarda chiroq o\u02bbchadi.
\nYana daydib, yolg\u02bbiz bir o\u02bbzim,
\nQarshilayman tongni ko\u02bbchada.<\/p>\n
—————
\n04\/07\/2022.
\nErta bilan soat 6:49.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————
\nG\u02bbam
\n———-<\/p>\n
Sezdirmay, ohista kirib kelar kuz,
\nKo\u02bbylagida yuzlab xazon yamog\u02bbi.
\nRuhimday xuvillab yotar dala -tuz,
\nUyilar bulutli osmon qovog\u02bbi.<\/p>\n
To\u02bbkilgan barglarni to\u02bbzg\u02bbitadi el,
\nYolg\u02bbiz daydib yurar bog\u02bblarda kuzak.
\nMohir nonvoy kabi, qish g\u02bbamida el,
\nPaxsa devorlarga yopadi tezak.<\/p>\n
—————
\n03\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 4:52.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————
\nEndi qaytib vafot etmagin
\n————<\/p>\n
Qiynar seni hijron degan dard,
\nYolg\u02bbizmassan, bola chaqang bor.
\nYig\u02bblamagin, ko\u02bbz yoshingni art,
\nVa yo\u02bblimga boqma intizor.<\/p>\n
O\u02bbrtamizda ummon, qir -qiya,
\nTog\u02bbu toshlar, tebranmas, tepsang.
\nBilsam, «Meni o\u02bblibdi deya,
\nUnga aytib qo\u02bbyinglar» debsan.<\/p>\n
O\u02bblmaganing, tirikliging rost,
\nBu dunyodan erta ketmagin.
\nKeyin, sendan bitta iltimos,
\nEndi qaytib vafot etmagin…<\/p>\n
——————
\n03\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 4:27.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
—————-
\nOy uzoq tinglaydi baqalar nutqin
\n——————<\/p>\n
Yulduzlar sovuqdan qaltirab, qaqshar,
\nTinchib qoldi xorg\u02bbin itlar ovozi.
\nSutdek oppoq, oydin kechaga o\u02bbxshar,
\nStol ustidagi yozuv qog\u02bbozi.<\/p>\n
Bilmadim, vaqt qanday oyoqsiz yurar,
\nOsmon yulduzlarga yotar talanib.
\nPastak derazadan ko\u02bbrinib turar,
\nOydindagi olis pichan g\u02bbarami.<\/p>\n
Shamol ham xovlida daydimay qo\u02bbygan,
\nYotibdi qaydadir, misoli tutqun.
\nSohil suvlariga termulib, o\u02bbychan,
\nOy uzoq tinglaydi baqalar nutqin.<\/p>\n
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\n03\/07\/2022.
\nErta bilan soat 8:39.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
—————
\nZulmat
\n——————<\/p>\n
G\u02bbamgin miltillaydi uzoqlarda cho\u02bbg\u02bb,
\nnazarimda, tutunni tutunga ulab,
\ntamaki chekmoqda kashanda zulmat.
\nIchi mo\u02bbrining singari qorayib,
\no\u02bbpkasi ham chirib, tamom bo\u02bblgandir…
\nNega chekyapti ekan? Balki, xotini:
\n-Sen ham odamlarday, chet elga borib,
\nishlab, pul topib kelsang, o\u02bblasanmi? -deya,
\njanjal ko\u02bbtardimikin yarim kechasi?
\nO\u02bbzi xotinining jag\u02bbi yomonda.
\nIshqilib, oxiri bahayr bo\u02bblsin.
\nXudo ko\u02bbrsatmasin, xotini shunday
\njanjal qilaversa, chidolmay zulmat,
\nuzun arqon bilan, achchiq ustida
\nog\u02bbilxonaning yo\u02bbg\u02bbon peshxorisiga,
\nosib netib qo\u02bbysa o\u02bbzini shartta
\nko\u02bbring tomoshani.
\n«Dyll! Dyll!Dyll!Dyll!» » deb yurguvchi
\n«Ural» rusumli kajavali mototsiklini
\nkapa kapa qilib xaydab, shogirdi bilan
\nuchastkavoy leytenant Shgabuddinov
\netib kelsa kerak, uzoq kutdirmay?..
\nYaxshisi, bu erdan surishim kerak…<\/p>\n
————————
\n02\/07\/2022.
\nTungi soat 10:36.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
——————
\nYoz kechasi
\n——————<\/p>\n
Shamol daydib yurar, havo musaffo,
\nOy hamon yoritar Xudoning mulkin.
\nKecha shu qadar jim, sokinki, hatto,
\nBaqalar ovozin eshitish mumkin.<\/p>\n
Moped tirillatib, oy mudragan payt,
\nKimdir xorib, charchab, uyiga qaytar.
\nBu haqda kimsasiz, sokin sukunat,
\nQulog\u02bbimga sekin, shivirlab aytar.<\/p>\n
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\n01\/07\/2022.
\nKech soat 8:52.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
——————
\nDuo
\n——————<\/p>\n
Mahzun uvillaydi qorli dalada,
\nBo\u02bbg\u02bbzigacha qorga botgan o\u02bbt -o\u02bblan.
\nArang jon saqlaydi qushlar panada,
\nHech kim qor shopirmas shamoldan bo\u02bblak.<\/p>\n
Qorbo\u02bbron faryodin tinglayman, yotib,
\nHar holda, sandal bor, sovqatsa qo\u02bblim.
\nIloho, zulmatda qorlarga botib,
\nIzlab topolmasin kulbamni o\u02bblim.<\/p>\n
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\n01\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 11:02.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
———————-
\nTungi poezd
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Porlab turgan mahal tom ustida oy,
\nPoezd ko\u02bbz ilg\u02bbamas zulmat qa\u02bcrida,
\nChinqirdi, topolmay berkingani joy,
\nOlis adirlardan ham narida.<\/p>\n
U shu qadar qattiq qichqirdiki, ko\u02bbkdan,
\nYulduzlar marjonday to\u02bbkildi suvga.
\nShundanmi tun jimlik qa\u02bcriga cho\u02bbkkan,
\nShundan o\u02bbt o\u02bblanni shudringmi yuvgan?<\/p>\n
Qarayman oy nurin to\u02bbshagan yo\u02bblga,
\nDalalar oydinda xayolga toldi.
\nPoezd chinqirarkan, zardobga to\u02bblgan,
\nYuragini bo\u02bbshatib oldi.<\/p>\n
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\n30\/06\/2022.
\nKech soat 8:46.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nKuz yomg\u02bbiri
\n——————-<\/p>\n
O\u02bbylanasan kuzgi kechada,
\nCheki bormi deya firoqning.
\nEsi og\u02bbar bo\u02bbm -bo\u02bbsh ko\u02bbchada,
\nMayus o\u02bbyga botgan chiroqning.<\/p>\n
To\u02bblar sirli shivirga havo,
\nRuhing kabi musaffo, toza.
\nNahot sevgi ayladi qazo,
\nYomg\u02bbir kimga ochmoqda aza?..<\/p>\n
Osmonlarga elagin tutar,
\nFonus g\u02bbamgin nurin elaklab.
\nBo\u02bbm -bo\u02bbsh shahar uyquga ketar,
\nKuz yomg\u02bbiri quyar chelaklab.<\/p>\n
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\n27 may, 2014 yil.
\nTungi soat 10 dan 49 daqiqa o\u02bbtdi.
\nKanada.Brempton.<\/p>\n
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\nKuzgi qayin
\n—————-<\/p>\n
Xazonlarni uchirmoqqa shay,
\nKuzning o\u02bbychan, latif shamoli.
\nAvtoulov chumolixo\u02bbrday,
\nIshga shoshgan avom -chumoli.<\/p>\n
Chirpiraydi etim yaproqlar,
\nKuz keltirdi barglarga qiron.
\nXazon emas, tilla titroqlar,
\nQo\u02bbrqitadi ularni bo\u02bbron.<\/p>\n
O\u02bbylamaydi bu haqda qayin,
\nKokillarin yoyib nasimga.
\nYo\u02bbl bo\u02bbyida shovullab mayin,
\nQayta -qayta tushar rasmga.<\/p>\n
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\n27\/10\/2014. Brempton shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nQorli kecha va yorug\u02bb niyyat
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Oppoq qorzarralar uchquni sokin,
\nQo\u02bbnsa kipriginga, sochinga yuzlab.
\nDesang — nahot, sovuq bulutlar hokim,
\nOsmondan yulduzlar tushmoqda muzlab?<\/p>\n
Qor to\u02bbxtamay yog\u02bbsa, yog\u02bbsa bo\u02bbralab,
\nDaydisak el — ulus yotganda uxlab.
\nPinjimga suqilsang,paltoga o\u02bbranib,
\nSovqotgan qo\u02bbllaring isitsam kuxlab.<\/p>\n
Soyamiz tutashsa, uchqunlar tinmay,
\nTo\u02bbzg\u02bbisa, chirpirab tushsa elanib.
\nUzoq suhbatlashsak, ketgimiz kelmay,
\nFonus yorug\u02bbida qorga belanib.<\/p>\n
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\n20 oktyabr, 2014 yil.
\nKech soat 5 dan 39 daqiqa o\u02bbtdi.
\nKanada. Brempton shahri.<\/p>\n
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\nBahor oqshomi
\n———————<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bbz yoshday to\u02bbkilar gilos gullari,
\nSo\u02bbnadi ufqlarda otashi so\u02bbzon.
\nHalovat to\u02bbshalgan bog\u02bbda tunlari,
\nNafis oy shu\u02bclasi, go\u02bbzal gul to\u02bbzon.<\/p>\n
Oppoq gul yog\u02bbadi misoli ro\u02bbyo,
\nOydan yorishadi ovoz etmas joy.
\nKul bilan yuvilgan idishday go\u02bbyo,
\nSokin xovuzlarga cho\u02bbkib ketar oy.<\/p>\n
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\n13 may, 2014 yil. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nPion
\n———————<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bbcha fonusi o\u02bbz plafonining erda sinib yotgan parchalariga parishon termulganicha mahzun xayollarga g\u02bbarq. Xuddi oppoq gulpallalari to\u02bbkilgan pion guliday.<\/p>\n
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\n24\/01\/2020. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nVatan xayoli
\n———————<\/p>\n
Botar paxtazorlar ortiga quyosh,
\nLovullaydi alvon ufqlar etagi.
\nTuman cho\u02bbka boshlar dalaga yuvosh,
\nKo\u02bbkda yulduzlarning kepagi.<\/p>\n
Kimsasiz yo\u02bbllarda sukunat hokim,
\nShamol ham bog\u02bblarda yurarkan sang\u02bbib,
\nBog\u02bbdagi dov -daraxt ortidan sokin,
\nParishon oy chiqadi balqib.<\/p>\n
Birin ketin xorg\u02bbin chirog\u02bbin yoqar,
\nShu\u02bclaafshon darchali uylar.
\nIskabtopar elni ayamay chaqar,
\nChirildoq o\u02bbzini unitib kuylar.<\/p>\n
Yo\u02bblda bo\u02bbynin cho\u02bbzib maraydi buzoq,
\nPoda xaydab o\u02bbtar ko\u02bbchadan kimdir.
\nQurillar sohilda baqalar uzoq,
\nSomon yo\u02bbli, yulduzlar jimdir.<\/p>\n
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\n14\/06\/2016. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nOydin sukunat
\n(Tog\u02bbam Hurmuhammad Kenjaevning porloq hotirasiga)
\n—————————<\/p>\n
Tog\u02bba, Chuvamada hozir hoynahoy,
\nOqshom tushib, quyosh botgandir.
\nOppoq chinni tovoq kabi oy,
\nTentaksoyda cho\u02bbkib yotgandir?<\/p>\n
Toshqin buzgan ko\u02bbprik xodasi,
\nTaxtalari yotgandir ko\u02bbchib?
\nSuv kechardi sigir podasi,
\nU ko\u02bbprikdan o\u02bbtgani cho\u02bbchib.<\/p>\n
Qurillaydi balki baqalar,
\nQirg\u02bboqlarda qamishlar ohi.
\nDaydi tulki suvlar yoqalab,
\nQuloq tutar jimlikka gohi.<\/p>\n
So\u02bbqmoq uni sohilga boshlar,
\nG\u02bbir g\u02bbir esar tungi shabada.
\nKo\u02bbrinar suv ostida toshlar,
\nBog\u02bbbon esa uxlar kapada.<\/p>\n
Yulduzlarni jimlik xoritar,
\nOlis osmon -ovoz etmas joy.
\nQabringizni g\u02bbamgin yoritar,
\nJim -jit, sokin sukunatda oy.<\/p>\n
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\n22\/10\/2017. Kanada.<\/p>\n
——————
\nAprel
\n——————<\/p>\n
Quyosh botib, g\u02bbamboda, g\u02bbarib,
\nUfqlarning gulxani so\u02bbnar.
\nErigan qor suvin sipqorib,
\nShom qushlari bog\u02bblarga qo\u02bbnar.<\/p>\n
Hilol ko\u02bbkda porlar parishon,
\nKo\u02bbrasan ko\u02bbz ilg\u02bbamas joyni.
\nMen sevaman, sevaman, ishon,
\nAprel degan yolg\u02bbonchi oyni.<\/p>\n
Billur qandil singari tomdan,
\nSumalaklar tushar uzilib.
\nChakillagan iliq oqshomda,
\nEl uyqusi ketar buzilib.<\/p>\n
—————————
\n1990 yil . Bahor . Andijon shahri.<\/p>\n
——————
\nCho\u02bblquvar
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Yoshligimda cho\u02bblquvar edim,
\nQuvar edim cho\u02bbllarni yomon.
\nCho\u02bbllar mendan qo\u02bbrqib qochardi,
\nKulgim qistar, eslasam hamon.<\/p>\n
Quvmay desam uyqu bermasdi,
\nQuvarlikning muqaddas burchi,
\nBo\u02bbronda ham quvlayverardim,
\nKo\u02bbzda qumning qalampir-murchi.<\/p>\n
Bilsam, bekor quvgan ekanman.
\nDaryolarda quridi suvlar.
\nQasos dunyo ekan bu dunyo,
\nBugun endi cho\u02bbl meni quvlar.<\/p>\n
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\n1988 yil. Toshkent.<\/p>\n
——————
\nKapalak bo\u02bbroni
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Esingdami, bir kun, sayr qilib yurib,
\nming — minglab oppoq kalaklarning
\nqurshovida qolib ketgandik ikov?
\nBir birini quvlab, uchardi ular
\ngullarga qo\u02bbnishni sira istamay.
\nFaqat qo\u02bbnar edi charchasa, sening
\nsochinga va qayrilma kipriklaringa.
\nAyrilgimiz va uyga ketgimiz kelmay
\nuzoq vaqt sayr qilgandik birga
\noppoq kapalaklar bo\u02bbroni aro.
\nDov daraxt, ko\u02bbchalar, odamlar, uylar
\nko\u02bbrinmay ketgandi kapalaklardan.<\/p>\n
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\n24\/06\/2022.
\nKundaz soat 3:51.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————————
\nDo\u02bbst
\n(O\u02bbzbekning eng yoniq shoirlaridan biri, marhum do\u02bbstim Ravshan Fayz xotirasiga )
\n———————-<\/p>\n
She\u02bcrlaringda bahor, bulut bosqini,
\nSharros quyar goho shiddatli jala.
\nDaryo izdan chiqar, bahor toshqini,
\nKo\u02bbrinmay ketadi yomg\u02bbirda dala.<\/p>\n
Moychechak labidan avaylab o\u02bbpar.
\nYozgi o\u02bbtloqlarda daydi kapalak.
\nChug\u02bburchuq bo\u02bbroni guvillab o\u02bbtar,
\nXayqirar qushlarga bog\u02bbbon kapada.<\/p>\n
Kuz kelar, egnida xazon yamog\u02bbi,
\nGala gala uchar janubga qushlar.
\nKo\u02bbchmanchi qushlarning yo\u02bbqday sanog\u02bbi
\nEl qarar osmonga, yoqasin ushlab.<\/p>\n
Anglolmas ko\u02bbrgani tushmi yo o\u02bbngi,
\nKimsasiz, tumanli dalalar roxi.
\nSo\u02bbyu samolarga ketadi singib,
\nTurnalarning g\u02bbamgin faryodi ohi.<\/p>\n
———————
\n2003 yil , 27 noyabr .
\nTungi soat 9:30. Andijon.<\/p>\n
——————-
\nOna yurt sog\u02bbinchi
\n——————<\/p>\n
Bir soat ichida dunyo qaridi,
\nYosh turib sochlaring oqardi yanvar.
\nJilmayar tahayyul tumanlarida,
\nLablari atirgul, sochlari anbar.<\/p>\n
Daraxtlar yugirar tepaliklarda,
\nOppoq uchqunlarni to\u02bbzg\u02bbitganda el.
\nBahor keldi, muzni yorib chiq! — deya,
\nYana boychechakni aldaydi aprel.<\/p>\n
Men endi mushtlashib qovoqxonada,
\nAroqqa cho\u02bbkmayman hasratga to\u02bblsam.
\nQaniydi Vatanda, qorli dalada,
\nGulxanga termulib jimgina o\u02bblsam.<\/p>\n
Daydi shoir o\u02bbldi — deya odamlar,
\nKo\u02bbmishsa, ustimdan tortishsa tuproq.
\nXonanga qamalib, yolg\u02bbiz u damlar,
\nSen o\u02bbzing yig\u02bblaysan hammadan ko\u02bbproq.<\/p>\n
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\n1 dekabr, 2012 yil.
\nKunduz soat 2:12.
\nKembridj shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
———————-
\nGarchand so\u02bbqir ishqning ko\u02bbzlari
\n———————<\/p>\n
O\u02bbyga botgan yomg\u02bbirli shahar,
\nElovrayman, qalbi so\u02bbqirman.
\nKo\u02bbr yomg\u02bbirga aylanib, sahar,
\nDerazangni qushday cho\u02bbqirman.<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bbzim oppoq ochilgan paxta,
\nTergil uni, jonim etaklab.
\nSavob bo\u02bblar edi poytaxtda,
\nMen so\u02bbqirni yursang etaklab.<\/p>\n
Tumanlarda tentirab, daydib,
\nDalalarda gulxan yoqarman.
\nBalki bir kun Vatanga qaytib,
\nDorvozangni topib, qoqarman.<\/p>\n
Paypaslayman shahlo ko\u02bbzlaring,
\nTitrayotgan lablaringni ham.
\nYuzlarimga bosib yuzlaring,
\nShivirlaysan yomg\u02bbirday, erkam.<\/p>\n
Qalblarga yo\u02bbl topar ro\u02bbzi shab,
\nGarchand so\u02bbqir ishqning ko\u02bbzlari.
\nLablar yomg\u02bbir kabi cho\u02bblpillab,
\nBir -birini topar o\u02bbzlari.<\/p>\n
Yomg\u02bbir yig\u02bblar odamday asta,
\nKo\u02bbz yoshlarin hech kimsa artmas…
\nBoshqa topqir a\u02bczolar haqda,
\nNazarimda, yozish ham shartmas.<\/p>\n
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\n25\/06\/2016. Kanada.<\/p>\n
——————-
\nSevgi yodi
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Balki hamon meni kutarsan, esiz,
\nBorolmayman endi u joyga.
\nQanday termulardik ikkimiz,
\nShu\u02bclalarin taratgan oyga.<\/p>\n
Termularding porloq oyga sen,
\nIpak soching shu\u02bcladay mayin.
\nU shu\u02bcla, u mayinlikni men,
\nUnutolmoy o\u02bbtmog\u02bbim tayin.<\/p>\n
Gul bandiday bo\u02bbyninga sening,
\nChirmashmasin hijron pechagi.
\nQurib qolma, g\u02bbarib sevgimning,
\nQor ostida qolgan chechagi.<\/p>\n
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\n22 aprel, 2014 yil.
\nKunduz soat 3:55.
\nKanada. Brempton shahri.<\/p>\n
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\nKuzgi terak
\n———————<\/p>\n
Daydib yurgan edim, bog\u02bblarda badar,
\nKuz sochib yubordi chumchuqlarini.
\nUlar uchib ketdi shoshib, qaygadir,
\nShamollarda qayrab tumshuqlarini.<\/p>\n
Kuz xazon raqsiga chorlaydi kimni?
\nGuvillagan mahal yalong\u02bboch terak.
\nTerak shoxidagi qoraygan inni,
\nQushlar eslab, goho sog\u02bbinsa kerak?<\/p>\n
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\n26 oktyabr, 2014 yil. Kanada.<\/p>\n
———————-
\nKimsasiz yo\u02bbllarda
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Suvga cho\u02bbkib ketdi bulutlar,
\nKo\u02bbrib kuzgi gullar ibosin.
\nQirg\u02bboqlarda teraklar, tutlar,
\nSuv oqizar bog\u02bblar libosin.<\/p>\n
Gala gala qushlar narida,
\nShiddat bilan uchar qaygadir.
\nBalki daryo sohillarida,
\nSholi pishib yotgan joygadir?<\/p>\n
Ko\u02bbprik uzra sohibjamol qiz,
\nTermuladi suvga, ariqqa.
\nKezar ma\u02bcyus, o\u02bbychan qari kuz,
\nSochlarini bo\u02bbyab sariqqa.<\/p>\n
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\n26 avgust, 2010 yil.
\nKunduz soat 10 dan 58 daqiqa o\u02bbtdi.
\nToronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nOmonat yaproqlar
\n———————<\/p>\n
Daraxt qir uchida omonat zog\u02bblar,
\nSukunatga to\u02bblar osmon qozoni.
\nSekinroq yuraman men bunday chog\u02bblar,
\nTo\u02bbkilmasin deya bog\u02bblar xazoni.<\/p>\n
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\n15 oktyabr, 2014 yil. Kanada.<\/p>\n
——————-
\nQor
\n——————<\/p>\n
Yo\u02bblovchi izlarin yopib borar qor,
\nIzg\u02bbirin bog\u02bblarda sibizg\u02bba chalar.
\nChiroqlar olisdan boqar intizor,
\nQorli tundraga o\u02bbxshaydi dala.<\/p>\n
Osmon uxlar edi daraxt uchida,
\nYostig\u02bbini yirtib, otdimi, netdi?
\nChirpirab to\u02bbzg\u02bbigan parqu ichida,
\nDov -daraxt, dalalar ko\u02bbrinmay ketdi.<\/p>\n
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\n28 oktyabr, 2014 yil. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nOy ko\u02bbnglimiz singari yarim
\n————————<\/p>\n
To\u02bbrg\u02bbay bo\u02bblsam tongi dalada,
\nChug\u02bburlardim muallaq sayrab.
\nQarar eding quvnab yanada,
\nKo\u02bbzga kafting soyabon aylab.<\/p>\n
Tipratikon bo\u02bblsam, butunlay,
\nMen Vatandan ketmasdim badar.
\nOy yoritgan xovlingda tinmay,
\nChopar edim to tonga qadar.<\/p>\n
Muhabbatning rubobi sindi,
\nBorolmayman endi sen tomon.
\nBiz uchrashgan dalada endi,
\nG\u02bbuvillaydi darbadar shamol.<\/p>\n
Dov daraxtni kech kuz qaritgan,
\nBog\u02bblarda bor hayo va sharm.
\nSohillarni g\u02bbamgin yoritgan,
\nOy ko\u02bbnglimiz singari yarim.<\/p>\n
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\n19\/06\/ 2011. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nBirinchi qor
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Oppoq qor qoplagan dalalar roxin,
\nAngraygancha tildan qolibdi bog\u02bblar.
\nQor yuki egibdi daraxtlar shoxin,
\nQaxrli qag\u02bbillar tumanda zog\u02bblar.<\/p>\n
Baqirmay sekinroq qag\u02bbillasa ham,
\nEshitaman axir, emasman garang.
\nQorko\u02bbchki qo\u02bbzg\u02bbolar yo\u02bbtalsa odam,
\nQor turar daraxtlar shoxida arang.<\/p>\n
Qor bosgan dalalar besado, besas,
\nHech kim halal bermas xayollar sursang.
\nYo\u02bblovchi jilmayib qo\u02bbyar, ranjimas,
\nQulochkashlab turib, qor bilan ursang.<\/p>\n
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\n9\/01\/ 2013. Kanada. Toronto shahri.<\/p>\n
——————
\nTovush
\n——————<\/p>\n
Yomg\u02bbir yaraqlatar yo\u02bbllarni yuvib,
\nMudraydi bog\u02bblarning qarg\u02bbayu zog\u02bbi.
\nShamol qanotlari shalobbo ivib,
\nUcholmay qaydadir yotibdi chog\u02bbi.<\/p>\n
Fonus shu\u02bclasidan nurafshon yo\u02bblak,
\nSukunat odamday o\u02bbylarga botar.
\nKo\u02bblmaklar limmo lim ko\u02bbz yoshga to\u02bbla,
\nXiyobon ruhimday xuvillab yotar.<\/p>\n
Yomg\u02bbirda yuvilgan xiyobonda jim,
\nDov daraxt yo\u02bblakka termulgan oni,
\nEshitdim jimlikda, aniq eshitdim,
\nChirt etib yaproqning uzildi joni.<\/p>\n
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\n28\/10\/ 2014. Kanada.<\/p>\n
————————
\nOsuda jimlik
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Kuz kelibdi bildirmay, asta,
\nEl ulusning tinchini buzmay.
\nQushlar galasining bir pasda,
\nKetganini qolibmiz sezmay.<\/p>\n
Miq etmaydi, xayolga botgan,
\nMenga ma\u02bclum uning kimligi.
\nDaraxtzorda berkinib yotgan,
\nBu osuda kuzning jimligi.<\/p>\n
Yaxshiyamki hech kim yo\u02bbq ekan,
\nBorganimda daraxt kesgani.
\nShoshilishda ketaveribman,
\nPufaykamni kiyib teskari.<\/p>\n
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\n26\/10\/2014. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nOdob
\n—————-<\/p>\n
Daraxt shoxlarini silkitgan edi,
\nQaxrabo barglari to\u02bbkildi erga.
\nFarroshning so\u02bbkinib aytganin endi,
\nAyb bo\u02bblar deyman, kiritsak she\u02bcrga?<\/p>\n
Farrosh qo\u02bbllarini kuxlab, isinib,
\nXazonlarni to\u02bbplab, gulxanda yoqar.
\nSo\u02bbng o\u02bbychan tutatib tamakisini,
\nUzoq uzoqlarga xayolchan boqar.<\/p>\n
Qir! qir! -deyaverib qirilib ketar,
\nTurnalarning uzun nayday tomog\u02bbi.
\nKuz bekor qushlarning qaytishin kutar,
\nKiygan jandasida xazon yamog\u02bbi.<\/p>\n
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\n27 oktyabr, 2014 yil.
\nKech soat 7:44.
\nBrempton shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nEndi kezar u joylarda kuz
\n———————<\/p>\n
Qanday yashnar edi dala tuz,
\nShovqin solib yoqqan jalada.
\nEndi kezar u joylarda kuz,
\nSholg\u02bbom kovlar dexqon dalada.<\/p>\n
Qush galasi deya o\u02bbylabman,
\nUchib o\u02bbtsa g\u02bbarib xazonlar.
\nMen ularga qarab to\u02bbymabman,
\nChirpiratsa telba to\u02bbzonlar.<\/p>\n
Darchalarga bosganicha yuz,
\nYaproqlarin to\u02bbkar qayinlar.
\nYana qaytib kelinglar deb kuz,
\nTurnalarga qattiq tayinlar.<\/p>\n
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\n27 oktyabr, 2014 yil.
\nKunduz soat 12:22.Brempton shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nQor quvonchi
\n——————<\/p>\n
Guppa guppa yog\u02bbaverdi qor,
\nTomlar oppoq, oqardi erlar.
\nOq varaqday ko\u02bbchayu devor,
\nQor xudoning rahmati derlar.<\/p>\n
Qorbo\u02bbronda turtinib, toyib,
\nYo\u02bblda odam tanimas do\u02bbstin.
\nQorboboday bog\u02bblar bukchayib,
\nKiyib olgan qalin qorpo\u02bbstin.<\/p>\n
G\u02bbuvillaydi qorli dalada,
\nCho\u02bbkirtaklar bo\u02bbg\u02bbzigacha qor.
\nDarchadagi chiroq panadan,
\nQorli yo\u02bblga boqar intizor.<\/p>\n
G\u02bbijirlaydi qordagi qadam,
\nQor ostida qolibdi yo\u02bblak.
\nQorga qarab to\u02bbymaydi odam,
\nHamma xursand, farroshdan bo\u02bblak.<\/p>\n
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\n25\/10\/2014. Kanada.<\/p>\n
—————
\nHotira
\n—————<\/p>\n
Esingda bo\u02bblsa, bundan roppa rosa
\nbir necha yuz ming mangulik muqaddam
\nuchrashib, tanishgan edik sen bilan.
\nG\u02bbam qayg\u02bbu, tashvish, dabdaba, boylik
\nbutunlay begona edi biz uchun.
\nQalin o\u02bbt o\u02bblanli o\u02bbtloqda ikov,
\no\u02bbynab yurar edik, ishga ham bormay.
\nAnvoyi gullardan gulchambar yasab,
\nboshinga kiydirib qo\u02bbyardim tojday.
\nU paytlar mening ismim — Odam,
\nsening isming Havvo edi, sevgilim…<\/p>\n
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\n06\/08\/2022.
\nKech soat 6:50.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
———————-
\nO\u02bbrmonlarga tutashdi yo\u02bblim
\n————————<\/p>\n
Yo\u02bbl chetida raqsga tushar,
\nNozikkina navnihol qayin.
\nYaproqlari chirpirab uchar,
\nShamollarda chayqalgan sayin.<\/p>\n
Kasod bo\u02bbldi qushlar bozori,
\nSarmoyasi talandi, sindi.
\nGirvatlarga sovrildi bori,
\nChorbog\u02bblarda ovozi tindi.<\/p>\n
Tumanlarda xayolga tolgan,
\nO\u02bbrmonlarga tutashdi yo\u02bblim.
\nBo\u02bbronlarda yaproqsiz qolgan,
\nNovdalarga o\u02bbxshaydi qo\u02bblim.<\/p>\n
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\n25 oktyabr, 2014 yil.
\nKunduz soat 3:54.
\nKanada. Brempton shahri.<\/p>\n
———————
\nCho\u02bbtalchi
\n——————<\/p>\n
Qo\u02bbllarida «qirol», «dama», «tuz»,
\nDov -daraxtlar o\u02bbynaydi qarta.
\nQimor o\u02bbynab, to\u02bbymaydi bu kuz,
\nYutqazsa ham bir necha marta.<\/p>\n
Sarg\u02bbaytirdi daraxtni hasrat,
\nIshonmaydi aytsang birovga,
\nOltinlarin avaylab, asrab,
\nBog\u02bblar tikdi dovga, garovga.<\/p>\n
Shamol tinmay chiylaydi qarta,
\nBedanani qiynaydi yo\u02bbtal.
\nFarrosh kelar kunda bir marta,
\nOlmoq uchun bog\u02bblardan cho\u02bbtal.<\/p>\n
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\n25\/10\/2014. Brempton shahri. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nKuzning g\u02bbarib, g\u02bbamgin shamoli
\n————————<\/p>\n
To\u02bbzg\u02bbitganing etmasmi qasddan,
\nQo\u02bby, quvlama yaproqni, shamol.
\nSen ham hadeb izg\u02bbiyvermasdan,
\nBir zum to\u02bbxta, madaniy dam ol.<\/p>\n
Yosh emassan, umring ham yarim,
\nQilgan savob ishlaring sana.
\nChilpib kuzgi daraxt barglarin,
\nFarroshga ish oshirma, bola.<\/p>\n
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\n22 oktyabr, 2014 yil. Kanada.<\/p>\n
——————
\nQorbo\u02bbron
\n——————<\/p>\n
Ulovlar ham charchadi, tindi,
\nOppoq qorga belandi shahar.
\nKo\u02bbmib tashlar borliqni endi,
\nQor tinmasa to tonga qadar.<\/p>\n
Cho\u02bbzilgancha o\u02bbrnimga shu dam,
\nQordek oppoq o\u02bbylarga botdim.
\nYo uy yorug\u02bb qor shu\u02bclasidan,
\nYo chiroqni o\u02bbchirmay yotdim.<\/p>\n
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\n24 oktyabr, 2014. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nRobinzon
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Makonim shu, kimsasiz orol,
\nKemalarning yo\u02bbliga boqdim.
\nQo\u02bblda qalam daxshatli qurol,
\nShe\u02bcrim qalab, gulxanlar yoqdim.<\/p>\n
Sohilda suv yig\u02bblar chamasi,
\nUmmonlarni keladi kechgim.
\nShovqin solar to\u02bbti galasi,
\nHayqiraman, eshitmas hech kim.<\/p>\n
Yulduzli tun bayroqmi qaro?
\nOy ham undan ketmaydi nari.
\nUxlar havo ummoni aro,
\nKosmosdagi orol — Er shari.<\/p>\n
——————————
\n19 iyun, 2010 yil. Kunduz soat 2:44.
\nToronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nKuz manzarasi
\n———————<\/p>\n
Tubsiz xandaklarning xaspo\u02bbshlab og\u02bbzin,
\nChevar o\u02bbrgimchaklar to\u02bbqiydi kashta.
\nSukunatni tinglab, aqldan ozding,
\nNe bor u davrada, bo\u02bbshliqda, dashtda?<\/p>\n
Do\u02bbstdek ko\u02bbrinadir ko\u02bbzinga yog\u02bbiy,
\nCho\u02bbchqa oxurida uxlama, uyg\u02bbon.
\nQag\u02bbillar kuzakning qarg\u02bbayu zog\u02bbi,
\nBog\u02bbingda bubullar sayramay qo\u02bbyg\u02bbon.<\/p>\n
Qovjirab, qaqshaydi daryolar labi,
\nYolg\u02bbiz kapalakning topilmas tengi.
\nXilpirar valiylar bayrog\u02bbi kabi,
\nQo\u02bbriqchining uzun sadpora engi.<\/p>\n
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\n26 avgust, 2010 yil.
\nTungi soat 10:13.
\nToronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
——————
\nTelbalar shaharchasini sog\u02bbinib
\n(Sharifjonga)
\n———————<\/p>\n
Jussalari machta, kiyimi elkan,
\nSevgidan telbarib qolgan avomat.
\nQattiq nonni suvga ivitib erkan,
\nBorxesning kitobin aylar qiroat.<\/p>\n
Ozg\u02bbin qo\u02bbllarida portfel shishar,
\nNamlikni o\u02bbtkazar poyabzal charmi.
\nZarb bilan yopsalar, uzilib tushar,
\nEshikka qisilgan sharfning yarmi.<\/p>\n
Yomg\u02bbirda yuvilgan oyna yo\u02bblakka,
\nYorliqday yopishib qolar edi barg.
\nQor yog\u02bbsa telbalar ketib pinakka,
\nQutb ayig\u02bbiday uxlar edi park.<\/p>\n
«Kitob» nomli og\u02bbir dardga chalingan,
\nTelbalar har tamon tirqirab uchdi.
\nNon o\u02bbrniga kitob sotib olingan,
\nTelbalik yillarim yodimga tushdi.<\/p>\n
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\n21\/10\/2014.Kanada. Brempton shahri.<\/p>\n
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\nDadamni eslab
\n———————<\/p>\n
O\u02bbltirardik porloq oyga termulib,
\nDaryo tamonlarda yulduz chamani.
\nUzoqdan o\u02bbtardi poezd chinqirib,
\nOlis temir yo\u02bblning uchqur samani.<\/p>\n
Suvqog\u02bboz parnikmas, o\u02bbtov deng qadim,
\nTunlar ichkarida porlardi chiroq.
\nMen pechka yoquvchi go\u02bblaxi edim,
\nKo\u02bbmir bor, gaz degan yo\u02bbq edi biroq.<\/p>\n
Uzoqda xorigan traktor «Altay»,
\nKezar ekan turtinib zulmat qa\u02bcrida,
\nTumanda adashib qolgan odamday,
\nIngrardi noyabr zulmatlarida.<\/p>\n
Ibodat qilardi dadam uyda jim,
\nBalki farz nomozi, balki vitiri.
\nMen esa parnikda kitob o\u02bbqirdim,
\nSuvqog\u02bboz tom uzra qorlar shitiri.<\/p>\n
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\n15\/10\/2014. Kanada.<\/p>\n
——————
\nKuzatish
\n——————<\/p>\n
Jilmaygancha ko\u02bbz yoshlaringni,
\nYashirasan, aldab netasan?
\nMen perronda qolaman yolg\u02bbiz,
\nSen poezdda yig\u02bblab ketasan.<\/p>\n
Jiqqa yoshga to\u02bblgan ko\u02bbz bilan,
\nYo\u02bbl olasan uzoq ellarga.
\nYugiraman poezd ortidan,
\nSo\u02bbzlar uchar sovuq ellarga.<\/p>\n
Chirpiraydi poyimda xazon,
\nKuz borliqni tumanga belar.
\nXuvillagan perronda turib,
\nPoezd kabi chinqirgim kelar.<\/p>\n
—————————
\n1992 yil, dekabr, Toshkent, Talabalar shaharchasi.<\/p>\n
————————
\nSadoqatli chirildoq
\n—————————<\/p>\n
Oqshom. Dala xovli, o\u02bbyga cho\u02bbmasan,
\nXonang derazasin bog\u02bblarga ochib.
\nMenchi kiprik qoqmay turaveraman.
\nEring kelganda ham ketmayman qochib.<\/p>\n
Esingdami, seni firoq o\u02bbtida,
\nKuydirib bir zamon ketgandim o\u02bblib.
\nMana, tag\u02bbin qaytib keldim yoningga.
\nQaytadan tirilib, chirildoq bo\u02bblib.<\/p>\n
Xovlingda buncha ko\u02bbp bo\u02bblmasa gullar?
\nYo bugun bayrammi, gullar saylimi?
\nSevgilim, shu gullar ochilib yotgan,
\nXovlingda chirillab yursam maylimi?<\/p>\n
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\n1999 yil , avgust .Toshkent.<\/p>\n
————————
\nQadrdon qirg\u02bboqlar
\n———————<\/p>\n
O\u02bbtib ketdi bir birin quvlab,
\nKunlar, oylar va yillar zumda.
\nEsingdami, sohil suvlari?
\nErir edi izlaring qumda.<\/p>\n
Uchrashganda sehrlanganday,
\nSo\u02bbzlasholmay, qolardik tildan.
\nO\u02bbylar edim sen haqda tinmay,
\nUzoq edi sekundlar yildan.<\/p>\n
La\u02bcl, javoxir yulduzlar ila,
\nTun osmoni ketganda boyib.
\nUxlar eding baland so\u02bbrida,
\nSochlaringni daryoday yoyib.<\/p>\n
O\u02bbtar eding go\u02bbyo beparvo,
\nPinxon tutib ko\u02bbzdagi yoshing.
\nSevgim cho\u02bbkib, g\u02bbarq bo\u02bblgan daryo —
\nYot yostiqqa yoyilgan soching.<\/p>\n
Balki bizsiz sohilda hamon,
\nTo\u02bblqinlarni shabboda quvar.
\nQoradaryo oy tovog\u02bbida,
\nYulduzlarni oltindek yuvar.<\/p>\n
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\n8\/07\/2006. Kunduz soat 2:41.
\nBishkek shahri, Sovetskaya ko\u02bbchasi, 128.<\/p>\n
—————————
\nSirli maktublar
\n————————-<\/p>\n
Daraxt menga yo\u02bbl bo\u02bbshatadi,
\nO\u02bbtganimda shu yo\u02bbldan doim.
\nVa daraxtning sarg\u02bbarib ketgan,
\nXatlariga ko\u02bbmilar poyim.<\/p>\n
Daraxt yozgan maktublarini,
\nKimdir olib o\u02bbqishin poylar.
\nXatlarini olis olisga,
\nOlib ketar po\u02bbchtachi soylar.<\/p>\n
Sevib qolgan kimnidir daraxt,
\nSevgan yori yozmaydi javob,
\nXatlarini yashirib, o\u02bbqib,
\nYig\u02bblab — yig\u02bblab etmaydi tavof.<\/p>\n
Daraxt har yil yozaveradi,
\nSiyox, dastgox, qalam, dovotsiz,
\nXatlarini xech kim o\u02bbqimas,
\nUning sevgilisi savodsiz.<\/p>\n
————————-
\n1991 yil , kuz , Toshkent shahri.<\/p>\n
————————-
\nBaxt nolib yurmasin baxtsizligidan
\n—————————<\/p>\n
Jimirlaydi yombi, xazina kabi,
\ncheku chegarasiz «O»simon osmon,
\nyo\u02bbqlik ramzi nol raqamiday.
\nOsimon ummon. Unda miltillaydi
\nyulduzlarning sonsiz uvildirig\u02bbi.
\nUvildiriqlar aro ohista suzar,
\nbotargoxda qatl etilgan oyning
\noltin boshi, misli kumush lagandagi
\nqahramonning boshi singari.
\nHademay osuda, oppoq tong otar.
\nFaqat sizdan bitta iltimos,
\nbaxt qushining tuxumlaridan,
\nquymoq qilmang zinxor ba zinxor.
\nUlarni bostiring parrandalarga.
\nOchib chiqsa, qirg\u02bbiylardan qo\u02bbring
\nbaxt qushining jo\u02bbjalarini.
\nBaxtning polaponi ko\u02bbpayib ketsin,
\ntarqatinglar, hammaga etsin,
\nhamma baxtli bo\u02bblsin Vatanda.
\nBaxt nolib yurmasin baxtsizligidan,
\nxafa bo\u02bblib yurmasin shodlik.
\nOvqat och qolmasin, kiyim yalong\u02bboch
\nsuvlar chanqamasin, tomog\u02bbi qaqrab.
\nOlov sovqatmasin qaltirab, qaqshab …<\/p>\n
———————————
\n1993 yil, Maslaxat qishlog\u02bbi.<\/p>\n
—————————
\nZor — intizor
\n—————————<\/p>\n
Qurg\u02bboqchilik kunlari keldi,
\nSaxro kabi qaqragan ko\u02bbzga.
\nBu dunyoda, sevgilim endi,
\nGo\u02bbzal so\u02bbz yo\u02bbq ismingdan o\u02bbzga.<\/p>\n
Kengliklarga chiqib ketaman
\nSog\u02bbinchlaring qiynasa yomon,
\nSo\u02bbzanaklar tentirab uchgan,
\nJim, kimsasiz dalalar tamon.<\/p>\n
Qurillaydi baqalar mayus,
\nSohilda tun etagin teshib.
\nYuksaladi ko\u02bbklarga ruhim,
\nOy nuridan arqonlar eshib.<\/p>\n
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\n1999 yil , avgust. Maslaxat qishlog\u02bbi.<\/p>\n
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\nYozuv
\n——————<\/p>\n
Sen mag\u02bbrur o\u02bbtasan misoli ro\u02bbyo,
\nTashlab asta iloxiy odim.
\nIzlaringda men emas , go\u02bbyo,
\nQolar ruhsiz yuz yilgi yodim.<\/p>\n
Yuksalganday bo\u02bblasan ko\u02bbkka,
\nDalalarni yoritgan oydek.
\nMen bir chetda qolib ketaman,
\nOy yorug\u02bbi tushmagan joydek.<\/p>\n
Termulaman seng ketgan yo\u02bblga,
\nTumanlarga singiydi jisming.
\nDerazaning oynasin kuxlab,
\nXovurlarga yozaman isming.<\/p>\n
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\n1991 yil , dekabr. Toshkent. Talabalar shaharchasi, 14 -yotoqxona.<\/p>\n
———————
\nQarg\u02bbaga
\n———————<\/p>\n
Qarg\u02bba, seni tezakxo\u02bbr desak,
\nHafa bo\u02bblma, olmagin malol.
\nChunki tezak ba\u02bczi odamning,
\nLuqmasidan ming bora halol.<\/p>\n
Qor qoplagan chorbog\u02bblarga boq,
\nKumush qordan daraxtlar bo\u02bbrki.
\nQarr! Qarr! — desang tumanda shu chog\u02bb,
\nGo\u02bbzal qishning ortadi ko\u02bbrki.<\/p>\n
Seni yomon degan kimsaning,
\nKomilligi emasdir yaxlit.
\nEng yaxshi qush o\u02bbzingsan, chunki,
\nBulbullarga qilmaysan taqlid.<\/p>\n
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\n2008 yil, 30 iyul, dushanba. Tungi soat 2:04.
\nToronto shahri. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nHotira
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Unutmayman endi hech qachon,
\no\u02bbsha qayg\u02bbuli tongni,
\no\u02bbchgan chiroqlarni,
\noqarishib kelayotgan
\nolachalpoq osmonni,
\nyiroqlarni.
\nFil suyagi kabi
\noppoq qo\u02bbllaru
\nshunday jussani.
\nMuyulishga etganimda
\nko\u02bbzim girdobiga
\ncho\u02bbkkan g\u02bbussani.
\nEndi u joylarga bormayman,
\nborsam,
\nShamollar yig\u02bblaydi
\nqamish tilida.<\/p>\n
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\n1993 yil. Andijon.<\/p>\n
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\nQiziq dunyo
\n———————<\/p>\n
Qorong\u02bbudan chiqib qorong\u02bbulikka,
\nKetguvchi umrlar aylana chiziq.
\nBoshing sharga o\u02bbxshar buning ustiga,
\nShar ustida yashash undan ham qiziq.<\/p>\n
Qiziq tuyularkan er — bepul uchoq,
\nDoim xizmatingga tursa shaylanib.
\nSen borib yurmasang, ochgancha quchoq,
\nFasllar yoninga kelsa aylanib.<\/p>\n
Qiziqda, bir umr koinot bilan,
\nQo\u02bbshilib aylansang, aylansang erga.
\nUndan ham qizig\u02bbi, bu voqeani.
\nKimdir aylantirib yuborsa she\u02bcrga.<\/p>\n
—————————
\n2000 yil 28 iyul, yarim tun .
\nMaslaxat qishlog\u02bbi .<\/p>\n
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\nTungi sayr
\n———————-<\/p>\n
Osmon degan parashyutda shom,
\nO\u02bbtloqlarga qo\u02bbnarkan asta,
\nSarg\u02bbayadi darchalarda rom,
\nMashriqda oy kumush patnisday.<\/p>\n
Oy osmonning oppoq siynasi,
\nSutga go\u02bbyo cho\u02bbmilgan kecha.
\nO\u02bbrtansa dil, hijron qiynasa,
\nDeyman — borku kimsasiz ko\u02bbcha.<\/p>\n
Ruhi sokin jimlikni suygan,
\nDarbadarman, daydi sayoqman.
\nQochib chiqdim men yana uydan,
\nMaxbus qochgan kabi qamoqdan.<\/p>\n
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\n20\/06\/2022.
\nTungi soat 11:41.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
———————-
\nYomg\u02bbirli shahar
\n————————<\/p>\n
Fonus o\u02bbychan boqadi erga,
\nKo\u02bblmak jimirlaydi yo\u02bblakda.
\nO\u02bbq uzadi qaldiroq — mergan,
\nYomg\u02bbir hamon quyar chelaklab.<\/p>\n
Darchalardan o\u02bbychan boqar el,
\nOdimlaysan, soyabon boshda.
\nKo\u02bblmaklardan chopib o\u02bbtar el,
\nKo\u02bbchada suv daryoday toshgan.<\/p>\n
Oynalarni yuvsada yomg\u02bbir,
\nSurishtirib yurmas ish xaqin.
\nG\u02bbamgin chaqnab qo\u02bbyadi gohi,
\nTramvaylar shoxida chaqin.<\/p>\n
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\n21\/06\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 11:16.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
————————
\nTo\u02bbrg\u02bbay qo\u02bbshig\u02bbi
\n————————-<\/p>\n
Jo\u02bbnayman bir o\u02bbzim bug\u02bbdoyzor tomon,
\nTabiat qilt etmas, ketganmi hushdan?
\nTo\u02bbrg\u02bbay sayrar dala ustida hamon,
\nKuychi kabi, arshi a\u02bclodan tushgan.<\/p>\n
Havoda muallaq, qanotin rostlab,
\nVijir -vijir sayrab, chorlaydi kimni?
\nKuylar goh balandlab, gohida pastlab,
\nYodga solib olis bolaligimni.<\/p>\n
Osmonga boqaman, yoqamni ushlab,
\nQuvonchlarga to\u02bblib, toshadi yurak.
\nTo\u02bbrg\u02bbay yolg\u02bbizlikni, jimlikni hushlar,
\nTo\u02bbrg\u02bbaylarga ozod kengliklar kerak.<\/p>\n
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\n19\/06\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 4:40.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nQo\u02bbriqchiga
\n————————-<\/p>\n
Kiygan kiyimlaring chirigan, yag\u02bbir,
\nTuribsan laylakdek bitta oyoqda.
\nNa ota onang bor, na jigar bag\u02bbir,
\nDo\u02bbsting seni tashlab ketdi qayoqqa?<\/p>\n
Teshib o\u02bbtganmi yo ko\u02bbylagingni o\u02bbq,
\nBo\u02bbyninga lattaxoch taqib olibsan.
\nQashshoqsan, kissangda sariq chaqa yo\u02bbq,
\nDala etagida yolg\u02bbiz qolibsan.<\/p>\n
Baxt degani senga boqmabdi qiyo,
\nOlmaysan, menimcha maosh ham oylab,
\nNafaqa pulini kutyapsanmi yo,
\nG\u02bbirrom pochtachining yo\u02bblini poylab?<\/p>\n
Fe\u02bclingda ko\u02bbrinmas kibrdan nishon,
\nDonishmand validay tejaysan so\u02bbzni.
\nMen ham qo\u02bbriqchiman, qo\u02bbriqchi, ishon,
\nDoim qorovulday sezaman o\u02bbzni.<\/p>\n
Chetlab lovullagan ufqlar olovin,
\nTurnalar karvoni janubga shoshar.
\nBunda shoxu gado barcha qorovul,
\nHamma nimanidir qo\u02bbriqlab yashar.<\/p>\n
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\n19\/06\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 2:01.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nMabodo
\n————————<\/p>\n
Hech yo\u02bbq, bo\u02bblsam edi yolg\u02bbiz popishak
\npupupub — pupupub — pupupub
\npishsh shsh! — deya
\nolis uvotlarda sayrardim uzoq.
\nDexqonlar ishlashdan to\u02bbxtab, jilmayib
\nbir zum quloq tutardi menga.
\nYo bo\u02bblmasa, omadim chopib,
\nchigirtkaga aylanib qolsam,
\noy porlagan mahal, oqshomlar
\nyozgi Qirg\u02bbizxoji dalalarida
\ntunni zirillatib chirillar edim.
\nYoki deylik, birdan falokat bosib,
\nodam bo\u02bblib qolsam, kutilmaganda
\nkatta — kon odam,
\nbolaligim kechgan daryo sohilidagi
\n«Cho\u02bbchqaxona»* xarobasidan
\nqarardim bepoyon mangu osmonga
\no\u02bbzimning naqadar muvaqqat, ojiz
\nzarra ekanimni anglamoq uchun.<\/p>\n
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\n15\/10\/2006. Kanada.Onterio.<\/p>\n
*»Cho\u02bbchqaxona» — Qoradaryo sohiladagi biz bolalikda to\u02bbp tepib, o\u02bbynab, katta bo\u02bblgan qadimiy cho\u02bbchqaxona xarobasi.<\/p>\n
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\nShukrona
\n———————<\/p>\n
Olloxim, anavi yon qo\u02bbshnim borku,
\no\u02bbshandan degin,
\nbelkurak oluvdim er ag\u02bbdargani.
\nO\u02bbsha qo\u02bbshnim bir soat o\u02bbtgandan keyin,
\nbergan belkuragin so\u02bbrab chiqibdi.
\nSen bo\u02bblsang,
\ntug\u02bbilganimdan beri ishlatib yurgan
\nbelkurakdan afzal qo\u02bbllarimni
\nmana, o\u02bbttiz yildirki,
\nqaytarib ber deya qistab kelmaysan.
\nYaqinda Komxozdan, B.T.I dan,
\nGorgazdan, Elektrosetdan,
\nSoliq idorasidan
\nxo\u02bbmraygan badqovoq odamlar keldi,
\nsemiz — semiz popka ko\u02bbtarib.
\nTo\u02bblov miqdorini eshitgach,
\nhushdan ketay dedim, ko\u02bbkarib.
\nOlloxim,
\nyaxshiyamki farishtalaring,
\nsemiz — semiz popka qo\u02bbltiqlab,
\nquyosh, yomg\u02bbir , shamol xaqini
\nsurishtirib kelmas uyimga.
\nYaxshiyamki nafas yo\u02bblimga
\nhavo xisoblagich o\u02bbrnatmagansan.<\/p>\n
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\n1992 yil, Maslaxat qishlog\u02bbi.<\/p>\n
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\nSukunat
\n———————<\/p>\n
Osuda, bepoyon yulduzli osmon,
\nsomon yo\u02bbli kimsasiz, bo\u02bbm -bo\u02bbsh.
\nOy yoritgan dala ortida xurar
\nberilib, o\u02bbzini unutib, itlar.
\nFaqat sen qolganday dunyoda yolg\u02bbiz.
\nShunday oydin sukunatki, go\u02bbyo,
\naniq eshitadi butun koinot,
\nunitazning chuqur xo\u02bbrsinig\u02bbini.<\/p>\n
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\n23\/07\/2022.
\nKunduz soat 9:36.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nVeteran
\n(Ikkinchi Jahon Urushi ishtirokchisi, hamqishlog\u02bbim Fozil ota hotirasiga)
\n———————<\/p>\n
Uning dil ko\u02bbzgusin parchalagan o\u02bbq,
\nChil — chil sinib ketgan, bo\u02bblmaydi butlab.
\nDo\u02bbstim, u insonga qo\u02bbl cho\u02bbzib, hech yo\u02bbq,
\nBuyuk bayram bilan qo\u02bbysangchi qutlab.<\/p>\n
Miskarnay bo\u02bbg\u02bbzida bizga tanish «Vals»,
\nEngil sadolari o\u02bbynar havoda.
\nQahramonning siyrak sochlarin besas,
\nTo\u02bbzg\u02bbitib o\u02bbynaydi tongi shabboda.<\/p>\n
Shu kunlarda qolgan u yolg\u02bbiz, yo\u02bblsiz,
\nYo\u02bbqdir uning bunda tengdoshi, tengi.
\nUzoqlarga ma\u02bcyus termular, qo\u02bblsiz,
\nShamolda bayroqday xilpirar engi.<\/p>\n
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\n15 avgust, 2010 yil.
\nTong. Toronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nMen g\u02bbarib shomlarda g\u02bbamgin chaqnagan chaqmoq edim
\n—————————<\/p>\n
Ey Vatan nomli chinor, shoxingda bir yaprog\u02bb edim,
\nYozgi bug\u02bbdoyzor aro iz tushmagan so\u02bbqmoq edim.<\/p>\n
Mustabidlar dastidan vaqtincha tark etdim seni,
\nMen g\u02bbarib shomlarda g\u02bbamgin chaqnagan chaqmoq edim.<\/p>\n
Darchadan termulsa oy yo\u02bbqlab qadrdonlar kabi,
\nKimsasiz oydinda tunlar to sahar uyg\u02bboq edim.<\/p>\n
Kunbotarda oh chekib, uchganda sohil qushlari,
\nKo\u02bbkka to\u02bblqin sapchigan tosh qoyali qirg\u02bboq edim.<\/p>\n
Toptading, teshdi oyog\u02bbingni tikonlar, ey g\u02bbanim,
\nChunki men poyingda o\u02bbsgan gul emas, yantoq edim.<\/p>\n
Yig\u02bblamang aslo mozorim ustida, o\u02bblsam agar,
\nQo\u02bbydilar tuproqqa jismim, men axir tuproq edim.<\/p>\n
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\n07\/11\/2016.
\nKunduz soat 1 dan 47 daqiqa o\u02bbtdi.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
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\nShavkat Rahmon hotirasiga
\n————————<\/p>\n
«Osmon to\u02bbla havolar, faqat menga etmaydi.»
\nShavkat Rahmon.
\n————————<\/p>\n
Xato qilg\u02bbay desa kimki vabo o\u02bbldirdi shoirni,
\nDemang tillo kumush ohanrabo o\u02bbldirdi shoirni.<\/p>\n
Labinda g\u02bbunchadek nozik tabassum, qo\u02bbynida hanjar,
\nBaxil, qalbi qaro «do\u02bbst — aqrabo» o\u02bbldirdi shoirni.<\/p>\n
Yayov yolg\u02bbiz kezarkan bir o\u02bbzi oydin chamanlarda,
\nSahar g\u02bbir -g\u02bbir esib o\u02bbtgan sabo o\u02bbldirdi shoirni.<\/p>\n
Muhabbat dardiga topmay davo, she\u02bcr yozdi u bedor,
\nKiyib gulgun qabo nozik ado o\u02bbldirdi shoirni.<\/p>\n
Kelib ko\u02bbklam, chaqin chaqnab, chopib yomg\u02bbir aro shodon,
\nShalobbo ko\u02bbylagi bir dilrabo o\u02bbldirdi shoirni.<\/p>\n
Xazonlar raqsiga termultirib bo\u02bbm — bo\u02bbsh xiyobonlar,
\nSamoda turnalar aytgan vido o\u02bbldirdi shoirni.<\/p>\n
Yalong\u02bboch dov daraxtlar berkinib sokin tumanlarga,
\nXazonli bog\u02bbdagi sharmu hayo o\u02bbldirdi shoirni.<\/p>\n
Nazm bo\u02bbstoniga keltirdi sof muzdek havolarkim,
\nBu ne qismat, qarang, oxir havo o\u02bbldirdi shoirni.<\/p>\n
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\n05\/08\/2015 yil.
\nKechki soat 6 dan 36 daqiqa o\u02bbtdi.
\nKanada. Onterio.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
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\nFarid Usmonga
\n————————-<\/p>\n
Qon tomirlar rishtadir, shundan jarangdor sozimiz,
\nBizga shunday soz ato etgan Xudodan rozimiz.<\/p>\n
She\u02bcr yozishdek bedavo bir dardni yuqtirgan aziz,
\nKamtarin shoir Farid Usmon bizim ustozimiz.<\/p>\n
Shum qadamlar etmagan tosh qoyalar mangu makon,
\nKo\u02bbkda burgutlar kabi ko\u02bbz ilg\u02bbamas parvozimiz.<\/p>\n
Qilmag\u02bbaymiz e\u02bctibor yog\u02bbiy g\u02bbanimlar hayliga,
\nBor adolatli Xudo -yavmul qiyomat Qozimiz.<\/p>\n
Yig\u02bblamay quvnoq yasharmiz bu fano tuprog\u02bbida,
\nTitratar olamni garchand oh ila faryodimiz.<\/p>\n
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\n16\/06\/2016.
\nKech soat 8:02.
\nKanada. Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nAyo soqiy
\n(Hofiz Sheroziy g\u02bbazaliga Xoldor Vulqon muhammasi)
\n—————————<\/p>\n
Yuzin ko\u02bbrgim kelur har on, bu hijron lahzasi yillar,
\nFiroq sahrosida qiynab, ko\u02bbzimga tortadir millar,
\nAzobim yuklasam nogox, chidolmay chinqirar fillar,
\nAyo soqiy sunib joming qil ehson, yashnasin dillar,
\nKo\u02bbrundi avval ishq osonu so\u02bbngra tushdi mushkullar.<\/p>\n
Vujudim rishtasiiga tim qaro soch tolasii bandkim,
\nLabiining bolidin sharmandadir novvot ila qandkim,
\nJunun sahrosida chekkan azobim Qays uchun pandkim,
\nSabo echmoqchi bo\u02bblgan soochining xushbo\u02bbyiga ontkim,
\nMuanbar xalqa — xalqa soochidin qon bo\u02bbldi bu dillar.<\/p>\n
Muhabbat rozinii dilbar kelib sirri nihon aytsa,
\nQulog\u02bbimga pichirlab, jilmayib shirin suxon aytsa,
\nG\u02bbanim ko\u02bbz yoshiga cho\u02bbkkay chekib oxu fig\u02bbon, aytsa,
\nBotir sajjodanii mayga agar piri mug\u02bbon aytsa,
\nYo\u02bblovchiga erur ma\u02bclum yo\u02bbl ahvoli va manzillar.<\/p>\n
Sanam mujgonidan paykon kelib sanchilsa gar bir dam,
\nJigar sadporalar bo\u02bblg\u02bbay berolmas hech kishi yordam,
\nMagar hoziq tabibim yor, tirilgay so\u02bbzlasa murdam,
\nMenga yor uyida ishrat qurish imkoni yo\u02bbq har dam,
\nQilurkan qo\u02bbng\u02bbiroq faryood, bog\u02bblang yukni g\u02bbofillar.<\/p>\n
Ayo ey dil tilab vaslin yutarsan qon ila zardob,
\nQo\u02bbyar joninga o\u02bbt dilbar kiyib qirmiz qabo zarbob,
\nBu yo\u02bblga kirma deb ogoh etibdur ishq elin arbob,
\nQorong\u02bbudir kecha qo\u02bbrqinchli mavj, daxshatlidir girdob,
\nNa bilg\u02bbay holimizni chetda turgan yuuki engillar.<\/p>\n
Falakning charxi kaj , undan muruvvat kutma, ey Hofiz,
\nZaminnii titratib Vulqon kabi qon yutma, ey Hofiz
\nKezib sahro biyobonlar aro yo\u02bbl tutma, ey Hofiz,
\nAgar vasl istasang undan uzoqqa ketma, ey Hofiz,
\nTilakni izla, qo\u02bby dunyoni, ber orzuga tabdillar.<\/p>\n
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\n23 may, 2010 yil.
\nTungi soat 12 dan 45 minut o\u02bbtdi.
\nToronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nMen diyoru yorisiz
\n( Piri ustodimiz hazrati Amir Alisher Navoiy g\u02bbazaliga muhammas )
\n————————<\/p>\n
Masjidim mayxona har dam ko\u02bbzlari hummoorsiz.
\nMisli roxib tog\u02bbu tosh bag\u02bbriyda yolg\u02bbiz, g\u02bboorsiz,
\nKimsasiz sahroda qoldim kulbayu devoorsiz,
\nNavbahor ayyomi bo\u02bblmish men diyoru yoorsiz,
\nBulbul o\u02bblg\u02bbondek xazon fasli gulu gulzoorsiz.<\/p>\n
Teshdi osmonlarni boshim, buncha ummonlar sayoz?
\nKuydirib kul qildi poyim qahraton qishlik ayoz.
\nBo\u02bbldi alvonrang qizil qonim siyoxidin qog\u02bboz,
\nGohi sarv uzra gahi gul uzra bulbul nag\u02bbmasoz,
\nVaxki menman gungu lol ul sarvi gul ruxsoorsiz.<\/p>\n
Qoshlaring shamshiridin to\u02bbg\u02bbrab otilgan burdaman,
\nKechalar oydek jamolingdin taralgan nurdaman,
\nIntizor, vaslingni izlab na tirik na murdaman,
\nTong emasdur, gar diyoru yooorisiz ozurdaman,
\nKim emas bulbul, gulu gulzoorsiz, ozoorsiz.<\/p>\n
Cho\u02bbg\u02bb kabi alvon labingdin sachragay qonimg\u02bba o\u02bbt,
\nSo\u02bbzlaringdinkim ilashgay laxza har yonimg\u02bba o\u02bbt,
\nO\u02bbrlagay zulmatda guvlab oxu afg\u02bbonimga o\u02bbt,
\nRavza ashjori o\u02bbtindur, gullari jonimg\u02bba o\u02bbt,
\nMumkin o\u02bblsa anda bo\u02bblmog\u02bbliq dame Dildoorsiz.<\/p>\n
Parpirar yulduz va oy, sokin halovatlig\u02bb kecha,
\nDur to\u02bbkilmishdur guhar, gulgun dudog\u02bbingdin necha,
\nJilmayib siymin bog\u02bbichlardin mayin soching echa,
\nMay chu berding, zulf ila band et meni, ey mug\u02bbbacha,
\nKim xush ermas mug\u02bb bila ichmak qadax zunnoorsiz.<\/p>\n
Bu umr iz tushmagan qorli, salobatli dovon,
\nIntilar qorli dovonlar qasdida piru javon,
\nJomi vahdat birla qorlar ostida qoldik omon,
\nTopmaduq gul rangi jomi bexumor ey boog\u02bbbon,
\nVaxki bu gulshan aro gul butmas ermush xoorsiz.<\/p>\n
Bu kecha oy nuridan bo\u02bblmish charog\u02bbon sog\u02bbu so\u02bbl,
\nNavbahor oqshomi sokin, yashnagay sahroyu cho\u02bbl,
\nQaqragan dashtlar aro Vulqon hayot daryosi bo\u02bbl,
\nAhli zuxd ichra Navoiy topmadi maqsadg\u02bba yo\u02bbl,
\nVaqtingizni xush tuting ey ja\u02bcmikim xummoorsiz.<\/p>\n
9 mart, 2009 yil.
\nKunduz soat 4:45.
\nToronto shahri.<\/p>\n
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\nYaxshilig\u02bb
\n( Zahiriddin Muhammad Bobur g\u02bbazaliga Xoldor Vulqon muhammasi )
\n—————————<\/p>\n
Kutma o\u02bbzni fil atab yurgan quyondin yaxshilig\u02bb,
\nKo\u02bbrmamish olam eli, kasbi ziyondin yaxshilig\u02bb,
\nEtmag\u02bbay insonga hech qurtu chayondin yaxshilig\u02bb,
\nKim ko\u02bbribdur, ey ko\u02bbngil, ahli jahondin yaxshilig\u02bb,
\nKimki ondin yaxshi yo\u02bbq, ko\u02bbz tutma ondin yaxshilig\u02bb.<\/p>\n
Ahli dillar o\u02bbrtanur zulmatda har on, har daqiq,
\nJilmayar poygakda donish, za\u02bcfaron, ro\u02bbyi aqiq,
\nBoshiga tushganda kulfat bo\u02bblmadi davron shafiq,
\nBu zamonni naaf\u02bciy qilsam, aayb qilma, ey rafiq,
\nKo\u02bbrmadim hargiz netoyin, bu zamondan yaxshilig\u02bb.<\/p>\n
Kimsasiz oydin sukunat to\u02bbldi maxzun ko\u02bbnglima,
\nGohi burgut qoya oshyon bo\u02bbldi maxzun ko\u02bbnglima,
\nBepoyon, darvesh shamollar eldi maxzun ko\u02bbnglima,
\nDilrabolardin yomonlig\u02bb keldi maxzun ko\u02bbnglima,
\nKelmadi jonimg\u02bba hech oromi jondin yaxshilig\u02bb.<\/p>\n
Yaxshilarga chox qazib goh otmagil to\u02bbfangu to\u02bbp,
\nSen alarning gardi poyin ko\u02bbzga surt, ardoqla, o\u02bbp,
\nTelba, dovdir kimsalardek chopmagin qo\u02bbllarda cho\u02bbp,
\nEy ko\u02bbngil, chun yaxshidin ko\u02bbrding yomonlig\u02bb asru ko\u02bbp,
\nEmdi ko\u02bbz tutmak ne ma\u02bcni har yomondin yaxshilig\u02bb.<\/p>\n
G\u02bbam ema qo\u02bbzg\u02bbolsa boshing ustida to\u02bbfoni No\u02bbh,
\nO\u02bbksima gardun yo\u02bblinga gul emas, sochganda cho\u02bbg\u02bb,
\nJilmayib boshing baland tut, otsalar ko\u02bbksinga o\u02bbq,
\nBori elg\u02bba yaxshilig\u02bb qilg\u02bbilki mundin yaxshi yo\u02bbq,
\nKim, degaylar, dahr aro qoldi falondin yaxshilig\u02bb.<\/p>\n
Porlasin ko\u02bbksingda, Vulqon, botining zoxir kabi,
\nBodai rahmatni dilda saqlag\u02bbil chog\u02bbir kabi,
\nNa\u02bcra tortsang titragay er goh zamon oxir kabi,
\nYaxshilig\u02bb ahli jahondin istama Bobur kabi,
\nKim ko\u02bbribdur, ey ko\u02bbngil, ahli jahondin yaxshilig\u02bb.<\/p>\n
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\n22 may, 2010 yil.
\nKunduz soat 5 dan 43 minut o\u02bbtdi.
\nToronto shahri, Kanada.<\/p>\n
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\nKelmaysan
\n(Dilorom Ergasheva g\u02bbazaliga Xoldor Vulqon muhammasi)
\n——————-<\/p>\n
Sog\u02bbinch sahrosida rangim somon bo\u02bblguncha kelmaysan,
\nTutib qo\u02bblga aso, qaddim kamon bo\u02bblguncha kelmaysan,
\nNahot dunyo tugab, oxir zamon bo\u02bblguncha kelmaysan,
\nYoshim yomg\u02bbir bo\u02bblib, jonim xazon bo\u02bblguncha kelmaysan,
\nHayot mushkul, o\u02bblim undan oson bo\u02bblguncha kelmaysan.<\/p>\n
To\u02bblin oy darchadan boqqan qorong\u02bbu kecha, yolbordim,
\nKelarsan deb senga, ey gul sahovatpesha, yolbordim,
\nCho\u02bbkib tiz, el ulusdin qilmayin andesha yolbordim,
\nSanga jon — tan bilan bordim, kuyingda necha yolbordim ,
\nVujudim bir tomon, jon bir tomon bo\u02bblguncha kelmaysan.<\/p>\n
Makonim yo\u02bbq mening hijron firoq sahrosidin o\u02bbzga,
\nXayolan goh musavvirdek chizarman surating bo\u02bbzga,
\nGo\u02bbzal ismingni yozsam o\u02bbt ketar deb qo\u02bbrqaman so\u02bbzga,
\nMajolim yo\u02bbq yurarga, kelgil — ey san, sangdil ko\u02bbzga,
\nBorar yo\u02bbllarda har tosh bir dovon bo\u02bblguncha kelmaysan.<\/p>\n
Hayotim shu\u02bclaafshondir qorong\u02bbu kechalar shamdan,
\nKavokib kiprigi uzra omonat titragan namdan,
\nHajr sahrosida menga xayoling hamnafas, hamdam,
\nAyo, kelmay yomon — yaxshimda bir Dil so\u02bbrmading g\u02bbamdan,
\nNahotki, endi bir yaxshing yomon bo\u02bblguncha kelmaysan?<\/p>\n
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\n29\/10\/2020.
\nKunduz soat 10:10.
\nKanada, Onterio.<\/p>\n
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\nKuz ilhomlari
\n——————————<\/p>\n
Voh, kuzgi daraxt shaklida hayronani ko\u02bbrdim,
\nYolg\u02bbiz va g\u02bbarib, bir dili vayronani ko\u02bbrdim.<\/p>\n
Jim jit ko\u02bbchada o\u02bbynadi raqqosa shamollar,
\nCharx urdi hazon girvati, parvonani ko\u02bbrdim.<\/p>\n
Darcham yonidan o\u02bbtdi uchib yovvoyi g\u02bbozlar,
\nParvoziyu faryodida devonani ko\u02bbrdim.<\/p>\n
Qushlar uyasin tutdi daraxt shoxida, yo Rab,
\nInlarga boqib, g\u02bbam to\u02bbla paymonani ko\u02bbrdim.<\/p>\n
Za\u02bcfar kapalaklar kabi uchganda xazonlar,
\nBarglarga ko\u02bbmilgan ko\u02bbcha, ostonani ko\u02bbrdim.<\/p>\n
Yo\u02bbllarga xazonlar to\u02bbshadi kuzgi Toronto,
\nBoqqancha chinor bargiga Farg\u02bbonani ko\u02bbrdim.<\/p>\n
Ishq bodasidan mastu alast shomu sahar dil,
\nUzlat uyida xilvati mayxonani ko\u02bbrdim.<\/p>\n
Do\u02bbst topmadi Vulqon bu jahon mulkida izlab,
\nHar erda g\u02bbanim, vaxshati begonani ko\u02bbrdim.<\/p>\n
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\n26 oktyabr, 2010 yil. Kanada.<\/p>\n
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VATAN
\n(O\u02bbzbekiston xalq hofizi Sherali Jo\u02bbraevga bag\u02bbishlanadi)
\n——————————<\/p>\n
Sen agar bug\u02bbdoy boshoq bo\u02bblsang somoningman, Vatan,
\nToabad boshing omon bo\u02bblsin, tovoningman, Vatan.<\/p>\n
Barcha yaxshi, barcha oqil, barcha dono, faylasuf,
\nQimtinib bir chekkada yurgan yomoningman, Vatan.<\/p>\n
Chor taraf zulmat, tuman, uvlaydi ming -minglab shoqol,
\nTo sahar gulxan yoqib chiqqan cho\u02bbponingman, Vatan.<\/p>\n
Barcha jim, tilsiz pisib, mum tishlaganda, xayqirib,
\nHaq so\u02bbzin dor ostida aytgan zaboningman, Vatan.<\/p>\n
Bo\u02bblmasin ovvora yov oybolta qayrab qatlima,
\nQatl etib o\u02bbldirsa xam o\u02bblmas omoningman, Vatan.<\/p>\n
Yurtda Vulqon cho\u02bbqqidek boshim bulutlardan baland,
\nYov uchun mangu o\u02bbtib bo\u02bblmas dovoningman, Vatan!<\/p>\n
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\n2004 yil. Andijon.<\/p>\n
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\n****************************<\/p>\n
Yapon she\u02bcriyatidan Xoldor Vulqon tarjimalari<\/p>\n
Xayku va tankalar:<\/p>\n
—————<\/p>\n
Xayku va tankalar xaqida<\/p>\n
Xayku va tankalarda ko\u02bbp qirrali nimkosa ma\u02bcno, kinoya, fisqu fasod, falsafiy mazmun mushoxadalar yo\u02bbq.Bu ixcham poetik janr go\u02bbzal tabiat manzaralarini, yoxud narsalar xolatini, yoki odamning muayyan ruhiy kayfiyatini aks etdirish orqali o\u02bbquvchiga xayrat bag\u02bbishlash, osuda tonglar kabi toza tuyg\u02bbular baxsh etish san\u02bcatidir.Xayku va tankalarda aks etdirilgan manzaralarni ko\u02bbz oldingizga keltira olsangiz, tog\u02bbdagi qishloqda oy chiqishini sarg\u02bbayib kuzatayotgan dexqonlar holatini,butazorlar ortidan ohista ko\u02bbtarilayotgan to\u02bblin oyni ko\u02bbrayotganday, chigirtkalar chirillashini eshitayotganday, bo\u02bblasiz.Tahayyul va tahayyur shu\u02bclalariga yo\u02bbg\u02bbrilasiz.Quyida bundan olti asr avval yozilgan yapon xaykularini va tankalarini o\u02bbz tarjimam orqali hukmingizga havola qilaman.<\/p>\n
Xoldor Vulqon
\nO\u02bbzbekiston Yozuvchilar uyushmasining a\u02bczosi
\n1983 — 2013 yillar.<\/p>\n
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Xaykular.<\/p>\n
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\nMatsuo Basyo
\n——————-<\/p>\n
***
\nQorli tong.
\nYana quritilgan baliqni
\neyman shekilli yolg\u02bbiz bir o\u02bbzim.<\/p>\n
***
\nDengiz suvida suzib yurar
\nmayda yaltiroq baliqchalar.
\nTutaman desang, yo\u02bbq bo\u02bblib qolishar.<\/p>\n
***
\nShu qoyadan turib,
\nko\u02bbm — ko\u02bbk dengizga
\nqalpog\u02bbimni uloqtiraman!<\/p>\n
***
\nQishki dala.
\nUzoqlarda yurar dexqonlar
\nqolgan — qutgan cho\u02bbplarni yig\u02bbib.<\/p>\n
***
\nSochim o\u02bbsibdi.
\nOzib ketdim, rangim olingan
\nbug\u02bbu oyidagi yomg\u02bbir to\u02bbxtamas.<\/p>\n
***
\nBanan yaproqlari so\u02bblg\u02bbin.
\nOyning porlab chiqishini
\nsarg\u02bbayib kuzatar dexqonlar.<\/p>\n
***
\nYo\u02bbllar toyg\u02bboq muzlama.
\nAttang, toyib yiqildi
\nshirakayf do\u02bbstim.<\/p>\n
***
\nO\u02bblgan o\u02bbg\u02bblin eslab yig\u02bbladi ota.
\nSo\u02bbnayotgan gulxan cho\u02bbg\u02bblari
\no\u02bbchib qoldi uning ko\u02bbzyoshlaridan.<\/p>\n
***
\nEgnimdagi qog\u02bboz ko\u02bbylagimni
\nivitib yirtibdi
\nbahor yomg\u02bbiri.<\/p>\n
***
\nMuzlagan olabug\u02bba baliqlari
\nirjaytirib yotar tishlarin
\nsovuq do\u02bbkon peshtaxtasida.<\/p>\n
***
\nQaydasan sen, mening tayanchim?
\nXassa qilib olgan cho\u02bbpagimni
\nsindirdi kuzgi shamol.<\/p>\n
***
\nUfqlarga botmoqda quyosh.
\nKuzgi daryo suvlarida
\nyaltillaydi mayda baliqlar.<\/p>\n
***
\nChoponim yupqa.
\nKun bo\u02bbyi o\u02bbtirib undagi bitlarni
\nterib o\u02bbldirdim.<\/p>\n
***
\nJuda qalin qor yog\u02bbibdi.
\nEndi Xakbinz tog\u02bbidan
\nqanday oshib o\u02bbtar odamlar?<\/p>\n
***
\nYosinodagi gullagan giloslarni
\nko\u02bbrsataymi senga,
\nmening qalpog\u02bbim?<\/p>\n
***
\nOxir quvib etdim nihoyat,
\nO\u02bbtgan bahorni
\nOlis «Vaka» bandargoxida.<\/p>\n
***
\nVoy bayov!.. Voy bayov!..
\nYana nima deyish mumkin siz xaqingizda
\nYosinodagi gullagan giloslar!<\/p>\n
***
\nUstunlariga has — xashak ilingan
\nko\u02bbprik xayrlashayotir
\nto\u02bblin oy bilan.<\/p>\n
***
\nQaydan keldi bu yalqovlik?
\nBugun arang uyg\u02bbotishdi meni,
\nshovullaydi bahor yomg\u02bbiri.<\/p>\n
***
\nQuvonchla boqamiz yonarqurtlarga,
\nqayiqchidan umid yo\u02bbq, u mast.
\nTo\u02bblqinlar qayiqni surib bormoqda.<\/p>\n
***
\nOydin qish kechasi
\nqor bosgan yo\u02bbllar.
\nItga otay desam topilmaydi tosh.<\/p>\n
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\nKobayasi Issa
\n—————————-<\/p>\n
***
\nKechib o\u02bbtdim sayoz va toshli,
\nfe\u02bcruzarang daryo suvlarin,
\nshippagimni qo\u02bblimga olib.<\/p>\n
***
\nOydin kecha.
\nTiniq sholipoya suvida
\noqib yurar gilos gullari.<\/p>\n
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\nKovaxigasi Xekigado
\n—————————<\/p>\n
***
\nSuzayotir qora kemaday,
\nsekin asta bulutlar aro
\ntog\u02bbning cho\u02bbqqisi.<\/p>\n
***
\nShilliqqurtning sira
\nchig\u02bbanog\u02bbidan chiqqisi kelmas
\nkuzgi shamollar.<\/p>\n
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\nMasaoka Siki
\n—————————<\/p>\n
Gullagan Yamabuka soyasi.
\nSuv solingan qovoqda
\nbiltanglaydi kumushrang baliq.<\/p>\n
***
\nKimsasizlik.
\nDaraxt ostidagi shaloq o\u02bbrindiqda
\nqarag\u02bbayning igna barglari.<\/p>\n
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\nNayto Meysetsu
\n————————-<\/p>\n
***
\nQaytarib keladi o\u02bbz ovozimni
\nyana o\u02bbzimga
\nkuzgi bo\u02bbronlar.<\/p>\n
***
\nYurmayotgan otining
\njilovidan tortar zo\u02bbr berib
\naravakash sovuq kechada.<\/p>\n
***
\nEshitilar oyna ortidan
\ndexqon ketmonining chiqirlashlari.
\nShudgorda tosh ko\u02bbp.<\/p>\n
***
\nZilol suvli daryoda,
\nlapanglab oqmoqda
\nsuvga qulatilgan xodalar.<\/p>\n
***
\nTutunlarda ko\u02bbrinmay ketar
\nsargashta roxib.
\nOlislarda yangrar qo\u02bbng\u02bbiroq.<\/p>\n
***
\nChug\u02bburchuqlar galasi
\nuchib o\u02bbtdi tepamdan.
\nEshitdim qanotlar shuvillashini.<\/p>\n
***
\nMenga sovg\u02bba berishdi.
\nOltin baliqchani olib ketyapman
\nsuvli qovoqda.<\/p>\n
***
\nQish yomg\u02bbiri.
\nHamma narsa jim.
\nQirg\u02bboqdagi qayiq ham hatto.<\/p>\n
***
\nGo\u02bbyo itoatkor kapalakni oldiga solib,
\nxaydab kelayotganga o\u02bbxshar
\nso\u02bbqmoqdagi yo\u02bblovchi.<\/p>\n
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\nTaneda Santoka
\n—————————<\/p>\n
***
\nShunday ketmoqdaman
\nso\u02bbzanakni qalpog\u02bbimga
\nqo\u02bbndirganimcha.<\/p>\n
***
\nYolg\u02bbiz o\u02bbtiribman
\nromga elimlab
\nyangi qog\u02bbozni.
\n***
\nQanday va qayoqdan qaramayin,
\nhamon yog\u02bbayapti to\u02bbxtamay
\nyog\u02bbayapti qor.<\/p>\n
***
\nChirildoqlar chirillar.
\nBerkinishning iloji yo\u02bbq
\nbu tovushlardan.<\/p>\n
***
\nHamon uchayapti
\nkuzgi daraxtlarning
\nyaproqlari sovuq shamolda.<\/p>\n
***
\nDam olib yotgan chog\u02bbim
\nqip qizil so\u02bbzanak
\noyog\u02bbimga qo\u02bbndi o\u02bbtloqda.<\/p>\n
***
\nYaxshilab chaynash kerak,
\nxafsala bilan.
\nGuruch bu guruchda…
\n***
\nBo\u02bbkib sake ichib, mast bo\u02bblib,
\nchirildoqlar bilan birga
\nuxlab qolibman.<\/p>\n
***
\nYozgi sel shovqini
\nyillar o\u02bbtishi bilan men kabi
\nqaribdi u ham.<\/p>\n
***
\nAyozli qish kechasi
\nsovuq izg\u02bbirin.
\nMen qaerda tunayman endi?..<\/p>\n
***
\nQayoqqadir shoshar
\nsovuq bulutlar
\ncheksiz osmonda…<\/p>\n
***
\nDalada izg\u02bbirin.
\ntoshlarni teraman
\nkuzgi shamolda…<\/p>\n
***
\nQanday ivib ketdima
\nboyagina huv anavi,
\nbulutlardan yoqqan yomg\u02bbirda!..
\n***
\nUziliksiz kavshanaman.
\nMening ovqatim —
\nguruch kepagi.<\/p>\n
***
\nHoy, noinsof chigirtka!
\nxaltadagi guruch o\u02bbzi oz!
\nertagacha etsin…<\/p>\n
***
\nEmoqqa ovqat yo\u02bbq.
\nkuzataman quyoshni g\u02bbamgin
\nbaland, olis tog\u02bblar ortiga…<\/p>\n
***
\nYolg\u02bbiz, beg\u02bbam, oppoq kapalak
\nUchib aylanmoqda pildirab.
\nHamma yoqda tosh.<\/p>\n
***
\nKulbam ayvonida yolg\u02bbiz o\u02bbltirib,
\nrohatdan ko\u02bbzlarim yumib, kavshanib,
\nUembosi qiyomin eyman . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nYolg\u02bbiz va sokin
\njim — jit o\u02bbngirlarning
\nshaffof tonglari . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nIyul jalasi
\no\u02bbprilib ketdimi deymanda,
\nsamo to\u02bbg\u02bboni . . .
\n***
\nXotiralar uchib kelar
\nqaydandir birdan
\noppoq yuvosh kapalak bilan . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nAtrof tog\u02bb, qarag\u02bbay o\u02bbrmoni.
\nToshni yostiq qilib yotibman.
\nShosha pisha suzar kuzgi bulutlar. . .<\/p>\n
***
\nTungi ibodatxonada
\ntongacha mushuk
\no\u02bbynaydi parvona kapalak bilan.<\/p>\n
***
\nYo\u02bblda kasal bo\u02bblib qoldim.
\nMana endi tungi zulmatda,
\ntinglayapman sel shovqinini . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nQorong\u02bbi tushdi.
\nEndi oydin tog\u02bblardan
\naxtaraman tunamoqqa joy.
\n***
\nNaxot shu kul qolgan bo\u02bblsa
\nyoqib yuborilgan kundaligimdan ?. . .<\/p>\n
***
\nTong pallasi yirik tomchilar
\nnog\u02bbora qilib chalar
\npastakkina kulbam tomini.<\/p>\n
***
\nMeni burga chaqib, uxlatmayapti,
\nyulduz to\u02bbla bepoyon osmon . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nDengizlarga tikilganimcha
\nsohildagi o\u02bbtloqda
\nbo\u02bbshanaman , xojat qilaman.<\/p>\n
***
\nKuzgi shamollarda
\nOt sug\u02bboraman . . .
\n***
\nCho\u02bbchqa menga tikildi.
\nQiziqishdan ochilgan og\u02bbziga
\nKirmoqda kuzgi shamol .<\/p>\n
***
\nKun bo\u02bbyi yomg\u02bbir yog\u02bbdi .
\nMen o\u02bbyladim xasratga cho\u02bbmib ,
\nolislarda qolgan Vatanimni.<\/p>\n
***
\nBuncha ham mazali
\nbo\u02bblmasa guruch .
\nKavshanaman bir o\u02bbzim o\u02bbychan.<\/p>\n
***
\nOftob qizdirmoqda
\nustarada taglab qirilgan
\ntaqir boshimni…<\/p>\n
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\nIsikava Tokuboku
\n—————————<\/p>\n
***
\nTurgenevning romanini
\npoezdda o\u02bbqib ketayotib
\n«Isikari» dan o\u02bbtib ketibman.<\/p>\n
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\nMidzuxara Syuosi
\n————————-<\/p>\n
***
\nQishloq uzra g\u02bbamgin porlagan oyni,
\ntomosha qilmas hech kim.
\nBarcha sholi o\u02bbrimida . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nOlmalar gullagan .
\nboyagina yoqqan bahor selida,
\noppoq gul qopladi soxil suvlarin.
\n***
\nOy porlar .
\nQayinlar soyasi sezilmas ,
\ntumanlarga cho\u02bbmgan qayinzor.<\/p>\n
***
\nBahorni kuzatayapman
\nyomg\u02bbirlarda shalobbo ivib
\nbulutlar bilan yuzma — yuz , tog\u02bbda.<\/p>\n
***
\nYomg\u02bbirli kun .
\nOqin bo\u02bbylab oqar xrizantemalar
\nko\u02bbrinmaydi bironta qayiq.<\/p>\n
***
\nChoy gullaydi baland qoyada ,
\nshom zulmati qoplagan tog\u02bblar.
\nOlislardan ko\u02bbtarilar oy.
\n***
\nQaldirg\u02bbochlar chiyillab uchar ,
\ngir aylanib, tog\u02bbdagi kulbamning,
\ntomi ustidan.<\/p>\n
***
\nXagi gullayotgan.
\nAsama tog\u02bbiga chiqaman
\nbulutlarni qayrib . . .
\n***
\nJarlar aro , to\u02bblqinlar uzra ,
\nchag\u02bbalaylar ini yonida
\nolxo\u02bbri gullar . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nBerkinadi o\u02bbt — o\u02bblan ichra
\ntunash uchun o\u02bbtloq kakkusi ,
\nyaqinlashar tun . . .<\/p>\n
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\nAkutagava Ryunoske
\n—————————<\/p>\n
***
\nMana tong otdi.
\nQo\u02bbshig\u02bbini to\u02bbxtatib birdan ,
\nchirildoq jimib qoldi.<\/p>\n
***
\nTog\u02bb etaklarida
\nyumilib qolibdi sovuq ayozdan ,
\nchoy g\u02bbunchalari.<\/p>\n
***
\nQishki yomg\u02bbirlar,
\nkanal qirg\u02bbog\u02bbidagi choyxonada
\nyolg\u02bbiz bir mexmon . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nBog\u02bb yo\u02bblakchasidagi
\nko\u02bblmakda aks etar
\nAzaliya gullari . . .<\/p>\n
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\nNatsume Soseki
\n—————————<\/p>\n
***
\nMen kasal yotgan xonaning
\nbambuk pardasiga ohista qo\u02bbndi
\nkuzgi kapalak.<\/p>\n
***
\nKuzgi daryo, baland sohillar.
\nDaryo uzra aks — sado yangrar.
\nchayla qurishyapti uzoqda.<\/p>\n
——————
\nIida Dakotsu
\n———————<\/p>\n
***
\nPechka eshikchasin ochib, qarayman.
\nKo\u02bbmir oxista, istamaygina,
\n«qraq, qraq» etib yonmoqda ekan. . .
\n***
\nShamolda chayqalib jaranglar
\neshikka osilgan mitti qo\u02bbng\u02bbiroq.
\nAnor gullabdi . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nPashshaxonaga kirib yotibman
\nso\u02bbnayotir kuzgi saharda.
\nO\u02bbchoqdagi kechagi cho\u02bbg\u02bblar . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nQor ko\u02bbmib tashladi
\nbarcha yo\u02bbllarni.
\nIsinaman o\u02bbchoq oldida yolg\u02bbiz . . .<\/p>\n
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\nNayto Meysetsu
\n——————-<\/p>\n
***
\nShaffof suvda
\nqilt etmaydi mudroq baliqlar.
\nKuzgi shamol . . .<\/p>\n
——————<\/p>\n
Takaxama Kyosi
\n———————<\/p>\n
***
\nGuvillagan sovuq shamolni,
\nko\u02bbksim bilan qarshi olib .
\nbir zumga unutdim qariganimni . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nXademay jimib qolar
\no\u02bbtinchining boltasi tog\u02bbda.
\nKuzgi yomg\u02bbirlar . . .
\n***
\nLoyqalatib ariq suvini,
\ndexqon sholg\u02bbom yuvar
\nhafsala bilan . . .
\n***
\nBirinchi qish yomg\u02bbiri,
\nmening yuragimda umrbod
\nqolar endi u . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nBoshim uzra uchib o\u02bbtdi qush,
\ntumshug\u02bbida nimadir cho\u02bbqib .
\nMeva shekilli . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nMana , yana bitta chinor novdasi,
\nyaproqlarin to\u02bbkib, yalang\u02bbochlandi . . .
\nSuv quyganday jim jit chor taraf.<\/p>\n
***
\nBaland tog\u02bb yonbag\u02bbirlaridan turib,
\no\u02bbtinchilar o\u02bbychan termulib qarar,
\nvodiydagi qolgan qutgan qorlarga . ..<\/p>\n
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\nKovaxigasi Xekigado
\n———————<\/p>\n
***
\nOyog\u02bbim ostida o\u02bbralashib ,
\no\u02bbsib yotgan maysalar aro
\nchiyillaydi mitti jo\u02bbjalar.
\n***
\nMen tun bo\u02bbyi xayku yozaman,
\nkamsuqumgina xotinim esa,
\nkiyimini yamab — yasqaydi . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nO\u02bbtloqqa chiqaman ,
\nqizg\u02bbaldoqlar to\u02bbzg\u02bbir shamolda.
\nSuqsirlar uchib o\u02bbtar sarosar. . .<\/p>\n
***
\nKartoshka qaynataman.
\nGo\u02bbyo koinotning bo\u02bbshliqlarida
\nyig\u02bblar bolakay . . .
\n***
\nQoraygan o\u02bbchoq mo\u02bbrisi uzra
\naylanadi inga joy izlab
\nqaldirg\u02bbochlar baxorda . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nQishloqda bayram,
\nqirmizi fonuslar yonar.
\nBo\u02bbkiradi bug\u02bbu zulmatda . . .
\n***
\nSuv charxpalagin aylantirishdan,
\nCharchab holdan toydi odamlar
\nSholi ekish mavsumida . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nBug\u02bbda pishirilgan sholg\u02bbomni
\nSuzmaga qo\u02bbshib eb
\nO\u02bbltirdim g\u02bbamgin . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nSovuq suyagimdan o\u02bbtib ketdi
\nChoshgox payti soxilda
\nQarag\u02bbaylar aro daydiyman hamon.<\/p>\n
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\nIsikava Takuboku
\n—————————-<\/p>\n
Kasalxona derazasiga
\nyaqin olib kelishdi meni.
\nOdamlarni ko\u02bbrib quvondim.
\n***
\nOxiri uloqtirdim
\nkuya egan telpagimni men.
\nolti yil kiydim uni.<\/p>\n
————————
\nToki Dzemmaro
\n————————<\/p>\n
***
\nUzoqlarni ko\u02bbrsatdim barmog\u02bbim bilan,
\nu yoqlarda, u o\u02bblkalarda
\noqib yotar Volga daryosi.
\n***
\nUziliksiz, xuddi telbadek,
\no\u02bbylayverdim achchiq tamaki chekib
\nolis Sibir qorlari xaqda.<\/p>\n
***
\nQayta — qayta o\u02bbqiyman ko\u02bbzlarimda yosh,
\nyurakka yaqin Turgenevning bu kitobi.
\nMuqovasi sarg\u02bbayib ketgan…<\/p>\n
***
\nOx, necha bor o\u02bbchdi papiros cho\u02bbg\u02bbi,
\nhasratli o\u02bbylar —
\nachchiq Rus tamakisi, qish…<\/p>\n
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\nNasivaki Dzyundzaburo
\n————————-<\/p>\n
Kuzgi daryo qirg\u02bbog\u02bbi.
\nUzun — uzun o\u02bbt — o\u02bblan ichra
\nbaliq tutar qarmoqda kimdir.<\/p>\n
—————————
\nMasaoka Siki
\n—————————<\/p>\n
***
\nChirildoqlar chirillar,
\nammo ming afsus
\nquloqlari kardir otamning…
\n***
\nQishloqdan shaharga kelib,
\ngullagan gilosni tomosha qilayotgan
\ndexqon hamyonini kesib ketishdi…<\/p>\n
***
\nRangpar oy.
\nMening birdan
\ntarvuz o\u02bbg\u02bbirlagim keldi negadir.
\n***
\nO\u02bbg\u02bbrini tutib,
\nsimyog\u02bbochga bog\u02bblab qo\u02bbydilar.
\ntungi ayoz…<\/p>\n
***
\nOqshom,
\nhovuzdagi o\u02bbrdaklar ustiga
\nqor yog\u02bbayotir.
\n***
\nShom payti qiynalib yurib,
\nfonusni osdim
\ngullayotgan gilos shoxiga…<\/p>\n
***
\nTumanlarning qa\u02bcridan chiqdim.
\nEhhe, qanchalar buyuk dengiz
\nro\u02bbparamda yastanib yotar!
\n***
\nYozgi daryo.
\nKo\u02bbprik boru lekin,
\notlar o\u02bbtar sayoz kechuvdan…<\/p>\n
***
\nJuda ko\u02bbpchilik
\nyotib olgan kema saxniga.
\nPorlar yozgi oy…<\/p>\n
***
\nOrtimga o\u02bbgrilgan paytim,
\nhozirgina yonimdan o\u02bbtgan yo\u02bblovchi
\ntumanlarda ko\u02bbrinmay ketdi…
\n***
\nQayiqdan, ko\u02bbpriklardan
\nkir yoyadigan joydan,
\nhamma yoqdan qararlar oyga…
\n***
\nBahor oqshomi,
\nkimdir o\u02bbtdi yonimdan
\nsibizg\u02bba chalib…<\/p>\n
***
\nQanday qayg\u02bbuli ko\u02bbrinish!
\nO\u02bbrgimchak to\u02bbriga
\nkapalaklar ilinib yotar…<\/p>\n
——————————
\nTankalar
\nSaygyo she\u02bcriyatidan
\n——————————-<\/p>\n
***
\nDuvillab to\u02bbkildi
\nuzun — uzun o\u02bbt — o\u02bblanlardan .
\nbillur shudringlar.
\nKuzgi shamol guvillar
\nMyagino dalalarida.<\/p>\n
***
\nNixoyat kuzgi osmonda,
\nqosh qoraygan on,
\narang — arang yaltirab,
\nko\u02bbrindi nihoyat uzoq kutdirgan,
\nsog\u02bbintirgan oy.<\/p>\n
***
\nEndi qandoq qilaman men,
\nko\u02bbylagimning namchil engida
\nyalt etdi shu\u02bcla.
\nBotib ketdi bulut ortiga
\nkuzgi mayus oy.<\/p>\n
***
\nKuz oqshomi, oydinda
\nyoprildi bulutlar
\noy yuzin to\u02bbsmoq uchun.
\nYo\u02bbq , ko\u02bbzlarimni aldabdi
\ng\u02bbozlar galasining ko\u02bblankalari.
\n***
\nOsmonda oy yo\u02bbq.
\nChiqarmikin u ?
\nMen ayvonda o\u02bbltirganimcha
\nuzoq kutdim, juda ham uzoq
\noy chiqishin tog\u02bbli qishloqda.<\/p>\n
***
\nKunduzgiday yop — yorug\u02bb kecha
\nko\u02bblankam ham ko\u02bbrinmas.
\nOy yaraqlab porlar
\nborar manzilimni angladim
\nqo\u02bbng\u02bbiroqlar tovushidan.<\/p>\n
***
\nShudringlarin to\u02bbkmay
\nuzib oldim men
\ngullagan Xagi butog\u02bbini,
\nchigirtkalar qo\u02bbshig\u02bbin tinglab
\noy yorug\u02bbida.<\/p>\n
***
\nQora siyox bilan yozilgan
\nxatlarga o\u02bbxshab
\ng\u02bbozlar qanot qoqib
\ng\u02bbog\u02bbolab uchar
\ntungi osmonda.<\/p>\n
***
\nO\u02bbt — o\u02bblanlarni qayrib
\nyurdim qayg\u02bbuga botib
\nva shudringlardan og\u02bbirlashdi
\nko\u02bbylagim engi.
\nChigirtkalar menga qo\u02bbshilib yig\u02bblar.<\/p>\n
***
\nBahor tumanlari,
\nqayoqqa , qaysi tarafga
\nuchib ketdi ekan qirg\u02bbovullar ?
\nUlar tuxum qo\u02bbygan o\u02bbtloqqa
\nbolalar o\u02bbt qo\u02bbyibdi…
\n***
\nTuman qoplagan dala,
\no\u02bbraman o\u02bbt — o\u02bblanni.
\nTumanlar qayg\u02bbuli
\nbolaligim berkinib olgan
\nhuv olisda , tumanlardan ham narida.
\n***
\nTumanli tepaliklar tamonga
\nberkingan qirg\u02bbovullar.
\nUzoq — uzoqlardan
\nqanotlar sharpasi
\nsezilar menga…<\/p>\n
***
\nTinchim yo\u02bbqolgan mening,
\ntinimsiz o\u02bbylayman, qaysi o\u02bbngirda
\nqaysi tog\u02bb yonbag\u02bbirida
\nqaysi olcha
\ngullar ekan birinchi bo\u02bblib?..<\/p>\n
—————————-
\nVakayama Bokusiy yozgan tankalar
\n—————————-<\/p>\n
***
\nVulqon poyida o\u02bbsgan
\nqarag\u02bbay o\u02bbrmonida
\noy kumush shu\u02bclalar taratgan kecha
\ntun bo\u02bbyi tinmay
\nsayradi kakku.
\n***
\nEski kvartalda
\nufqdagi shom bulutlariga
\nqarab to\u02bbymayman .
\nKechki soat vaqtin xabarlab,
\njom chaladi ibodatxona.<\/p>\n
***
\nSajdagoxdan tushaman ,
\nzinama — zina yurib, oxista
\nva quyuqlashayotgan zulmatda
\nbutun vujudim bilan
\nhis qilaman bu kuz , bu tunni . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nShom hasrati cho\u02bbkkan kulbada
\nqirmiz ko\u02bbmirlarga sochsang
\nozgina sake,
\nhushbo\u02bby ko\u02bbkatlarning xidiga
\nto\u02bblib ketar o\u02bbshanda xonang .<\/p>\n
***
\nUzoq uzoqlarda qorli cho\u02bbqqilar,
\nhaybatli qoyalar poyida esa
\nShovullaydi dolg\u02bbali dengiz.
\nQirg\u02bboq bo\u02bbylab sayr qilaman
\nbahor quvonchiga to\u02bblib vujudim.<\/p>\n
***
\nYarim kecha oydinda yolg\u02bbiz
\nkulbamga qaytaman.
\nSo\u02bbng zinapoyada to\u02bbxtayman,
\nengimdagi archa ignabarglarin
\nqoqib tushirmoq uchun.<\/p>\n
***
\nBulutlar tarqadi.
\nMen Asama cho\u02bbqqisidagi
\nso\u02bbqmoq uzra yuribman daydib.
\nVulqon mo\u02bbrisi ustida
\nbulut parchasiga o\u02bbxshagan tutun.<\/p>\n
***
\nTermulaman ko\u02bbm ko\u02bbk dengizga,
\neshitaman suvlar shovqinin.
\nto\u02bblqinlar qoyaga o\u02bbzini urar,
\ngoho ko\u02bbkka sapchib , goxida pastlab
\nYuragimni to\u02bbldirar g\u02bbamga.<\/p>\n
***
\nDud burqsigan loypaxsa o\u02bbchoq,
\ntutun xidi kelar
\nkurujkadagi qaynoq suvdan.
\nTog\u02bbdagi qishki kulbada sovir
\ng\u02bbaribgina kechki ovqatim.<\/p>\n
***
\nDaraxt shoxlari aro
\nporlaydi qishki quyosh.
\nYuzlarimni ohista silar
\nuning xorg\u02bbin nurlari.
\nYoritadi , lekin isitmas !
\n**
\nMen uzoqqa ketdim .
\nva dengiz soxilida
\ntunamoqchi bo\u02bbldim.
\nEndi yotgan edim, yarim kechasi.
\nquydi daxshatli jala.<\/p>\n
————————
\nYosii Isamu
\n———————-<\/p>\n
***
\nHavoda suzadi tamaki xidi,
\noydin kecha kimsasiz yo\u02bbllar.
\nJubbamga burkanib, yuribman daydib
\nqing\u02bbir — qiyshiq jinko\u02bbchalarda.
\nGion xavosidan simirib yolg\u02bbiz . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nPoytaxtda ayoz.
\nMuzlab qolmadimikan Uchib ketayotib
\nqo\u02bbng\u02bbiroqlar jarangi?..
\nAsta valdirayman
\nsovib qolgan soke ustida . . .
\n***
\nBilganimda edi, o\u02bbshal derazadan
\ntumanli zulmatlar aro porlagan
\nfonusning xira xorg\u02bbin yog\u02bbdusi aro
\noydin sukunatda oynasin asta
\ntaqillatgan bo\u02bblardim albat.<\/p>\n
***
\nNahot hech kim kelmas o\u02bblganimdan so\u02bbng
\nso\u02bbppayib yotgan yolg\u02bbiz qabrimni
\nziyorat qilmoqqa, ko\u02bbzyoshi to\u02bbkib?
\nO\u02bblganingdan keyin unutilishingni
\nO\u02bbylamoq qayg\u02bbuli . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nEshitdim , Bokusiy tark etibdi
\noxiri bu telba dunyoni.
\nO, kuz bunchalar mayus va g\u02bbarib,
\nhattoki yurt ba yurt daydib yursamda ,
\nhatto eb — ichsamda, huzurlansamda ! . .
\n***
\nKamdan — kam odamga nasib qiladi
\ntotmoqlik namxush qayg\u02bbuni —
\nlablar bilan xis qilmoq
\ntinimsiz ichilgan sake ta\u02bcmini
\nhayot va mamotning chegarasida . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nFevral oyi oxirlab borar,
\neshitaman olis qaldiroqlarni —
\nbahorning birinchi aks — sadosi .
\nKrab chig\u02bbanog\u02bbida Sake qaynatyapman
\ndengiz sohilida bir o\u02bbzim, yolg\u02bbiz.
\n***
\nQaerda , qanday va qachon ,
\ntark etarkinman bu dunyoni men
\nMen xayotim xaqida o\u02bbylayman,
\no\u02bblimim xaqida fikr qilaman
\nIno tekisligida, oydinda.
\n***
\nIztirobli o\u02bbylar og\u02bbushida jim
\no\u02bbchoqqa o\u02bbt qalayman, puflayman tutun.
\nVa tun bo\u02bbyi bedor o\u02bbltirib
\nhasratli bexudud o\u02bbyga cho\u02bbmaman
\nqizargan ko\u02bbmirlarni kovlab, ag\u02bbdarib . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nSening fikringa qo\u02bbshilmagan
\nodamlarni savalash shartmi?
\nYaxshisi qo\u02bblinga tolxivich olib
\no\u02bbz — o\u02bbzingni ayovsiz savalab
\nmomataloq qilgan yaxshiroq . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nXasratli qayg\u02bbular!
\nBugun yana o\u02bbchoqdagi ko\u02bbmir cho\u02bbg\u02bbida
\nsake isityapman bir o\u02bbzim yolg\u02bbiz.
\nKundan kun tobora qishga
\nsingib borayotir Nirao darasi . . .<\/p>\n
———————
\nIto Satio
\n——————-<\/p>\n
***
\nMen yomg\u02bbirli tunda
\npion gullarini sog\u02bbinib ketdim .
\nva toshfonarni yoqib, ohista
\ntashqariga chiqdim, pion gullarini
\nko\u02bbrib kelmoqlik uchun.<\/p>\n
***
\nKo\u02bbrayapman — tosh ustin yopib
\nva daraxtlar poyini qoplab,
\ngo\u02bbyo birgalashib , yig\u02bbilib ,
\nhamkorlikda chirpiramoqqa
\nhozirlanar bargi xazonlar . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nXorigan er, charchagan osmon
\ntong otguncha uyquga ketar.
\nZulmat quyuqlashar
\nva bepoyon dengiz ustidan
\nbeg\u02bbamgina ko\u02bbtarilar oy . . .<\/p>\n
—————————-
\nSimaki Akaxiko
\n—————————<\/p>\n
***
\nGullayotgan o\u02bbtloqlar aro
\no\u02bbt — o\u02bblanli so\u02bbqmoqdan yurib
\netib keldim bug\u02bbdoyzorga men.
\nVa xo\u02bbrsinib, dedim: -Jim — jitlik!
\no\u02bbrdak g\u02bbaqilladi menga javoban . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nYarim kecha
\nquyuqlashgan tumanlar aro
\nsizar yog\u02bbdular
\nva sirg\u02bbalgan oy shu\u02bclasida
\ng\u02bbira — shira jilvalanar suv . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nO\u02bbrmon sayxonligidagi
\nuzun uzun o\u02bbt -o\u02bblan o\u02bbsgan o\u02bbtloqda
\no\u02bbylanib o\u02bbltirib, yolg\u02bbiz bir o\u02bbzim
\ntog\u02bbli o\u02bblka bilan xayirlashyapman.
\nQayg\u02bbuli va og\u02bbir bu yurak uchun.
\n***
\nChiroq shu\u02bclasiga talpinganicha
\nparvonalar aylanar uchib.
\nUyda , men bilan yonma — yon ,
\nbolalarim uxlar
\neski — tuskilarga o\u02bbranib, qotib . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nYomg\u02bbir tindi, yorishdi osmon.
\nshundan bo\u02bblsa kerak,
\nhavo toza, muzdek musaffo.
\nGuruch qog\u02bbozining qirg\u02bboqlarida ,
\nyonib tugayotir botish shu\u02bclasi . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nJim kimsasiz tungi ko\u02bbchalar.
\nSo\u02bbngan kullar qurumi bosgan
\no\u02bbchoq mo\u02bbrisining qirg\u02bboqlarini
\nqirov bilan bezaydi
\nizg\u02bbirin ayoz . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nUzoq uzoqlardan, zulmat qa\u02bcridan
\nelas elas eshitilar quloqqa
\nto\u02bblqinlarning bo\u02bbg\u02bbiq shovqini.
\nDaraxtlar soyasi cho\u02bbzilib yotgan
\noydinda raqs tushar dexqonlar.
\n***
\nYozayapman , yozayapman ,
\nqorong\u02bbi tushsada
\nhatto chiroqni yoqish uchun ham
\no\u02bbrnimdan turgim kelmas.
\nYolg\u02bbiz qarshilayman oqshomni shunday . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nDalalarda erib ketdi qor,
\nqo\u02bbng\u02bbir tuproq yalong\u02bbochlandi
\nva osilib turar er uzra
\nbotayotgan quyosh lappagi,
\nko\u02bbrinishi kichik va sovuq . . .<\/p>\n
—————————
\nNagatsuka Takasi
\n—————————<\/p>\n
***
\nDala ortidagi zovurda
\nboshlarini chiqarib suvdan
\nbaqalar kuylaydi.
\nBahorgi o\u02bbrmonlarda esa
\nkalinalar gullabdi oppoq .
\n***
\nUy oldidagi bog\u02bbda
\nsukunatli sokin tumanlar.
\nTongi g\u02bbira — shirada
\nbadyan shoxlaridan to\u02bbkilgan
\nxazonlarni supuraman jim.<\/p>\n
***
\nLoviya palaklari
\nyig\u02bbishtirib olingan.
\nkuzgi daladagi
\nto\u02bbrsaygan kulrang tikanlar aro
\nchigirtkalar chirillar g\u02bbamgin . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nO ,Kameliya guli ,
\nmuzlab sovqotding ,
\nsovuq shamolda.
\nsenga xech kim achinib boqmas .
\no\u02bbxshash bizning taqdirlarimiz . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nBugun tunda jarangdor
\novoz bilan kuylar chirildoq .
\nQaerdadir shu yaqin atrofda —
\nbalki , misol uchun , oshxonada , yoki
\nsabzovot solingan to\u02bbrvada kuylar . . .<\/p>\n
———————-
\nKoidzumi Tikasi
\n———————-<\/p>\n
***
\nBotayotgan kunning shu\u02bclasi
\nqirmizi yong\u02bbinday shomgi tog\u02bblarda .
\nbambuklarning qoraygan
\nsoyalari esa aks etar
\nqog\u02bboz devorda . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nQo\u02bbshnilar meni
\nbug\u02bbli xammomida cho\u02bbmilish uchun
\ntaklif qilishdi .
\nQaytayotib osmonga boqdim .
\nuchqunlardi qor . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nQadrdon do\u02bbstimni
\nziyorat qilgani bordim.
\nJuda erta ochilibdi
\noppoq moychechaklar
\nchetan devorli bog\u02bblarda.
\n***
\nFonarni o\u02bbchirib
\nboraman tong saxar chog\u02bbi .
\nva ko\u02bbraman olisda
\noppoq tumanlar bulut singari
\nyumalanib suzar er uzra . . .<\/p>\n
———————
\nSyaku Tyoku
\n———————-<\/p>\n
***
\nBo\u02bbm — bo\u02bbsh yo\u02bbl .
\nquyiladi atrofga jimlik.
\nQichishadi burun katagim
\nyoqilgan gulxanning achchiq dudidan .
\nchoy qaynatmoqdaman . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nQalbda xotirjamlik !
\nbaxor bo\u02bbronidan so\u02bbng
\nhamma narsa tinchlandi, mana.
\nEshitila boshladi ko\u02bbchada yana
\nyog\u02bboch kovushlarning to\u02bbqillashlari . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nBulutlardan sizib o\u02bbtayotgan
\noyning xira yog\u02bbdusida
\ntoshayotgan daryo kechuvidagi
\nsholipoyalar aro
\nbo\u02bbqoq tortgan sholilar xidi . . .<\/p>\n
***
\nTog\u02bbdagi qishloq
\nqor bosgan daraxtlar .
\noppoq osuda jimlik.
\nOdam ham , it ham ko\u02bbrinmas
\nqarg\u02bbalar yuribdi kulbam oldida.<\/p>\n
***
\nMana , yana qaytib keldim men,
\ntomida oy porlab turgan o\u02bbsha
\ntog\u02bbdagi pastakkina kulbamga.
\nOshxonada yangrar qadrdon qo\u02bbshiq .
\nbu mening hamxonam — yolg\u02bbiz chirildoq . . .<\/p>\n
—————
\nXaykular
\n—————<\/p>\n
* * *
\nBaland qoyadagi daraxtga yana
\nilinib qolibdi
\nmening varragim . . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nOyning birinchi kuni , mening ushoqdek
\nvarragim boshqa varraklar bilan
\nqo\u02bbshilib likillar Edo* ustida . . .
\n———————
\n* Edo- Tokioning eski nomi.<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nSel toshqini.
\nOh, qanchalar to\u02bblib oqmoqda
\nqal\u02bca atrofidagi zovurlar !<\/p>\n
Masaoka SIKI .<\/p>\n
* * *<\/p>\n
Bahor seli.
\nOkeanga quyilmoqda
\nbo\u02bbtana suvlar . . .<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nSuv toshqini.
\nMushuk tushib ketdi oqimga
\nSakrab o\u02bbtolmadi bechora .<\/p>\n
XORO<\/p>\n
* * *
\nBahor shamoli.
\nYutoqib — yutoqib suv ichar sichqon
\nSumida daryosidan . . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nAjoyib varrak ko\u02bbtarildi
\nkambag\u02bbalning tomi ustidan
\nko\u02bbm — ko\u02bbk osmonga . . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nQayiq ustida varaqlari
\ntosh bilan bostirilgan kitob.
\nBahor shamollari esar . . .<\/p>\n
KITO<\/p>\n
* * *
\nBahor shamoli .
\nTurnalar oqarib xurpayar ,
\nqarag\u02bbaylar orasida . . .<\/p>\n
RAYDZON .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nXuddi odamlarday daydib yuribdi
\nkaptarlar , chumchuqlar
\nbaliq ovi mavsumida .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nBaliq ovi mavsumida
\nqisqichbaqa ishonqiramay
\no\u02bblchab yurar qumda oyoq izlarin . . .<\/p>\n
ROFU<\/p>\n
* * *
\nSholi ekish mavsumi.
\nOx qancha qayg\u02bbu, qancha tashvishlar
\nquyilgan — a bu qo\u02bbshiqlarga !<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nDexqon uxlar tog\u02bb etagida,
\nketmonchaga boshini qo\u02bbyib.
\nTo\u02bbrg\u02bbay sayramoqda havoda.<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA<\/p>\n
* * *
\nSholipoya chopgani chiqdim .
\nQush ham sayrab qo\u02bbymas aqalli
\ntog\u02bb yonbag\u02bbrida . . .<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nMen bu erni ag\u02bbdargunimcha
\nketib qopti dala osmonida
\nsuzib yurgan bir parcha bulut . . .<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON<\/p>\n
* * *
\nOqshom tutunlari.
\nNog\u02bboralar zirillar gulxan tomonda.
\nChalinadi quloqqa qo\u02bbshiq . . .<\/p>\n
RYoTA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nKun uzoq cho\u02bbzilar.
\nKo\u02bbprikka qo\u02bbnganicha turar tustovuq.
\nKetmaydi uchib . . .<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nKun uzundan uzoq.
\nOlisdan elas — elas eshitiladi ,
\nobjuvozning horg\u02bbin g\u02bbijiri . . .<\/p>\n
YaXA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nUzoqda uchmoqda bir gala o\u02bbrdak.
\nMen ketmonchamni chayqayman.
\nG\u02bbaq etadi nimadir suvda . . .<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nO\u02bbtloq uzra tutun cho\u02bbzilgan.
\nVaysashmoqda bir narsalar deb
\nikkita biya . . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .
\n* * *<\/p>\n
Eh sen bulbul!
\nLoy oyog\u02bbingni arttayapsanmi ,
\nolxo\u02bbri gullariga . . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nBulbul sayrayapti,
\nhar zamonda tashlab qahrli nazar
\nmening kulbamga . . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nDexqon ishlayotgan
\norol ustida ham
\nto\u02bbrg\u02bbay qo\u02bbshig\u02bbi . . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nYashil javdarizor.
\nTo\u02bbrg\u02bbay ko\u02bbtarildi dala ustiga
\nso\u02bbng yana pastladi . . .<\/p>\n
ONITSURA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nNarsalarni yoruqqa qo\u02bbyib,
\nkuzataman soyalar tug\u02bbilishini
\nkuzgi choshgoxda . . .<\/p>\n
KYoSI .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nTong yorishar.
\nQo\u02bbng\u02bbiroqlar ovozi
\ntumanlarga belanar.<\/p>\n
Matsuo BASYo .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nKuz kechasi.
\nO\u02bbraladi no\u02bbnoq yo\u02bblovchi
\nyupqa ko\u02bbylakka . . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nTaralmoqda o — o — o — ou !
\nMungli chorlov aks — sadosi.
\nTun qo\u02bbynida daydiydi bug\u02bbu . . .<\/p>\n
Matsuo BASYo .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nKuzgi tog\u02bbda ibodatxona.
\nAyvonda turgancha tingladim ma\u02bcyus
\nbug\u02bbu chorlovin. . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .
\n* * *
\nBug\u02bbu ovozi
\nolisga jaranglab singadi
\nma\u02bcyus va ma\u02bcyus.<\/p>\n
Matsuo BASYo .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nTungi sovuq.
\nMenga juldur to\u02bbnin qarzga berarmi
\ndaladaga yolg\u02bbiz qo\u02bbriqchi? . .<\/p>\n
Matsuo BASYo .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nIzg\u02bbirin.
\nUzoqda xurpaygan turnani
\nko\u02bbrayapman men . . .<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nPo\u02bbsht — po\u02bbsht , chirildoq,
\nhozir yonboshimga ag\u02bbdarilaman.
\nQani , jo\u02bbnab qol — chi bu erdan !<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nO\u02bbchoq boshidagi kovakka
\nchirildoq kirib olgan.
\nTungi sovuq . . .<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nKuz kelmoqda.
\nBu xaqda xabar olib ,
\nuchib keldi qizil ninachi .<\/p>\n
SIRAO .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nZog\u02bbcha tutib oldim.
\nUning ko\u02bbzlariga qarab bildimki,
\nkuz kelayotir .<\/p>\n
DAKOTSU .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nIlgaklangan eshik.
\nHovli sahnasida
\no\u02bbynar xazonrez . . .<\/p>\n
TEYGA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nAkillaydi bezovta ko\u02bbppak,
\najratib qurigan xazon shitirin.
\nXovlida bo\u02bbron . . .<\/p>\n
Sisey — DZYo .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nOppoq xrizantema.
\nMana qarshisida to\u02bbxtab qaychi ham
\nqotib qoldi bir daqiqaga .<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nYangi bog\u02bb yaratdim.
\nNihoyat undagi toshlar namlandi
\nbirinchi qish yomg\u02bbiri . . .<\/p>\n
SYaDO .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nBirinchi qish yomg\u02bbiri.
\nMaymun ham qarshilik qilmaydi
\nkiydirsang chopon.<\/p>\n
Matsuo BASYo .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nQanday qaysar odam !
\nBaliq tutar qish yomg\u02bbirida
\nqosh qoraygan chog\u02bb . . .<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nMen shamolga qarshi yurayapman.
\nSoyabonim ortga tortadi
\nqishki yomg\u02bbirlar vaqti . . .<\/p>\n
Sisey — DZYo<\/p>\n
* * *
\nDexqon keng dalada
\nmenga yo\u02bbl ko\u02bbrsatdi
\nyulingan sholg\u02bbom bilan . . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nTovuqlar katakda uxlashayotir.
\nQor esa yanada qalinroq
\nqoplayotir dalalar ustin.<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA<\/p>\n
* * *
\nShamol qalpog\u02bbini uchirib,
\nsavalaydi sellar beayov
\nQo\u02bbriqchi dalada . . .<\/p>\n
XAGI — DZYo .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nOydin kecha.
\nNaqadar ayanchli , naqadar baxtsiz
\ndaladagi qo\u02bbriqchi . . .<\/p>\n
Masaoka SIKI .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nDaladagi qo\u02bbriqchi
\nhatto Xizr bo\u02bblib kelganida ham
\nboshdan olmas evroqalpog\u02bbin .<\/p>\n
DANSUY<\/p>\n
* * *
\nHoy, hovlida yana ne shovqin?!
\nBu qo\u02bbriqchi, kuchli shamolda
\nerga qulab tushdi gursillab.<\/p>\n
BONTYo .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nG\u02bboz, yovvoyi g\u02bboz,
\nayt necha yil uchding sarosar
\no\u02bbrmonlar ortiga, dengiz ortiga ?. . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nYovvoyi g\u02bbozlarning galasi
\ng\u02bbog\u02bbolab pastladi yaydoq dalaga .
\nKuchaymoqda tungi sovuqlar . . .<\/p>\n
KYoROKU .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nQizilishton taqillatmoqda.
\nKun botsa ham hamon tinmaydi
\nhamon o\u02bbsha eski joyida . . .<\/p>\n
Kobayasi ISSA<\/p>\n
* * *
\nO\u02bbchoq boshidagi kovakda
\nkuylar tamom o\u02bbzin unutib
\ntanish chirildoq . . .<\/p>\n
Matsuo BASYo .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nTeshik soyabon —
\nqishlov uchun qo\u02bbl keldi juda
\nKo\u02bbrshapalaklarga !. . .<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nSovuq tun.
\nJig\u02bbimga tegishchun qo\u02bbshnilar atay
\nqozon taqirlatayotirmi?<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON .<\/p>\n
* * *
\nSichqon chiqib borar
\nko\u02bbrpam yonidagi jinchiroq sari.
\nYog\u02bb ham muzlabdi . . .<\/p>\n
Yosa BUSON .<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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